When I Give Up
Chapter 10 Repent Again And Again
Praja Wijaya returned home for days waiting around the Richard family home but did not get any information about his wife and in-laws.
Return home with increasingly sick feelings let alone hear that Ardina was pregnant with her child. It doesn't stop him blaming himself for this.
"King, remember to draw closer to God. Look at you, you're like an undead." Alif Wijaya reminded his eldest son with a feeling of worry.
"The company must be well managed. Do not lose the umpteenth time if you are negligent in this matter again." The middle-aged man continued to give him advice. While Praja just lowered her head silently.
"Related always comes too late, son. Ardina left because she was tired and finally gave up looking for happiness. Now you must be able to rise. Maybe your soul mate just got here." Alif Wijaya looked at the son who was silent. He was sure that his eldest son must be diving into his words.
Praja sighed heavily while looking back at the face of the papa.
"Ardina is pregnant with my child and right now I miss them very much. I admit I was wrong but may I still wish I could meet them?"
"containing? So you have admitted that you and he have.." The dewinta does not continue his words. He deliberately hung his sentence because he did not believe what he had heard.
"Yes ma, I'm sorry. It's because I'm very angry with the circumstances so I keep blaming Ardina." Praja scooped her rough face then immediately left her parents behind. He wanted to go back to his room to rest.
"O God, Pa, so we're gonna have a grandson? And we don't realize it. O Lord, may you forgive your servant" said the Dewinta with regret in his heart.
"Relation always comes at the end of a journey. And I think we're all involved. Papa silenced Praja's mistreatment of Ardina when he knew it was wrong. But what is the power, when regret has occurred, we may not be able to fix it as before. Hopefully in the future we can be more careful."
"Yes Pa, I feel very guilty for Ardina, when the child is good, he obeyed but why I became so bad," said Dewinta felt guilty.
"Yes ma. We just pray that they will be fine" replied Alif Wijaya with a sigh of heaviness. I think he was also very sorry about this incident.
They looked at each other and then returned to their rooms to continue their rest.
Meanwhile, Praja Wijaya was sitting on the sofa which has lately become a place to express feelings of longing for his wife.
He felt the sofa again with great emotion. The plaques felt her tears dripping. At the moment he is very weak and too carried away by feelings.
"Ardina you're pregnant and just sleeping here with a curse from me? You should give up. I'm so guilty dear, but please with your great love take yourself home because I miss you so much" whispered the man with a heart of grief.
Twice he had felt a very painful loss, but he felt that now was the worst because half his soul was there in need of love and unfortunately as a father.
"Alright Din, you've managed to repay me so cruelly like this. One thing I forget when I learn to love someone is that I never learn. I've always been a fool in expressing love."
Praja covered her face with both palms.
The shadow of the dark night when Ardina trapped him in the room in his study now turned back.
The flashback
Praja Wijaya, the CEO is overtime because of the many projects his company handles. In order to work, he asked Ardina, his secretary, to accompany him in the room.
"You stay with me until it's over, no problem, right?" he said as he looked at Ardina's busy face as well as typing in another job.
"Ah yes sir. I'll be here anyway. I still have a lot of work, hehehe." The girl replied while pointing at her laptop screen.
"Goodoo. So you're not here to accompany me." Praja smiles. He thinks of the girl as his own sister. The message of the late Sofyan to take care of his daughter was done well. Continuing education for the girl and giving her a job is her way for Ardina to have a bright future.
Time passed very quickly. He has not finished with his work while Ardina has been seen cleaning all the tools that he has used to work.
"What do you want to drink? Once in a drowsiness, I can make a drink that can make you fresh and the spirit of work," said Ardina with a straight look into her eyes that seemed very sleepy.
"Ah yes sir. I'll make you coffee."
"So. Not coffee. I don't want to. I was afraid my chest was pounding and couldn't work. Just make me a drink that keeps me from sleeping."
"Ah yes well sir," said Ardina with a smile on her face. The girl immediately headed to the small kitchen in the room and began concocting drinks for her made from a high dose of stimulant drug mixture.
"Din, I really feel sultry and feel a strange feeling," he said as he had finished drinks made by Ardina the secretary.
The woman came closer and grabbed her shirt with a straight look into her eyeballs. It feels like it is hypnotized. I don't know what happened until he didn't resist when Ardina started unbuttoning her shirt until everything slipped from her body.
"Are you not angry anymore?" asked Ardina while touching the chest of her field very gently. He tried to stay conscious even though his brain was not working properly.
"Ardina, what are you doing to me huh?!" ask her with hardened jaws. He now suspected that the drink made by the secretary contained medicine. Because he felt an unstoppable desire from within him. He also tried to shake his head which had begun to be affected by the stimulant drug.
"I love you sir a long time ago, and I know very well that you need a very pleasant release" replied Ardina very boldly touching hers which had been very tightened perfectly.
"Ardina, I hate you. I won't forgive you, aaargh!" Praja could not help but groan favorably as her secretary's hand treated hers very gently and rhythmically.
Half her consciousness wanted to resist but what Ardina did to her made her crazy about the pleasures of the world she had never felt before.
"I'll help you sir" whispered Ardina as she took off the clothes that were lining her exquisite body. Praja Wijaya was powerless to resist even though her little heart was trying to give a warning signal.
And that night he lost, he said he hated Ardina very much but on the other hand he enjoyed what the virgin presented him. Until the next morning he realized that he had been trapped by the woman. He was angry and hated.
"Let me you reply with a very fraudulent Din. And really, I hate you!" Praja spoke very angrily but Ardina did not feel any guilt. She smiled happily because they were finally married.
Their marriage was done to cover the scandalous disgrace of the CEO and his secretary who were caught spending the night inside his own study.
Flashback.
Praja rests her back on the back of the sofa with a thumping chest. He missed Ardina with all the pain she had given him.
"Ardina's enough! I want to hate you so much but why do I miss you so much now!" He shouted loudly and hit his own head. It happens like people are not sane anymore.
"If I knew it would end up like this, then the mistakes of the past I wouldn't repeat, oh my God, I could hide from my mistakes, but not from my regrets. And maybe I can play with my drama, but not with my karma."
"Relish!" The man again hit the glass table hard until it broke. Bloody hands. Pain and pain he felt but could not beat the pain and pain in his heart.
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