Waiting for the Love of the Country
S2 | Dive Heart

'In the ocean can be immersed, the heart is not able to be understood. If the oral does not say, it does not mean the taste does not taste.'

The proverb seemed to fit in well for Alan, he was completely unfathomable. The saddest thing about secret love is that she suffers alone after everything is over, after Cyra gets married. She would rather break her own heart by not telling Cyra that she loves him so much, than she tell and let Cyra destroy her.

"I don't know, A. The pain that you had been keeping up all this time was too deep. It hurts the most when the person you love sees you as invisible. Why haven't you been honest all this time, A?" lirih Elmira's.

Alan smiled, "I'm Okay, Brother. Don't worry, anyway if Aa tells Cyra, does she want to be with Aa? Not necessarily, brother."

Both Mirda and Elmira can see the deep wounds in Alan's eyes, they still do not expect to know the biggest secret of Aidan Alan. The younger brother they thought was the strongest and most cheerful.

"Alan, life is not only about finding things that make you happy, but also about realizing what makes you sad and daring to get away from that sadness. Don't torture yourself by staying around Cyra. Brother does not allow that, besides hurting your own heart, you also hurt others," as much as possible Mirda advised the sister.

Hearing Mirda's words, Alan could only lower his head. "It's all happening, Bang! Insha Allah, Aa will be able to love Rere as Aa loves Cyra. Let everything be neatly stored in this heart" he said.

Mirda and Elmira can no longer force Alan to forget his goodwill which is only a few weeks away. "Sister brother just can pray, hopefully the path you choose is never wrong. And remember! If you need a talkative, Brother and Brother will always be there for you!"

Because it was night, they immediately say goodbye. After the death of his two brothers, Alan brought a picture frame of their childhood. In the past, he often prioritized Cyra including the bracelet he gave his best friend.

"Everything I will keep in my heart, until my death picks me up. Enough I always pray for your happiness in every bow" Alan said.

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Ferandiza Chayra Shanum Faturachman, she is now legally a wife. Only, until now he has not been pregnant with a baby like Alana. Envy must be in his heart, so he chose to divert all that by nurturing Sweta.

There is nothing to worry about in his marriage, Thoriq is a good and responsible man. Cyra has a million secrets in her life. Until now he has always been quiet.

"You daydream again, hm?" Thoriq hugged Cyra from behind, causing her to flinch in shock.

"Nhhhhhhhhhhhhh, Mas!" pissed Cyra.

Thoriq turned his wife's body upside down, "What's up, hm? What do you think?"

Cyra shook her head, "I'm fine, Mas. Just another breath of fresh air, Sweta where is Mas?"

"Tuh Sweta in the same sabotage Rere, again a walk to the Complex Park! Wanna follow?" tanya Thoriq and Cyra shook their heads. "I want to cook, Mom! Make dinner tonight, what will you like to cook?"

Thoriq smiled, "You'll eat you!" whispered. He carried his wife to bed, they tickled each other like two little children playing.

Geck.. Geck.. Geck...

"Mommy.... Tata au mimi," the little girl knocked on the room whining.

Cyra immediately opened the door and held the little girl, "Cock cry? Where is Mimi Rere?" ask Cyra.

"Mimi wit, the arrangement of the cheek-pinch tubit," he whined. Cyra is worried about Sweta's behavior, "She's naughty, but she wants Mimi! How the hell?"

"Mimi grandson! Butan Mimi yeye!" he said with a bulging cheek.

Thoriq smiled when he heard the interaction of the two, he also knew that Cyra wanted to have a baby soon. "Patience, baby, I promise I'll always make you smile. Even though we'll never have a child!"

From the beginning of her marriage, Thoriq knew that Cyra was hiding something from her. Early husband and wife, Cyra was always in pain and holding her stomach. Cyra secretly checks on her, and it turns out that she has Miom in her womb. And have very little chance of having children. But he never told anyone.

One day, Thoriq sees Cyra in an RSIA by accident. At that time he was looking at the wife of his relatives who had just given birth. She saw Cyra go into Obgyn's doctor's office. Initially Thoriq was happy, perhaps Cyra was pregnant. But in fact he was listening to a bitter reality. Seeing the wife crying as she came out of the doctor's room, made Thoriq's heart ache.

"God knows better what is best for his people" that principle is what Thoriq has always held until today.

Cyra's life may be perfect, she has parents and a sister who love her very much. He also has friends and family who always support him. But trust me, Cyra's heart isn't that happy.

"Father Andi......."

Every night he always misses and is curious about the figure, without his parents knowing, all this time Cyra seems to be looking for her identity.

Cyra found out the fact, if he was born unlike his other friends. He was born without his biological father, because the Father had first faced the Almighty. It became a weakness for Cyra, so he was determined to continue the trail of his birth father.

To be honest, Cyra's mentality isn't okay, but she should always look strong and happy in front of everyone. Cyra became a much more secretive person, compared to Husain, Alan and Alana.

And love affairs.......... Alan is the true owner of his heart.

...~ Flashback On ~...

At the age of 17 years old, Alan who attended school in Singapore was enjoying his semester holiday in Indonesia. The four of them chose to spend their holidays in Lembang, on a tea plantation owned by Oma Syifa.

Cyra crossed her hands, "Hmm... The air here is so cold! I want to stay here one day!"

They put up a tent and roll out a mat, the plan is they will camp right on the hill overlooking the beautiful scenery.

"Maul! Let's get some firewood to Mang Dayat! That's Abis we're bringing drinking water!" bring Husain.

"Haaa? Ogah ah! Fatigued me," refused Alan.

Cyra understood Alan's words, "Tuh invite the Mail, rather than he mengubek worm mulu!" point Cyra at Alana.

"Hufff! All righty! You two make a tent, it's good to be leha-leha!" decreed Husain. "Mail! Come cepetaaaaannn!"

"Wait for me prince!" yelled Alana dramatizing.

Finally the two stayed there, they took to making a tent. At first they look like experts, but in reality they are both amateurs.

"Haha!" the laughter of the two echoed as the tent began to blow in the wind.

"You can do me, you're an expert on installing!" Alan raised both hands.

Cyra did the same thing, "Sama! I can't take it anymore!"

Because the wind was quite strong, the tent that had not been installed flew by the wind. Cyra accidentally steps on the tent and loses her balance.......

Bruk!

"Yyyy......!" shouted Cyra.

He fell just below the hillside, Alan tried to pull him up until they both rolled in a tent wrapped in both bodies. Fortunately there were no rocks there, until they landed on a fairly flat ground.

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Alan's lips landed right on Cyra's forehead, the hearts of both of them beating very fast. But the two were shocked by Alana's screams.

"Woooyyy! What are you doing down there!" yell Alana.

Alan chirped in annoyance, "Please begooooo! I'm for Cyra!" alan shouted, both of which were difficult to move.

Finally Husain and Alana went down to help the two, "Hahahahahaha! You two are so funny" Husain laughed out loud.

"It hurts!!" cyra's annoyance made Husain rub his head gently. It made Alan and Alana hurt, actually.

But neither Alan nor Alana showed it all. Cyra fell in love with Aidan Alan.

...~ Flashback Off ~...

The character of Alan and Cyra are closed, making the two reluctant to reveal each other. Until the misunderstanding occurs. When Cyra, Thoriq, Theresia and Alan get together.

Alan seemed to see the look of love for Thoriq, as well as Cyra who saw the look of love in Alan's eyes for Theresia. Unconsciously, the two are staring at each other. At that time Alan immediately betroth Cyra with Thoriq, it makes Cyra to conclude that Alan had never put his heart on him like Husain who put his heart on Alana.

From then on, Cyra tries to open her heart to Thoriq. "I want to be your wife, Mom."

Like being hit by a large stone, Alan's chest hurt. Cyra, however, both managed to wear masks to cover their heart wounds. The two continued to dive into each other's hearts and kept the wound within the deepest trough of hearts.

Everyone has their own destiny, the only necessity is to follow it and accept it, wherever it leads to it. Fate is like that, very interesting. When you want to walk to the North, but he makes you fly to the South, even voluntarily. We are all bound to our destiny, and there is no way we can free ourselves.

Let the love of the two remain there, in the depths of their hearts. Hope no one will ever dive into the hearts of both of them that deep. Until their love remains eternal, until the ground buries the bodies of both.

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