Two Different Love Flavors
Draw Limits

Shania morning blind had gone driving a black car that became a wedding gift from her in-laws, she left without preparing Agam's needs even without saying goodbye to him, not because of anger but it feels like Shania is reluctant to deal with Agam.

Almost noon Shania was so busy with work affairs that she even had to visit the branch hospital twice, drowning himself in work feels much better than he is in a mess with his household affairs in Agam's increasingly unfounded calm.

"Shania hasn't come home yet bi?" ask Agam looking for the whereabouts of Shania unseen stem of his nose

"Not yet, it was reported that today came home tonight because it was still in the branch hospital"

"OK,"

Agam switched with a laptop in his office, seeing the reports of the development of the project he was doing, almost two hours but Shania had not heard his voice from behind the workspace Agam.

"Bi," call Agam

"Shania hasn't come home yet?"

"Not yet, maybe soon,"

Agam closed the door rudely, annoyed that almost ten o'clock in the evening Shania had not come home plus again did not give any news, let alone call send a message.

You resentfully reach for the phone intending to call Shania but she paused when she heard the voice of Shania greeting bi Marni who was still waiting for her in the tv room.

"Shan!" snapped Agam

"What time is this?!"

"I'm sorry, a lot of work."

"That's always your excuse!"

"It's true that I'm doing a lot of work" Shania sighed

"Stop! I'm not done talking!" Agam gripped Shania's arm hard until she grimaced in pain

"Mas, sick!" Agam suddenly realized that Shania was in pain because of her actions, Shania's right arm was flushed when Agam took it off

"I'm a lot of work, what's your problem anyway? haven't you cared nothing about me in the past? so what are you fighting about now?!"

"Shanie!!" agam snapped increasingly reddened the look on his face, his hands clenched holding his anger.

Shania closed her eyes in search of the power to hold back the tears that now filled her eyelids. His tang held tightly to the handbag he was carrying once again he was looking for strength to hold on.

"Okay, I'm sorry for not telling you," Shania's tears escaped from the corner of her eyes, she apologized stammeringly with her sobs. This wound was not because of the clash of Agam but everything he had passed felt like this was the peak of his patience.

Silent for a moment when no one spoke between the two, Shania was reluctant to continue her sentence because she did not want her crying to break even more, agam felt something scratch her heart when she saw Shania crying in front of her for the first time.

The night passed with a stillness that was so felt, both Agam and Shania felt powerless to even say a single word , Shania lay on her back to Agam who was repeatedly staring at her, shania's cry was disturbing her feelings.

Shania woke up as the dawn prayer rumbled, she rushed up to perform the morning prayer but she was silent for a moment looking at Agan who was sleeping next to her, so handsome as she fell asleep like this, it was different when he was conscious of being rude and indifferent to him

"For bi," said Shania who saw bi Marni was ready in the kitchen first

"For me, are you awake?"

"I can't sleep bi,"

"Yes, just go back to sleep"

"Yes, it's kinda dizzy this bi." Shania gripped her forehead painfully dizzy but only to the right side of the head

"But I have to make breakfast mas Agam bi, yesterday I was wrong because after all I was his wife I should have taken care of it."

Shania ties up the original hair then prepares with the kitchen spice. After really when two plates of spaghetti are ready at the tomb table, do not forget Shania also made warm tea to accompany Agam breakfast.

While carrying a cup of tea, Shania intends to wake Agam because the time is almost bright, which means Agam must be ready to go to work immediately.

Once again Shania's body is squeezed, as if she no longer has the hope that she fosters for this marriage relationship, it feels so tiring, excruciating pain even though it does not bleed.

"Why is it brought down again mbak?" ask Bi Marni who saw Shania back in the kitchen with the tea she still holds.

"Mas Agam is still sleeping bi," Shania tried to smile, she then passed and chose to go to work even though she actually intended to take a leave of absence today because her headache was increasingly disturbing.

Almost a full day Shania pensive not infrequently he did not focus on his work even when greeted coworkers even Shania as if she did not hear it. His mind was confused as well as his feelings. More and more the day his heart gets a new scratch when the old scratch is still felt.

"What time's it?" Notification of the incoming message from Agam, Shania just glanced at him sekikas without opening it

"It feels heavier, mas" Shania murmured softly

"Shan, yuk's lunch?" Bring along Shania's coworkers

"You go first yes, I don't want to eat, just want to sleep for a while" replied Shania

"But you're okay, right? because I've noticed you've been mostly daydreaming."

"What's wrong Ren, I'm fine just a little dizzy, after a short break it must be gone." Shania explained

"You sure? want me to get some medicine?"

"No need for Ren, really, I'm fine"

"OK, but if the dizziness gets worse you should check it!"

"Yes, surely, you've gone and you've been waiting for something else, right?"

"Well, I'll go first, I'll bring you something."Shania nodded.

During the trip home Shania thought a lot about how this relationship could be maintained, what else must be like in order to take the attention of Agam. Indeed, when Shania decided to maintain the marriage despite knowing that Agam had married first with Jesica, she knew the consequences she would face, the indifference and indifference of Agam was clearly he could feel but when having to deal with reality was not as easy as he imagined.

"Just home?" agam asked as Shania opened the door

"Why now should I wait for you to come home?" agam

"I'm sorry, next time I try to go home before you get home" Sahut Shania said

"Why walk like that? what's with your leg?" agam asked when she saw Shania walking with a limp

"Not what a slight wound" Shania replied looking at her heel that turned bloody

"Sit there, I'll get you some medicine"

"Neasiness to mas!" hold Shania fast

"Biyar I took it myself,"

"Let me know, look at you just like that...."

"But I can still walk a mas!" sahut Shania

"And in fact I have to be prepared to do everything myself because I never have a place to depend!" Shania left just ignoring Agam who was still standing, Agam tried to digest their current situation.

Agam was speechless to see Shania leave, he was stunned by every word Shania spoke, indifferent and cold in his heart. What's the matter? What happened to Shania? that's the question he has in his head now.

Shania was silent on the back porch of her house trying to apply the ointment and stick to the plaster wrapped in her wound, the sound of water gurgling in the fish pond she was looking at so clearly heard in the middle of this silence, but strangely the sound of the water just calm the heart and provide warmth for him, for a moment he forgot the wound that so cut him.

While Agam who still did not get out of his seat, again felt the strangeness of Shania's attitude, he said, although he should be happy with his wife's change which means it will be easier to leave him but it is precisely the anxiety he now feels, he said, at this time Agam wanted to run to find Shania asking for an explanation but he tried to question her because he himself did not understand the meaning of his feelings.

......................... happy reading.................

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