Why should he?
Chapter.1 The Bitter Reality

“What's the bik, Desi pregnant??” ask me not to believe, honestly I was shocked when I found out that Desi was really pregnant, so last night during Eka's birthday event, Desi fainted because of that???

My brain immediately thought quickly, question after question that appeared to make me dizzy. Who was she pregnant with? All this time I never knew she was close to anyone, Faisal's girlfriend even just arrived in Indonesia for being a TKI in the country of people. So there's no way Faisal was the father of the baby.

Bik Nur immediately hit my feet and rested, repeatedly he apologized to me, I became confused.. Why should they apologize to me..

“Sorry we are Nis, we are careless and cheated! Please forgive us!” those words alone are continued to be said bik Nur, but strangely, mang Adi was embarrassed and lowered his face.

I became more confused as to how, were they ashamed of me because Desi was caught pregnant, but why did they say sorry words to me?

“Bik's.. Mang Adi. please. don't be like this, I'm honestly confused.why are you guys apologizing to me,” ask me again, I don't want to open up opportunities for my evil thoughts to think no-no to all of them.

“Nisa.. Desi pregnant child.” Bik Nur's voice stopped.

“Child Yudi!” connect mang Adi, with her flat expression.

Jedeer!!

Like being struck by lightning during the day, I really can't believe the last sentence of Mang Adi, who said that Desi was pregnant with her son Yudi, Yudi my future husband??

I shut my mouth in disbelief, my eyes perfectly round staring at Desi, my whole body stiffened, and my movement was hard, what was this.. Is this really God.. If this is a nightmare please wake me up! Unknowingly my tears had already flowed without me blinking at all, my heart breaking... My chest rumbled violently, I could not bear this burden..

“Nisa.. Forgive Desi, the aunt knows she's wrong, but bibik begs Nis, let Yudi take responsibility! Do you have the heart Desi pregnant without a husband?” keep bik nur up again, haaaa!!! the words of Nur's bik just now were like a dagger that tore through my entire trust. Mas Yudi's... Betrayed all this time ?? And that's with Desi? My own best friend!

I got up from my seat, as soon as my legs moved slowly towards the door, my body could no longer be controlled, I let him move by himself guided by heart, slowly I began to leave the house Desi, I was left, I can still hear Bik Nur and Mang Adi calling me, but I have no idea. Right now I just want to go home, because the distance between my house and Desi's house is only about 2 houses, even my yard is still clearly visible from Desi's house.

From such a close distance, can be seen the tent that has stood upright in the yard of my house with white and cream colored decorations. Because my marriage with Yudi will be held in 3 days.. Well 3 days. and now.. I heard news that he's impregnating other people.

God, what should I do now, what should I say to Mom and Grandpa, I can't seem to look them in the face..

Now that I was right on the night of the house, I saw that my sister Warno's grandfather had arrived from outside the city, they were chatting and giving up longing, Mother and Grandfather looked very happy. I put my heavy feet into the room.

"Sisa.. This is Pakde Warno has come.. Greetings son.." My mother's heavy voice went out to her ears, but I reluctantly turned to her.. I'm sorry, ma'am, I don't think I'm capable yet.

"Loh Nisa!!" call my mom again.

"Why Sus, yell that!"

"That's Nisa sir! coming home from Desi's house is so moody, his pakde far came even in cuekin!"

"Wis anyway, maybe Nisa's tired, her name wants marriage it must be a lot of thought!" my grandfather replied, I still ignored them, now I am in my room, the bridal room that I will use together with the Yudi mas.

This room is also decorated with roses and jasmine.. The scent of the bride and groom was already out there, my room was exactly like the bridal room, but my wedding was ruined before it even started... My tears are flooding, sick! it hurts so much!

"Silan Ma!! mbak !!" the sound of Bik Rana echoed calling my mother's name, Bik Rana next door neighbor Desi's house.

"What's wrong . yelling like that," Bik Rana set her breath first, I think she'll tell me about Desi's pregnancy, did she hear everything??

"Mbak's desi,"

"Desi why? mbok ya by the way that's obvious Dan!"

"Mom pregnant woman!"

"What??"

"Yes mbak.. Desi's pregnant,"

"Well why Ran is not good for our neighbor!" mother replied, My mother is not the type of person who likes to tell the disgrace of others.

"Yes the problem is that Desi is pregnant with Yudi's son, your future daughter-in-law!"

"What!!" the sound of my grandfather and mother screaming at the same time, Mom looked straight at my room, she remembered when I entered the house without a word.

"Jew Nisa Sus's future husband??"

"Yes, because it's here, Nisa's only husband-to-be named Yudi!"

"Astaghfirullah, this can't be allowed Sus, I don't agree that he married a man who was such a bastard!" pakde Warno also voiced his objection if I get married to mas Yudi.

"Wait a minute, who knows if Rana misheard you, you're sure Dan? if Desi's son is pregnant with Nisa's future husband?" my grandfather added, it is the wisest young man, because he does not immediately accept what others say, grandfather still finds out the truth first.

"Yes really, sir, I'm horrifying myself, even they apologize to Nisa for feeling cheated!"

"Bad!!" hardik My grandfather grumbled.

"O Allah sir, was Nisa moody because of that?" Mom immediately ran towards my room, "Nisa!! Nis.. Open the door, son!" Mother banged hard on my bedroom door, I was silent, my legs were heavy to step on, my tongue was groaning to answer my mother, I'm sorry Mom.. I hugged my own knee in the corner of the room, I never felt so helpless in an instant that the man I thought loved me the most, destroyed my whole world.

I cried without a sound, but everything has happened, the whole village will know..

"Nisa, you heard me, son, open the door!" I'm still not flinching.

"Mr! this is how Nisa won't open her bedroom door,"

"What?? Why would he be a fool just because of a male bastard like Yudi!"