Turns out I love
Part 14 - The end of our love story

Today I went back to college for the first time I felt reluctant to go there. My legs felt heavy to step into the building that would make me a scholar.

"Speaking Why just shut up?" ask Tami to me.

"It's okay Tam. Let's go in."

I started to walk through the gate with my best friend.

As I was about to climb the stairs, someone confronted me.

"Tarii want to talk to you."

Doni came up to me and touched my hand.

"Sorry Doni I have a class today. And I don't think there's anything we need to talk about anymore."

Doni and Tami looked at each other. I haven't told Tami anything.

After my return home yesterday. I went straight into the room and laid my body in the bed.

My body was so tired yesterday. This heart was so empty and my head felt faint after yesterday's incident.

"Tari me please don't be like this. Please listen to my explanation Mentari."

Doni kept forcing me to talk to me. Maybe if I were to serve him there would be all sorts of reasons for him to lie to me again.

That was the only time I was lied to by him. I love her, but I'm not a stupid woman to be lied to by a man who never loved me.

"Doni please if Mentari won't talk to you. Let him go. I don't know what your problem is. But I think you should let Mentari think that you are in trouble. Give him time to calm down if your problem is big."

My friend is very understanding. Without me opening my voice and telling her. We understood my face and my attitude. I love having a friend who always understands and understands me.

"Let's dance into the classroom."

We pulled my hand and we both passed Doni who was still standing by the stairs.

I want to feel like I'm crying. For what happened to me.

I have always believed that this love story will end happily. But it turns out that all ran aground in the middle of the road.

When I decided to date Dali wanted to get to know my future partner more closely and hoped to end up in the underwriting. It turned out that it was all just my dreams and dreams. Why am I the only one dreaming? Why am I the only one who loves?

All those questions kept flying in my head. I don't understand why any human being is playing with love.

Love is not a playground where everyone can play without thinking about the heart of who will be hurt.

Love is the initial shell to build a household foundation. I chose to reject the match because for me love is the most important thing in a marriage.

A marriage without Love is bound to be empty. Will feel bland and can not live in harmony for his partner.

"Content ... Wait for me, Mentari."

It turns out Doni's after me. Until we finally looked at each other.

Tami asked me to solve my problem with Doni. Maybe it's time I finish my relationship. I don't want to be in his circle anymore.

"Bentering please horrified me first dong. I want to apologize to you. Maybe what you heard yesterday is the truth, but my love for you is also true Dance. I really love you."

Doni's words today sound like a joke to me. The heart he had let down was impossible to finish with just his words.

"I'm sorry Doni I think you misjudged me. I'm not a stupid woman who'll come back with just your sweet words."

I spoke with trembling hands. Dare to express my anger to him.

"So I know you're disappointed. I know you're angry with me. Buy me one more chance Mentari. I don't want to lose you."

Doni squealed at my feet. I came early to college. Not many eyes looked at us.

"Bony I think our relationship is quite up here. I don't want any more pain I feel. Enough for one time I was lied to and hurt. I think you understand Doni. Go after me and don't wait for me."

I spoke with my lips twitching. I spoke with an increasingly divided heart. It felt like my heart was so torn apart after saying goodbye.

This is the best path for us. The path where there is no yes we hurt each other.

I left the earth alone still in its position.

Now I'm going through something I never thought of before. Dating is one of the life choices that can make us hurt at any time. They can hurt or hurt.

Maybe making this decision is not so difficult. The hard part is the fact that we've been together for a long time. It turns out that our story is only destined to be a memory that some of us have to give up and some of which I have to teach a lesson.

What when he made me the bet. Did he not think about my feelings? What exactly are they planning? Why would Doni and his friends make such a bet? I'm the one at stake.

I need that explanation actually, but I don't dare to ask Doni.

It will surely tear my heart even more.

Just hearing me is their bet. That was enough to make my heart hurt deeply. Especially if I hear the reason. Maybe the wound will fester and it will never dry up.

Your mentors must be strong. There will be another love in my life. I'm sure God wouldn't have made a fate like this if it wasn't for me to teach a lesson.

I believe God has prepared everything for me. A happy destiny that perhaps there will never be a wound in it.

I hope there will be someone who can remove and heal this wound.

Maybe right now I just have to focus on my goals. College and become a scholar. After that I want to be an art teacher. Maybe God wants me to focus on my future.

Oh God I beg you for forgiveness maybe I fell too far in love with that man. Without me asking you if he is the best for me. Without me asking you if he's a good man.

"Start!"

A man's voice called me. Did Doni come back after me?

I turned around and I saw that Doni wasn't calling me. The man who called me was ...