Tucked In Both Hearts
46. Last Memories

Morning to noon that he should have spent three hours with Miss felt to walk very fast. Now they are one of the places to eat to enjoy their lunch.

Three hours with Miss seemed to open Jeff's mind about the woman. He just found out that Miss is actually a fun and warm person for a friend. He felt comfortable walking with her today.

"What are your plans after this, Rin?"

"I will reorganize my life and my heart, busying myself with work. Maybe I'll spend some time at Papa's company. But for now I still want to pay for my lost time with them."

"Can't we be friends after this?"

"No Jeff. You already have a wife, I do not want if our friendship later will only hurt your wife's heart. I'm your ex-wife, so it's best if we end our relationship in court and no longer need to continue in our daily lives. Sooner or later I will get married again. If we are constantly friends, surely it makes our partner will not be comfortable. Apologizing doesn't mean we're continuing a relationship with a friendship."

Jeff just nodded while smiling blandly at the answer from the woman who was going to be his ex-wife. After lunch, as Jeff said earlier, their last day trip ended in the mall.

Jeff faithfully accompanied wherever Miss went. To where clothes, shoes, and bags are. He patiently accompanied and followed Miss. Every now and then the woman asks for advice on which clothes are good, which colors are more beautiful, or which models are more appropriate. Not to forget he also chose some clothes, suits, and watches for Jeff.

Misses choosing a lot of dresses, bags, and some accessories. For about two hours they were in a place that for women was heaven. Already feel enough with whatever he brought, Miss invites Jeff to rest at one of the booze stands in the mall. Surrounding every corner of the mall seems to make him very thirsty.

"Are you happy today?"

"No woman is unhappy with shopping, Jeff."

One day spent with Miss making her regrets even deeper. Had he only heard the advice of his parents, he would not have felt regret and would have been drowning in it by now. Or at least he could repeat time back, he would not think twice about leaving the Queen at that very moment. However, now that there was only regret left, there was nothing more that could be corrected from this state of affairs. Everyone was hurt, disappointed, and hurt by it.

On the day that was almost that afternoon, they spent time in the shopping mall with the rest of the chatter that made them publish small smiles and laughs. Indeed, anyone who saw the sight would think that they were a happy couple.

At 16:00 they decided to go home. If Jeff did not pick up Miss at the request of the woman, then this time will take her home even from a distance. It's hard for Jeff to take his steps to bring Miss home. It seems that he just realized that he was really sorry and only realized that the sense of comfort grew just like that when everything was over. He really hates this feeling. The feeling of where it should have grown some time ago, was now growing wild at the wrong time.

"Rin, right now we're husband and wife, right?" Jeff asked after they reached the alley of the housing complex Miss.

"I want to ask you something, can you?"

"What?"

Jeff put his body facing the direction of Missing so that it feels more comfortable. His right hand then grabbed onto the nape of Miss and pushed her closer to his head.

"For the last leg, Rin. give me something special to take your leave off," whispered Jeff right in front of Missing's face.

Jeff then brought their heads closer. In a fairly overcast afternoon, they fought under the roof of a car that stopped by the side of the road. The arches that show a sense of pleasure and a clear-sounding uptake carry them in a warmth that Jeff will never forget.

After a bit of time with the pagutan of the mouth, they looked at each other equally silently and deeply.

"Thank you for today. I'm happy even though this is the last time I can go with you. I hope you'll be much happier than this. I will pray that the Lord will send an angel to heal the wounds I give. Be happy for me. Again, I'm sorry I never gave anything away during our marriage. I just gave you wounds and tears. I have now felt the karma of what I did." I don't know where the clear liquid that now makes Jeff's vision look blurry.

"Yes. Don't regret what happened. Focus on yourself with the Queen and your child-to-be. Don't let you regret it a second time because you just focus on your regrets and ignore the Queen. You should take care of them too. They are your responsibility. Make the Queen little by little to change for the better, so that Mama and Papa also bless you. Don't forget to pray too. Don't let your tears out. It's not funny, Jeff." Longing to wipe away tears that accidentally come down while Missing to speak.

"Well, if I go down, yeah. You should also go home, pity the Queen is alone at home."

"Yes, I'll help you get your stuff." Jeff wiped away his tears that had fallen back.

"No need for Jeff. I chose it all on purpose I gave it to your wife. You give it to him later. Tell him you chose those things for him. She's pregnant, don't let her get upset or angry let alone sad. It will affect your child equally. Because you've been forgetting about it all day and spending time with me, so you have to pay for it with the item I chose earlier. So that he thinks that you still remember him even though this whole day is not at home. It's a weekend, he'll want to go for a walk. Love her even though you realize growing love for me. I'm saying goodbye, yeah. Careful home."

Missing immediately getting out of the car and walking a little fast. Her tears shed instantly as she walked a few steps. I don't know why his heart's been so cut all day. He did not know what made him cry about this situation. He only felt sadness in his heart, no matter what the cause, he really could not answer his question.

While in the car, Jeff himself was sobbing by drowning his face in the steering wheel. The shoulders that were originally strong to support all the regrets that exist, now seem to vibrate violently because of his crying.