When I Give Up
Chapter 6 Turns out to be Mermin
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I woke up one morning even before the dawn of the morning dawn, I got up and went straight to the bathroom to brush my teeth and take ablution for tahajud prayers.
finished everything I got out of the room and started cleaning the whole room, starting from wiping the furniture, sweeping and mopping.
it feels like my waist wants to dislodge the pegel sangkingnya doing the smuanya, still finished on the first floor then I rest first to perform dawn prayers.
after I finished my work again on the 2nd floor, the time has shown at 06.00 am that finally my task of cleaning the house has been completed, next I knock on the door of my master's room to wake him up and prepare all his needs to go to work.
sometimes I had time to think, I was not only as a babu in this house but also like his wife, until the water bath and clothes work should I prepare, strange?
I felt that I had to go into the man's room after the arrogant man opened the door and told me to go in to prepare for all his needs.
awkward if you're in my position? I have to hold the man's underwear, honestly my hands tremble to take it in the closet, I feel disgusted holding it but unfortunately I can't protest.
but don't ask my face well pout, hold back the upset.
after I prepared everything I went straight out of his room without a word, he saw me sharp maybe in his mind I was impolite.
but let it be, emang I think, I was forced to do the same if there is money just mengingan indemnity than made babu who have no self-esteem.
I rushed to the kitchen to prepare breakfast because I had to also work my target job to be completed at 7 am, in addition to the rules he made I also had to go to college.
I also need to be able to manage the time as best as possible so that my work can be ready according to the schedule I have planned.
he scrunched his forehead before he asked me "what are you cooking?" and I answered "fried rice" I said.
you know what he did? he immediately threw the plate containing the fried rice to the floor until it broke scattered on the floor.
prrraaaaanggg.
"do you know how fried rice is?" he shouted furiously, "it's not fried rice but it's cat food, village food like you".
I immediately came forward to him and said "can't anyone speak either sir? can't anyone appreciate my work? look in your refrigerator, what food can I cook? there are only eggs and rice, if you want to eat your taste buds fill your refrigerator with a lot of food and write what you want to eat?" I said growled.
he looked at me sharply, "oh already dare babu like you against my words ha? what is your rank in this house? dare to say that to me? you don't know who you're dealing with? you don't know who I really am".
he thought I was really scared but no I wasn't scared but instead dared to answer his question "I don't know who you are because I don't want to know who you are either, all I know is that you're human just like me, which I know in front of our god is the same so there's no need for me to be afraid of you, either, I do know my rank babu in your home but that does not mean I babu you have the right to step on my self-esteem" I said firmly to him.
he raised his hand as if he was about to slap me, I turned back to challenge him, "slap" I said firmly, only a sissy man dares to slap a woman only because of your pretentious and arrogant attitude, but only a sissy man who dares to slap a woman because of your arrogant attitude, I reiterate to you dear Mr. Dave Holmes, as long as I am not mistaken with you, as long as I follow the rules you make do not try to hit me because you have no right to hit me" I immediately left it and took the meth and spit out the trash to clean the dirty floor due to the broken fried rice plate.
after I left and went back to the dinner shirt I saw that arrogant guy got in his car and went out.
I wiped my tears while cleaning the floor, honestly I felt humiliated, I also felt afraid that he would hit me, however I fight against me only women whose strength is not comparable to men but I do not want to be weak in front of him, I want him to know I'm not an easy woman to step on even if I'm babu at his house.
**Welcome to perform fasting, for those who practice it, may the Charity of worship we all receive Allah swt, aamiin.
tnc**