Waiting for the Love of the Country
Chapter 33. Let go

Already 2 days Gisya can not contact Fahri, when visiting the Home Office Gisya also did not find Fahri there. Gisya was really sorry, he didn't want to lose Fahri. Now he truly regrets his own words. Coincidentally today Gisya got a cake order from Fatimah, the wife of the unit Company Commander Fahri. Today Fatimah will hold the Seven Months Thanksgiving of her pregnancy. Gisya's plan is to deliver it himself. He hopes to meet with Fahri.

Gisya has arrived at the Company Commander Office House. Gisya was helped by Syaina carrying all her orders. However, Gisya's steps came to a halt when he saw that Fahri had just come down with Febri. He sees Fahri using Febri to enter his house. His heart was so painful, it felt like Gisya was approaching them and asking for an explanation. But his heart was unable, not feeling the tears dripping down his cheeks. Syaina who saw Gisya speechless, started asking.

"Teh, the cake is already given. What do we want to go home?" ask Syaina.

Without answering Syaina's question, Gisya ran towards her car. He left Syaina there. Actually Syaina had already seen Fahri and Febri, but Syaina thought it was natural. Because he saw Mother Syifa and Febri's parents there. Gisya drove his car at high speed, he parked his car at the Istiqomah Mosque. Gisya took ablution water, he wanted to calm himself down. From the Ashar prayer to the Isya prayer, he was there.

One of the visitors, who had since seen Gisya, continued to pray and recite, began to approach Gisya and invite Gisya to talk.

"The most painful phase is when we pray to God not to unite, but to let go." Gisya turned his head, he was astonished by that remark.

"Aren't I saying that? I've experienced it, I pray and think for 24 hours here. When I attach importance to the happiness of others, without me realizing I hurt myself. And now it's just regret that I get." said the girl.

"True Tea, I regret having ignored my own feelings. Now that I also have to let go of the person I love, I regret not thinking about his feelings. And right now I have to sincerely let go." Gisya Lirih.

"Smiling is the best language to hide sadness, so smile as much as you hide sadness. As far as we go, the finish line is death. This world is not a home, nor is it a hometown. Rise up, take your happiness. Do not forget to keep hanging yourself to God, because God is the best helper." he said.

Gisya really felt a great pain, he was really very sorry. Fahri is the only man who can shake his heart. Now he has to let go of Fahri for his own best friend, Gisya thought.

While Mother Syifa and Shaina are currently fretting, they are waiting for Gisya in the store since from this afternoon. But until now, Gisya had not revealed himself.

"Well, how is this? Where's Caca? Mother is worried." Lirih.

"Do not know Bun, just now Ina was left alone at Bu Fatimah's house. Try Uqi's mom, instead of Uqi's already nyariin Teh Caca?"

"Yes, Ina. Now try to call Uqi, ask him where else." ask Mommy.

"Well, why Ina? Why didn't Mommy just call?"

"Mother's Pulse is up, it's a phone call!" gemas Mother Syifa.

It's been 3x calling, but Syauqi hasn't picked up the phone. Until they finally saw Gisya coming with puffy eyes. Gisya smiled at the Mother.

"Where are you from? Mother is worried, why you? You got a problem? Try to say the same Mother." said Mother Syifa.

"Read well Bun." replied Gisya briefly. Mother speechless.

"Here please close the shop, Teteh wants to sleep here. Tomorrow morning there's a cake from Ayunda's mom. Ina please cementin Teteh here." pinta Gisya.

"Yes Tea, Ina is here." replied Syaina.

Gisya saw her Mother speechless, she held her Mother's hand.

"Mother go home, Caca is fine" said Gisya to calm the mother.

"Yes Mother is home. Ca Mommy forgot to tell you, Febri has come home from... "

The words of Mother Syifa hang, because Gisya cuts the conversation.

Meanwhile, Fahri and Syauqi were arguing. These days, Fahri is forbidden by Syauqi to contact Gisya. Even Fahri's cell phone was carried by Syauqi. Fahri was really upset with Syauqi. I think he misses Gisya. Syauqi and Fahri are currently at Fahri's Office Home.

"Uqi, you can't be rich! Brother misses Caca, brother does not have the heart to see him come here with his eyes moist! It's too far." Fahri.

"Gee! Patience why Bang! We make Teh Caca regret first, the times he must be taught a lesson so he can think of himself." said Syauqi.

"Tetep aja Abang can not! Frustration This brother Syauqi Maliiikkkk."

Syauqi paid no attention to Fahri's whining. He just wanted Gisya to be able to realize his mistake. Actually he also did not have the heart, but anyway this he had to do for his brother. Fahri couldn't sleep that night, he kept thinking about Gisya. He gets hurt if Gisya cries, but he has to be strong because even now what he does is only for Gisya.

A week passed, Gisya really busied himself with making cakes. Febri came to the store for the first time. She hugged Gisya tightly to let go of her longing. But Gisya just smiled and rubbed Febri's back.

"Thank you, Ca. Thank you so much for everything you have done for me. You are indeed the best friend, I am happy to have your rich friend Ca. Mas Andi must also be very grateful to you." said Febri.

Gisya's heart really hurt, he couldn't say anything. His tongue feels so bad. He just smiled and nodded. Febri cheerfully again helps Gisya to keep the Shop, because Syaina is currently in college. His heart grew sicker when Fahri came there without greeting him. He just walked towards Febri. Having been unable to bear it, Gisya ran out of the Shop. A worried Febri tells Fahri to go after him. Fahri immediately runs to chase after Gisya.

Fahri pulls Gisya's hand to stop him.

"Deliver!" yell Gisya. But Fahri didn't pay attention to it.

"I said off Fahri! Unhand me!" lirih Gisya's.

Fahri releases his hand that was holding Gisya.

"Alright Gisya, I'll let you go" said Fahri who kept looking at Gisya's eyes.

For a moment they stared at each other, implied a sense of longing and pain in the eyes of both.

"Women if it were not science and religion that became his grip, he would be driven mad by his feelings. And men, if not science and religion that became his grip then he will be made crazy by his lust." said Fahri.

"Did I let you go, you feel much more relieved? Are you much calmer? All right, I'm gonna go along with all your Gisya wishes."

Fahri leaves Gisya who is pensive there. He walked while grumbling.

"Review you Shauqi Malik! I'm really tormented!" furious Fahri.

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