
Shania with all her might held back the tears that had filled her eyelids to force her to flow freely, her heart as in the slash, could not be explained how she felt at this moment, she said, it is true that their marriage without love but hearing the fact that the husband had married another woman still hurt Shania's heart.
Shania's bathroom sink faucet turns on intentionally, even the shower he turns on even though the water is wasted, he wants to cover the tears that can no longer be in his knowledge. Sobbing sitting on the floor holding both legs that he folds no matter more even though now his wear is wet by running water.
"it hurts" Shania murmured inwardly
The next day Shania woke up to the alarm from her cell phone at exactly half-five, saying I heard the sound of the dawn prayer that had just finished in the car, he seemed to stretch out the body that felt sick all after crying for hours in the bathroom.
For a moment he looked at Agam who was still sleeping on the edge beside him, he was sad to remember Agam's sentence yesterday.
"it turns out this isn't a dream" murmured Shania lethargic
Shania got out of her bed, grabbed a hairpin on the nightstand while tying her hair up, rushed to pray at dawn and prepared breakfast for Agam.
A plate of fried rice complete with chicken and eggs has been served on the dining table alongside a cup of hot tea.
"mas, the hope is ready" said Shania when she saw Agam was ready with his work clothes
"i have no appetite" said Agam Ketus
"at least drink the tea mas,"Shania asked
"the next time you don't have to bother with this!"
Agam passed by without touching anything that Shania prepared. Shania could only manage to leave sadly, again she was injured.
"who is patient" said bi Marni who had seen this incident earlier
Shania simply replied with a smile and then left the kitchen.
"shania's mom doesn't have breakfast first?" ask Bi Marni
"no bi, aunty just ate her fried rice" Shania replied without stopping her steps
Shania again sat in the corner of the bed staring at the large wedding photo displayed on the wall of her room. Seeing how beautiful and handsome the peacock were both that day, even in the photo they both seemed to smile happily like a married couple.
"what kind of marriage am I going to have, Lord" Shania mumbled
"just imagine I'm scared" he continued
tock.tok.
"shania's broom" call bi Marni from behind the door
"iya Bi, what's wrong?" sahut Shania
"there's a guest, downstairs"
"seek me or mas Agam?"
"look for Shania's mom"
"who is Bi?"
"or did I just tell you that Shania's not home?" tawar Bi Mirna looks worried
"no need, I'll go down to see him"
"but mbak." bi Marni's sentence stopped.
"who is Bi?" Shania was curious because Bi Marni looked uncomfortable
"non Jesica" replied Auntie briefly
Hearing the name shake Shania's heart again, it was the Name she heard last night from her husband's mouth.
"why did he come here?"
"don't know mbak, or am I telling him to leave?"
Shania thought for a moment as she adjusted her breathing to hold back her anger
"i'll see him"
The woman with a height of approximately one hundred and sixty centimeters, wrapped in maroon-red dres with long black ramput that he let unravel was sitting in the living room waiting for Shania, not far from there, Shania was sitting there watching him. Shania breathed in the display preparing to meet the woman who became her honey.
"can anyone help?" shania asked as she approached Jesica who was smoking
"this is Shania" Jesica put out a cigarette and stood walking around Shania, her eyes as if stripping Shania from the tip of the knit to the foot
"introduce me Je.si.ca" said Jesica reached out but Shania ignored him
"you need to know, that I am also the wife of Agam, even we carry out our marriage two days ahead of your marriage, in other words I am the first wife, the first wife, you're just the second wife she doesn't even want"
Shania remained silent trying to control her anger.
"your marriage is not really a problem for me, because Agam has clearly chosen me only I need to remind you not to cross your boundaries, do not forget that you are only forced to marry!!" resolute Jesica
"oh yeah? is your marriage legal?" shania asked impressed
"clearly our marriage is legal" Jesica said
"but don't forget Miss Jesica, your marriage is not legally valid even your marriage should be hidden from our extended family right? so are you still so sure your marriage will last?"
Jesica looked so angry at Shania's words that her hand slapped a slap that landed on Shania's left cheek,
plaakk.
"non, don't be like this" interrupted bi Marni to prevent Jesica from doing worse
"me and Agam have been together for years, we planned about the future of both of us but everything fell apart when you suddenly appeared to be a reward for us" Jesic shouted in anger
"i loved him first, why do you have to go back and take my place?!" jesica continued to vent her misery
"bi Marni, please take her out of this house" Shania's insistent pinta held back her cries
"i wouldn't be willing if you took Agam from me!" jesica shouted as bi Marni and Pak guards took her out of Shania's house
The entire body of Shania felt boneless, she was sitting limp on the sofa after the departure of Jesica, the fortress of kesiran that she defended since then now collapsed unceremoniously.
Knowing that another woman was hurt because of her marriage to Agam made her feel guilty but what could she do?
"is Shania okay?" tanya Bi Marni walked over
"please make me hot tea ya bi" Shania pinta
A second later Bi Marni has returned to approach Shania who is still silent on the living room sofa while carrying what Shania asked for
"this is the tea" said Bi Marni
"thank you bi"
"i'll get you the ointment, it's still red once on her cheek"
"no need bi, it will improve on its own"
"but mbak..."
"please leave me alone" said Shania who wanted to be alone
The day is approaching Maghrib when Agam comes home from work and finds Shania busy in the kitchen.
"have you gone home?" greet Shania while running a small approach to Agam
"yes" answered Agam briefly
"you take a shower, I'll make you some tea"
Agam did not answer just passing by to their room on the second floor.
"gold," call Shania who does not find Agam in her room
"what's this?" murmured Shania when she wanted to put a cup of tea on the table but saw a jewelry box containing a necklace complete with a pendant that seemed to be deliberately paid open
Slowly Shania grabbed him, taking the necklace tucked inside.
"Je.si.ca" Shania murmured spelled the name of the embossed pendant on the necklace.
Unknowingly her tears trickled down on their own but she immediately wiped them when she heard the bathroom door open
"who gushed you touched him!" snapped Agam. Shania gasped with him, she looked at Agam's eyes filled with anger
"sorry, I just...."
"never dare touch my stuff!" Agam emphasized every word he said.