Turns out I love
Part 9 - After Ashar

Mama and I talked all day about my relationship with Kenzi that hasn't happened yet. Mama forced me to keep accepting the man's proposal.

Ashar adzan. My house adjacent to the musholla makes the sound of the Adhan will be heard clearly in the ear even though it is sound asleep.

Mom and I rushed to pray. At home if there are more than one person and are not obstructed. We are obliged to perform congregational prayers.

Finished taking my ablution and mama wearing mukena and we both prayed together. I was asked to become a prayer priest today. I stood next to my mother on a prayer mat in a small room we called a private musholla.

Arriving at the last rakaat is the fourth rakaat. I bowed a little longer.

"Allahuakbar."

Arrived at tasyahud end. I recited the final prayer and said my greetings.

I finished praying and we prayed together. Don't forget I slipped a prayer asking God to give me a way to escape this matchmaking.

Finished praying very fervently. I opened the door and kept it again.

"Let's go in."

The voice of Kak Ali. It looks like he's gone home and brought a friend home.

"Look, this time I'll take revenge. I'll SKSD his friend. Let him know what it's like if his friend is disturbed."

I stepped out of the mosque and walked towards the living room. Before arriving at the living room I tidied up my appearance first. Not mean flirtatious, only if tangled'kan not pleasing to the eye.

I arrived at the living room. I was just about to say hello to Ali. I was shocked by the presence of someone in my house again.

Kenzie's back in this house. He was like a man who had no job.

Mama saw me standing by the sofa.

"Sit, Dance. You talk to Nak Kenzie. Mama's gonna make a drink first "

Mama asked me to see Kenzi. I'm really lazy.that guy would definitely just ask me to agree to our marriage.

Since my return from meeting him at the cafe. Then he came to my house this afternoon. Kenzie keeps calling me. He sent messages or called by phone. I intentionally didn't pick up the phone from him. Because I already know the direction of the conversation.

"Speaking out let's hurry.Pity Kenji has been waiting for you since."

Mama constantly urged to see him. I wanted to throw him out and lock the door so he would never come back to this house.

If there were no mother and brother Ali at home. I will surely throw him out quickly.

I see the man still sitting quietly.honestly, the man looks very sweet when in front of the parents, while when we are just alone. he is very possessive of nature and a little arrogant in my opinion.

I sat across from him, I raised my face and saw him clingy.

I spoke to him very loudly. It looks like the man is breathing deeply.

"Dance, I wish you would accept my proposal and our marriage.Rethink everything.all is good for us."

He spoke as if he were going to be a wise and humble man.

I smiled, I guess, she went back to talking about marriage and marriage.

I've rejected it clearly, but it seems like the man didn't give up. The reason for marrying me is so classic.all because of family.maybe if she says I want to marry you, because I'm in love', maybe I'll reconsider.

"Starting Why don't you accept a proposal from Kenzie and his family?"

Mama asked me again with a drink, but I explained it at that time. I don't think Mama is listening to what I'm saying.

I am really annoyed with this match.if I leave the house, my parents will be sad.If I follow their will, I will be sad.

Why does my love destiny have to be like this? Lord you know that I already have a lover.help me to convince both my parents to cancel this match.This man in front of me does not love me. why should I live with someone who never loved me? indeed I heard over time love will grow, but what if that love does not grow as long as we live together.

of course our lives will fall apart.Our household will certainly not last.and if all that happens who will be sad next? it was definitely both sides of our family. I wanted to avoid it. Not because of my selfishness I talk like this, but I think ahead.

mama and Kenzie are still staring at me. They're probably waiting for my answer. What should I answer? I just don't have an answer anymore.all I've revealed since the beginning.they still force me.yeah this also seems very stupid. he seemed to not understand the good and true Indonesian that I had told him at length.

"Dance, Brother taste. This match is good for you. You must know that our family is mostly married because of matchmaking. They can build a household with a share to have children even some who already have grandchildren."

Kak Ali began to join the three of us. What Ali said was right. But my reasons remain the same. I have a boyfriend. I want to have a life that suits my wishes. I hope everyone supports me.

I could only take a deep breath without giving any answer. All the answers I have given many times to all of them, especially the man. The man who was at the cafe offered to make a marriage contract.

"Dance, it looks like we should talk to each other." Kenzie seemed to want to urge me.

By talking together, it is certain that his true nature will come out. He will definitely persuade me to accept this marriage.

"You want to talk to both of you? Please, mama and Kak Ali will be inside."

Mom wanted to get out of her seat.

"Tante, if I may I would like to invite Tari to talk in the park near here."

Mom sat back down and smiled her smile. A smile that looks so happy. I think Mama's like the one who was bewitched by Kenzie.

"Please. If so, it will allow you to speak carefully. Aunty just reminded me not to be too late for her home."

Mama easily allowed me to go alone with this stranger. I don't know why you believe in Kenzie so much. Mama also seems to have met Kenzie recently.