Turns out I love
Part 10 - The stubborn man

kenzi and I moved to a park near the house. Kenzie asked me to speak four Eyes with him.

I followed all of Kenzie's words.I tried to solve this problem with him. All I did was try to make Kenzi understand that I didn't want this marriage to happen.

"can't you go back to considering everything?"

Kenzie asked me.

"what should I consider? I'll talk to you that this marriage will never happen."

I kept giving rejection to the man.

"now listen to me. What's wrong if you marry me for five months or up to one year. After that you can sue for my divorce."

the words that the man spoke made me so dumbfounded.

"so your thinking about marriage just got there? don't you know that marriage is a sacred thing?"

I was really upset with the man.he casually said he was married for 5 months or up to 1 year ago after that we will be separated.

it is a thought that is too instant and also too stupid in my opinion.where there are people who want to get married only a few months ago bearing a new status as a widow or widower.

He thought after the divorce happened life would go perfectly? no obstacle? I swear I really don't understand Kenzi's way of thinking.

"if I have to how else to persuade you Mentari?"

kenzi looks so frustrated. I actually feel sorry for him. Actually the fate of us both betrothed and forced to marry by both our parents or our family.all actually outside the will of both of us.

it's just that I don't like Kenzi's absurd thinking.

"Yes you shouldn't have to persuade me Kenzie.

I stick to my stance, won't marry you."

once again words of affirmation came out of my mouth.

"luck!"

Kenzie yells out in frustration.Propathy comes back to attack me. Actually this man why the hell does he not have a girlfriend? is a man as handsome as he doesn't sell? I'm sure a lot of girls are lining up to be his partner.

"Didn't you have a boyfriend?" ask me who is curious.

"Why are you asking like that?"

Kenzie looked at me. I became frightened by the man's gaze.I implied a hint of anger from the look in his eyes.

I talk a little bit from him.

"i don't have a boyfriend."

"even if I have. and my family wants me to marry you. I will leave it. My life, I dedicate to my family. to me. They are the most important and I must be happy. Marriage without love is not a difficult thing. over time love will grow by itself, especially if there is a child in the middle of marriage it will certainly be easier."

I'm stunned by what she's talking about. she might have said so. she hasn't felt in love. definitely don't know what it's like to leave the person we love.

the answer that was thrown from his mouth.whether I could believe it or not. handsome face, well-established life, certainly thick wallet.where there might not be a woman by his side.

when he talks like that, I actually want to laugh, it's just that I hold him back. I don't want him to be offended by me.

"because I have a girlfriend, so I won't accept you. Our conversation is over here. I'm saying goodbye and I hope you don't come back to my house."

"Dance, Tar."

Kenzie kept calling my name to stop my steps.

I got out of my chair and left the park. I don't care about him.

I'm sorry Kenzie. I know you're worried about your grandfather's condition.I also know that you may actually be a good child, but this heart can't accept everything.

the ring your family gave me I'll give you back at the family meeting.

During the journey home. I walked all the way with a sense of uncertainty.

One side there is a feeling that I am a selfish person. I realized that I wanted to be happy in my own way.

I don't want the life I live to be governed by someone else. I want my life to be in line with what I'm planning.

God, if I'm so selfish, forgive me. I just want to be happy in my own way. Right now I am quite happy with the person I love and love me. I want to appreciate my relationship with him. I don't want to just because of this matchmaking I have to break my relationship with her.

If I do that, not only will my heart be hurt, but it will also hurt its heart to be disappointed in me.

I don't want to be disappointed in his heart. Was I wrong if I chose him and denied my family's wishes?

I hope Kenzie gets a better woman than me. I also hope that his grandfather can get well soon and see the happiness of his grandson.

I also hope my family will accept Doni as my girlfriend and as part of my family.

I also hope you will accept and not be disappointed with my decision.

For me this matchmaking only hinders the happiness that has been designed by those who have their own future plans. Maybe some people accept this matchmaking for fear of fighting parents and being a child of disobedience.