Why should he?
Chapter.37 Apparently?
“Nothing mas,” answered Nisa, she immediately turned her eyes to another direction, because she was embarrassed, looking directly at Ilyas's eye bead.
“Sorry, I didn't see if there was a sleeping cop earlier,”
“Nothing mas,” answered Nisa briefly, her chest still rumbled violently with the incident just now.
Once home, Ilyas just say goodbye to Gibran because it was late at night. As soon as Nisa entered, all her family were waiting in the guest room to ask her how she was doing.
“Where's Nis? I mean your feelings now how is nak?”
“Alhamdulillah Nisa is rather relieved Mom, and mbak Sinta is very good mashaAllah,”
“Masa anyway? beautiful not her guy?” sahut Gibran's.
“Mas! I came home was asked how it was, this is even a beautiful person or not!” gerutu Nisa pretended to sulk.
“Yeah he sulks because he was not asked by Bulek!”
Susan was just shaking her head at the manner of the two of them, but like her Nisa was already much better at the moment.
“And Mom has Deputyin Gibran to ask you son!” replied Mother.
“I don't know either Mom, but honestly now I'm much calmer, yes hopefully this way works,”
“Btw Nis.. You haven't answered loh, whose name is Sinta is beautiful or not!”
“Cantik really mas, already beautiful good pulak.”
“Times anyway, his name is also a psychologist, yes it certainly looks good,”
“No mas, I'm sure he's basically a good person, the proof is that he's not guilty I have to accept Mas Ilyas, they're cousins.. Instead he was wiser to give advice so that I was more mature in thinking about the answer to mas Yas!”
“Ciiee mas Yas!” gibran taunts are interspersed with the laughter of the leaders there.
Nisa who was embarrassed went straight into her room. The shadow about Yas and the incident made him pound uncharacteristically.
“My feeling why the hell, can not be controlled!” muttered it alone.
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The next day, Nisa prepares to come to the cafe. Today he feels fresh and will work as usual.
Gibran had also been waiting for Nisa, to depart.
After arriving at the Cafe, Nisa was surprised to see Yudi there. The one who made her feel the most pain in her heart, the one she most strongly avoided right now. And why is he here now.
“Nisa!” call Yudi. Nisa turned her face away, it feels lazy if you have to face Yudi, the children will definitely know about her past if Yudi is here.
Nisa prefers to go from there, but her hand is immediately blocked by Yudi.
“Wait Nisa!”
“What else do you want?”
“Not your business!”
“Nis, please.. Do you want to be the center of attention of other children? I want to talk.. Please, give me a chance to talk to you!” please Yudi with a slightly restrained voice. However, he does not want his personal problems with Nisa to be the public consumption of children who work there as well. Obviously that would bother Nisa.
With a heavy heart Nisa according, he went to the back porch that was used, if employees were guests.
“Here is!” nisa replied, she did not want to until Yas found out about this.
Yudi tries to grab Nisa's hand, but Nisa brushes him off.
“Please behave normally! I'm nobody you are!” nisa Bengpak.
“I know.. But I still love you so much Nisa... Me, I can't live without you! I deliberately came here to look for you, I miss you Nisa,” Yudi said with a sad look, her eyes red from holding back tears. Nisa could see that Yudi couldn't possibly lie. If she was already crying, it meant that she was actually telling the truth.
“Which love do you mean? that love was over just when you were thinking of betraying me!”
“I'm wrong, I'm khilaf. I'm stupid Nisa! I realize my life and love are only for you!”
“If it is like that, you should know the risks when you are going to play crazy with Desi! I am a human being, I have a heart and a mind, if you yourself do not appreciate our bond, then what else should I keep!”
“But I'm sorry Nisa!”
“Can that change everything?? can your regrets bring back my trauma about marriage?? Can?!”
“Nisa..”.
“Stop to Yudi! please stop! I... am trying to take my pain away from you two, why are you bothering me again?? did you forget that you have children now?? you've got a wife, don't ignore the truth just to fulfill your stupid ambition!”
“You said my love was stupid?? I love you so much Nisa, I left them for you! for the sake of being with you!”
“But I don't want a mas! I'm not the woman who took people's husbands! it's enough that you ruined my life by cheating on me, and now please leave.”
“No, I sacrificed so much to get here, you see me now, my life is a mess Nisa!! I'm like a crazy person expecting you, do you know that?!”
“You alone made it all complicated! I've been sincere in letting you live with Desi, then what else?” nisa shouted loudly, making her friends immediately scatter closer to her. So did Ilyas.
Apparently Ilyas had heard what the two of them had said, so Yudi was the man who made Nisa so like this?
Unknowingly, Ilyas' hand clenched perfectly.
“I want you back to me!! easy right!” answer Yudi lightly.
“You think you can manage everything as you please??”
“I can do anything for my love Nisa! Let's go home to the village, I'll divorce Desi and we'll get married!” Yudi blocked Nisa's hand firmly, trying to release Yudi's handrails, but her female power was unable to fend off Yudi's burly hand strength.
“Please mas!”
“Gak will! if I let go you'd be far away from me Nisa, and I can't!” he replied by looking at Nisa, her eyes were already red because tears were there.
“But you hurt me mas! isn't it over you making me sick? You made my own trauma melody! you want me to keep moving following your directions?? till when? all of it is over, there is not a single shred of it left to be cherished and sustained! you clasped my past, and then you threw your heart in front of me again! is that your form of love? that's your affection? you have destroyed my world, my faith, and my love!! what else do you want to ruin?!” reply Nisa, for the first time she let out all her pain during this time, the pain that shackled her inner and soul.
He does not care if he is currently the center of attention of cafe people. Including Ilyas and Johan.