Turns out I love

Turns out I love
Part 7 - The silent man


Today is the day that he and I will meet face to face for the first time. Yesterday's meeting on the street didn't count because it was an unplanned meeting.


I got off the bike, Kak Ali. It just so happened that my brother had no outgoing activities.


"Talk well. Leave a good impression. Don't be fierce. So women should be gentle and polite."


A barrage of messages came out from my brother's little mouth. It's like the mothers who nasehatin their children.


I didn't answer. I'm going straight away. And there was the sound of Ali's motorbike going from the shoulder of the road where we had stopped.


I went into the cafe. I asked the table that was ordered in Kenzie's name. And the cafe waiter drove me. When I got there, it turned out that the man had not even shown his nose at all. It's really upsetting that guy. He made me wait.


"Sorry, I'm out of the toilet."


There was a voice coming from beside me and I saw the man was buttoning his sleeve. He came and I was late.


"Do you want a drink or a meal first?" askinya.


"no need. Let's get to the core of the conversation. My time is not much. I have to go to college. You must know I'm still in college."


I tried to speed up the time and shorten our meeting.


"I've checked your college schedule. And today you're off."


With ease the man spoke. I also gawked because it turned out that the man knew I had no scheduled courses today. I am really ashamed of it.


"What do you want? Quickly say. Even though I didn't go to college today. I have a lot of work to do on campus with some of my friends."


I tried to make excuses so as not to be caught lying terribly.


We sat together for ten minutes at the cafe. I did not hear a word from his lips.


I finally decided to start the conversation first.


"If you don't want to talk. Then I'll talk first. I want you to stop the engagement and our wedding plans. We don't love each other and I don't think we're compatible either. You are from the sultan's family. I come from a simple family."


I kept my nyerocos at length and maybe my mouth was foaming now.


I saw the man remain silent. I'm very upset with the man I'm with right now. I've been grumpy since then but the man just kept quiet. He planned this meeting.


"Hey talk to me. Are you going to cancel our wedding or not?" ask me about that guy.


Seeing him just being silent really made me grow furious with him. Maybe his nickname is not only a robot man, but also a statue man. I unceasingly denounced her in my own heart. Because that man is worthy of reproach. He was like a man who had no manners towards me. The turn of the talk he was silent.


I know that kind of guy doesn't want to get married and he certainly doesn't like me, but I'm confused as to why he doesn't reject this matchmaking and just keeps quiet like he can't talk.


"If you don't want to talk to me. Okay yes, but remember I don't want to be betrothed to you. I don't like you and I have a man of my own choice." I got up from my seat.


"Sit down, when you're done talking and you're done getting angry now listen to me."


The man led me to sit back in the chair I was sitting in. I don't know what he's gonna say now that he's been quiet.


"Listen to me. I don't want to cancel this Marriage or not marry you."


"Why do you accept our marriage?" I interrupted the man's conversation.


"I told you to listen to my words first. I'm interrupting again."


The man was warning me with such a serious face. I didn't mean to interrupt the conversation. It's just that I'm a habit if my curiosity peaks. I'll give you so many questions.


I saw the man take a deep breath and exhale slowly.


"I don't want to marry you or refuse our Marriage. It's just that my grandfather's condition is no longer healthy. My grandfather suffered a lot with his illness. The doctor said his age was not long. So I don't want to dispute his wishes even though I don't really want this marriage to happen"


He explained everything to me. There was compassion in my heart, but I still could not justify his attitude that just silently accepted this matchmaking. I want to be happy. I want to get my own happiness.


"I'm sorry, but I still have a boyfriend. I can't just leave my girlfriend."


I keep rejecting him. I really don't want this marriage to happen and disappoint my Beloved. If both my parents wanted me to get married. Then I will try to talk to my lover to propose to me and marry me.


"That's all if you want to marry me. Let's make a deal or a deal, for example?"


The man seemed to want to give me a choice or maybe he was bribing me.


I will stay in my mind. I don't want to marry a man I never knew and never loved. I don't want to, even if the marriage has a covenant.


"I'm sorry I don't want to!"


I continued to resist, but I felt pity for the man in front of me. As I tried to ignore him he suddenly squeaked on both my legs.


"Please please.I beg of you."


Seeing him groaning and begging. Makes me want to help him. Only I can't. Founding strong. I'm notoriously stubborn. It's not easy to change decisions like my dad.


"Kenzie's. I can't marry a man who doesn't love me and who I don't love."


I tried to get away from that guy. I don't feel good to see some people who are also visitors to the cafe. They must have branded me a woman with no heart. Some of them put their eyes on me. It makes me uncomfortable.


"Kenzie's. You see, they're all watching us. Wake up I don't want to be labeled as a woman with no conscience."


I can't stand Kenzie's behavior. I finally decided to leave it and get out of the cafe. I no longer care about their views on me. They don't know me and they don't know what I'm dealing with right now.