Tucked In Both Hearts
40. Forgive Me

Jeff regained consciousness from his sleep as he felt something move in his hand. Apparently the finger miss who was trying to move.

"Are you awake? How, is anyone sick?" Jeff glanced at the watch after staring at his wife for a moment.

Still at six.

"Nothing. I'm going home." I miss trying to sit.

"Don't you, you're still limp. The doctor said you should rest here."

"Stop your attention to me, Mas. I used to want that, but not right now!"

Jeff remained silent. He is aware and feels worthy of blame for this. He wanted to explain why he could marry the Queen secretly, but he feared that this would hurt his wife more deeply.

Afraid hurt? Since when did Jeff have such thoughts? The man was completely confused by his feelings and thoughts this time.

Silent. Only the sound of the clanking of hours passed and brought to a new time and day. While silence was ruling the room, Mr. Jo and Ms. Merlin came along with Jeon.

"Las, how are you? Is it better?" Ms. Merlin who felt guilty and sinful with her son's behavior immediately rushed to her daughter-in-law.

"Yes Ma, I'm fine. You don't have to worry."

Mr. Jo read the look on Missing's face which was a lot of burden. He felt very insignificant and useless to be the head of the household. He failed to become a father.

"The father will no longer ask or decide anything. All decisions Papa will hand over the same Miss. Because he's here the one who's hurt the most. Whatever decision Miss Papa will support."

Honestly, Mr. Jo was also hit by a heavy disappointment, he also felt ashamed of his ironwork. How to explain him later on to them and will be put where his face and also his pride. I don't know, he was no longer able to think about this strange problem.

"Don't think about anything else but your health, son," said Ms. Merlin, unable to see Miss back in tears.

And finally Jeff and Miss relationship hangs up until a week later. They live under the same roof, but there is absolutely no interaction between them. Not even everyone was reprimanded with Jeff. They all assumed the man wasn't in Mr. Jo's mansion. The man who was the head of the household had said many times to ask Jeff to leave the house, but Jeff seemed to act stubborn by not hearing the expulsion. Until finally, Mr. Jo was tired and drove away slowly by assuming his son did not exist.

During that time, Jeff never gave up on getting more attention from his wife. Although he was ignored and considered non-existent, he was not tired of getting back to the treatment he used to be.

"That's enough, Jeff. I'm staying here for your family as well as my family, so please appreciate me here. You and I have been other people since the day you married the Queen. If you don't want to leave this house, let me go" Missed one night. He said while packing his clothes.

"Don't be so smart about me! Who are you? Is this not what you want? You wanted me out of your life, and then you married the Queen, and now you've got her. Then why are you holding me back?" Misses talking a little snapping.

"Ri."

"You heard me, Jeff! There is no more chance for you, what I gave you first everything is gone, everything has passed, and there is no love between us, I'm the only one trying to be a good wife, but you're not. There are people out there who need you more than I do."

Seeing the anger and sadness mixed into one on Missing's face made Jeff feel like he had to leave the house. He gave up on his efforts. Just like Miss who has also given up on her efforts to get her heart.

Jeff dared to touch the wrist of the woman who was still his wife.

"Okay, I'm leaving. Stop what you're doing!"

Jeff then slowly and heavily packed his clothes into a suitcase. Come to think of what Miss said earlier this is the right thing. Get out of the house and live with the Queen. This was his dream from a long time ago, but why now after everything happened, he was hard to live what he wanted and dreamed.

The miss who saw Jeff move very slowly instantly helped him to pack his clothes in a hasty motion. Jeff just stared at what his wife was doing. There is a bit of sadness in Jeff's day, as it is very noticeable that Miss desperately wants his departure from her own parents' home.

"It's over, please go!" miss throwing your face and arranging the balcony. He hides his teary eyes.

Jeff who was behind her suddenly wrapped his hands along the woman's stomach. Raising his head to be in line with Miss and speak,

"I'm sorry, maybe there's nothing to fix about this. One thing you should know, Rin, I'm very sorry about what happened. I don't know what makes me feel that way, but I'm honest..."

Not finished Jeff continued his sentence, Miss has turned around and pushed the man hard to get out of the room. The tears that he had been hiding instantly had already shed.

Jeff who got a sudden boost of course could only accept his wife's treatment in silence. He had seen the watery eyes of Miss and dropped the clear details. Out of nowhere, just a reflex he dropped his body in front of the woman.

"Please tell me what I have to do so you can forgive me."

"Nothing! There's nothing you can do to get sorry from me. Even if I forgive you, everything cannot be as it used to be. Nothing can be preserved from our marriage. You already have another wife, even I am sure you will be the father figure of your second wife. Or maybe now the Queen is pregnant with your child, and you marry her. So please, don't waste your time getting anything from me! Go now!"

Feeling unable to get what he wanted, Jeff finally got up limp and walked out of the room.

Missed closing the door hard after Jeff's departure. And as usual the woman would spend the whole night crying.