When I Give Up
Chapter 137 The God Plan
Yundha entered her room and immediately opened the dress she had been wearing since last night. He went straight to the bathroom to clean himself again which felt very dirty.
Previously, he had taken a bath in the man's apartment but he did not feel clean yet. Moreover, the marks or marks given by the man's lips on his body are now increasingly visible in some parts of his body.
"Suckers! Bastard!" he shouted as he looked at the appearance of himself inside the glass. On the chest and neck most.
"Aaaaargh no!" Yundha shouted loudly while pulling her hair. He wept for his fate which had been tainted.
"Can I still raise my face in front of Aril's feet? Huaoo!" Yundha is getting hysterical. His promise to be loyal to the man he had always loved felt evaporated into the air. There's nothing left. He hated his stained self.
"Relish!" back he shouted loudly because of the heartache he felt squeezing his chest.
He sat on the bathroom floor under the shower hugging his knees. Her tears shed along with the water from the faucet.
It hurts! Really, he was very hurt in the circumstances that hit him. The regret of wanting to believe in the man is now more and more to the surface.
"Aaargh, this shouldn't have happened if I wasn't stupid like this. Oh no! What would my husband say if he knew I was no longer a virgin?"
"Huaaaa, brother Aril, I'm sorry" he said with a cry that did not want to stop.
"Are you going to accept me when I'm no longer holy?"
"Oh no! You will surely dump me. Huaoo!"
"And what about mom? What would my mother say if she knew I couldn't take care of myself. Oh no! Is your mom going to be angry about being embarrassed?"
Yundha continued to cry while monologuing in her heart. Until when he felt himself very cold because he had been under the shower for too long then he came out of the bathroom.
Pray, he set up to make himself calmer. He asked the khalik that this calamity that was happening to him could be lived patiently and strongly.
After that he immediately went to bed to rest his body.
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"Assalamualaikum Ma" said Yudha from the other end of the phone.
"Waalaikumussalam Yudh," answered Merry, stopping his activities stirring the cake dough he was making together with Hanum.
"Yundha, have you gone home yet?" ask Yudha. Apparently the man was still thinking too with the news of the youngest brother.
"Alhamdulillah. He said there was an event at his friend's house and forgot to tell, "the mother replied in a quieter voice.
"Oh that? But he's okay, isn't he ma?" ask Yudha again.
"So. Why why?"
"Ah no. Just want to know. You know, I called a couple of times but he didn't spell."
"Ah yes ma, the important thing is that the child is fine. Later if you wake up, please tell me ma, tonight I invite to the apartment. Selfina has a birthday. Mama and the others must also be present."
"Yes, inshaallah. Mama called mama Hanum and your sisters too?"
"Yes ma. Be able. It's a family event anyway. If it's Yudhi, I've called but I don't know if he answered. Perhaps still upset with us hehehe," chortled Yudha.
"Ah not really. Mama's sure your sister wouldn't be like that. He must have come."
"Yes, I hope you are."
"Yes. Mama will make him come. Don't worry lah. Family relationships should always be established, son. Can't break up just because of the little things."
"Ah yes ma. Thanks much. "
"Eh but how did you just talk about Selfina's birthday? You guys stay here but don't say anything."
"Sorry Ma. I just found out, too. But this is a surprise. So we're gonna have a surprise party for him."
"Haha. It could be the husband and the boss himself do not know the date of birth of his wife, ckckck," decak Merry.
"Yeah ma. Hahaha, I hope you're forgiven. Okey. I had another meeting with a Japanese businessman. Let's talk again ma, Assalamualaikum."
"Mosur."
"Sir Yudha apparently very familiar with the same family?" ask Dewa, one of his business relations who will also work with the businessman from Japan. Apparently the man was quite interested in the phone conversation he had stolen heard.
"Well that's it. The family is the first supporter in all affairs, sir Dewa has not thought to have a family, huh?" yudha said as he looked at the interlocutor.
"Hmm, I just thought about it this morning. And I think I'm getting married soon. Uh, Mr. Yudha's still single, so I guess I'll get ahead of you, hehehe," chortling God while imagining the girl who gave him so much satisfaction last night. The girl he doesn't know her name.
"Hemm yes yes yes, I support Mr. God. Married people say it's good. Can keep the heart and also shy*," said Yudha whispered with her mind fixed on Selfina the wife.
"Yes that's right, Yudha sir, I've felt it a lot hahaha." The gods laughed at him.
He justifies the words of his business relationship by getting married so the heart will be awake from thinking about the no-no and also of course shame* and will also be safe from the forbidden.
"Eh? Don't make me suspicious sir" Yudha said with a probing look.
The gods only smiled meaningfully. After this meeting he will come to the girl again to declare his responsibility.
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