When I Give Up
Chapter 101 Can't Sleep
"She's praying?" asked Selfina as she watched for herself how the slump of a Praja Wijaya before her eyes.
The man raised his face then immediately wiped away his tears. He looked at Selfina with a very broken feeling.
"Sholatlah first sir. Magrib's time was almost over. God willing, everything will be fine" said the woman again.
"Ah yes, all right. I'm going to the mosque now" Praja said, then leaving.
Fortunately Selfina came to remind him that he really needs God to bring out all his complaints.
The man uttered many istighfar then prayed after his long prostration.
"O Allah, forgive your many wrongdoers and sins. O Allah, you are the remedy for all the pains of this life."
"Your God is the giver of life to every person you desire. So I pleaded with you, give healing and opportunity to Ardina and our baby-to-be."
Praja felt her body tremble and also her throat choked. He was afraid of imagining the worst for both.
"O Allah, live it when it is good for him and turn it off when it is good for him. Verily, thou art merciful and merciful."
Praja Wijaya covered her tear-filled face with both palms. His shoulders shook again to hold back the crying that wanted to break.
His lips were soaked with words of remembrance asking the attention of the creator so that his wish is granted. He did not move from his place until the time of prayer isya entered.
After that, he did not want to leave the mosque. He felt very afraid if he was far from God and suddenly accepted the bad reality.
Alif Wijaya, the father, accompanied him to recite and pray. The two of them tried to knock on the sky door and pleaded for safety for the two struggling lives inside the operating room.
While Selfina is also in the line of women's saf to perform Islamic prayers at the mosque. He, along with Asna and the Dewinta, sat down with a chant of remembrance and prayer from their lips.
There is no other word than to ask God the ruler of the universe for Ardina and her baby to be saved.
Nothing is impossible if God still gives life to both of them.
They only raised their faces when Prilya appeared at the door of the mosque and informed them that the operation was over.
"Alhamdulillah O Allah. What about your sister Prilya" said Asna with tears coming back from inside her old eyelids.
"Alhamdulillah Mother. Thanks to the prayers of all of us, said Dr. Ardina survived Mom. Only we can't see" replied the beautiful woman, hugging her mother.
"God, Allahu Akbar." Everyone who was there immediately bowed in gratitude. Alif and his son thanked the Lord for granting their prayers.
Dewinta and Selfina hugged each other. The tears of happiness now burst out in place of the sadness that had been looming in their hearts.
"Then what about our baby Pril?" tanya Praja with a thumping chest.
"Alhamdulillah, the baby also survived sis," replied Prilya with a smile on her face. Praja was silent for a moment and then came straight out of the mosque running.
He had to meet with one of them to see God's favor with him and his family.
"So you've seen Pril's baby?" asna asked with a blue feeling.
"Yes Mom. Real pretty. They are very small and need to be in an incubator. We wish them both a speedy recovery."
"Aamiin Allohumma. Let's go there soon," said Asna then invite Dewinta and also Selfina to immediately see Ardina and also the grandson.
Their steps were quick and not even more chatter came out of their lips. There was only a grateful heart accompanying their footsteps along the hospital bed in the middle of the night.
They waited in front of the operating room again until several tens of minutes. Next they smiled with a feeling of haru and relief when Ardina was out of the action room in a state of consciousness.
"Thank you very much for the prayer" Ardina replied with tears that also came out of the corner of her eyes.
A few hours ago, she felt she would not live again until she asked the doctor to save her baby. But now he is very happy because he survived along with the baby.
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It was a very happy night for everyone. Two lives were saved because of the abundance of love from the almighty.
Praja fell asleep at the bedside of the wife with her hand holding Ardina's hand. His body was tired because a while ago it had gone around giving alms to all the patients in the hospital. But his heart was at peace and happy with gratitude.
It feels like what he did a few hours ago is not worth his fear of being abandoned by his wife and also his future baby.
"Aren't you sleeping, too, dear?" asna said to Ardina who had been awake since then and just stared at the ceiling of the room where she was.
"Do not know ma. I don't feel sleepy anymore. What happened today was amazing."
"Yes dear. May it be a lesson for all of us to be careful in doing something."
"Yes Mom. Thank you very much" said Ardina smiling.
"Sleep. It's almost morning" said the mother, stroking the princess's head gently.
"Oh my God, what about David Bu. I forgot my son" said Ardina in a slightly raised voice as she realized one thing. Praja who has fallen asleep is now directly awake.
"Silent. He's at your brother's house, Prilya. There are many of his brothers there who will accompany him, so you don't have to worry." Asna smiled giving a tranquilizer to the princess.
"Dear, you don't have to think about it. God willing we will meet David when you are healthier" said Praja smiling.
"Ah yes brother. May I heal quickly and so will his grandpa." Ardina smiled back while looking at her husband.
"Aamiin, O God. By Allah's permission, you will be well, dear. Our two kids want to be together."
"But our daughter, sister, I'm sorry for not being able to take good care of her" Ardina said with a face that turned sad.
"It's not you who's wrong. I was wrong with you. I should have been a standby husband and taken good care of you guys, I'm sorry Ar," Praja replied with an even sadder face.
"You rest," Asna said as she yawned. He's already very sleepy.
"Yes, mom. Mama, please rest too. We will also sleep" said Praja smiling. Asna also headed to a place that he prepared to use sleep for waiting patients. Both of his clothes were asleep.
Selfina is still awake. It seems like he can't sleep.
"Sell, aren't you asleep? Not comfortable in the place?" asked Asna while patting a tayo doll belonging to David for her to make a pillow.
"I haven't asked Yudha for permission if I'm here" Selfina said, feeling uneasy in her heart.
"Astaghfirullah's. How can it be a cell? Why not just call." Asna immediately looked at the woman with a serious look.
"The phone I forgot in the car ma'am," replied Selfina with a grimacing face.
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