
Braaakk!!
Finally Pakde Warno managed to break down the door of my room, Mother immediately hugged and held me to her chest, her crying voice so sliced the recesses of my heart.. The pain I feel now may not be comparable to their disappointment in that jerk.
"Sisa.. You okay, son?" my grandfather's heavy voice asked me who was still sobbing in Mom's arms.
"The insolent Yudi, the brave he made you like this!" pakde Warno also spoke.
"Nisa. sorry yes, bibik was not intentionally horrified, bibik did not accept you diginiin, all this time you never neko-neko her people, but you did not know her, how could they be so mean to you!" bik Rana said.
I was still silent a thousand languages, even my tongue grew increasingly moody, the harder it was for me to open my voice.
"Son, danger Mother.. I love you, you're not alone.. Don't shut up and scare me! let's get out everything that makes you feel claustrophobic son!" my mother said again, her words just made me scream very strongly, so that all the people in my house immediately entered the room to see what my situation was like.
"Why Ma.. What's wrong Nisa? why are they both?" I said with tears still breaking, everyone was looking on me with pity.. I should be the happiest person right now because I'm getting married soon, but what now? it's ruined!! ruined all of it.
"Yes Allah Nisa.." lirih Bik Rana, he also shed tears seeing my condition like this.
"You're not wrong, they're stupid!!"
"Yes really Nis.. Men like Yudi are not good for you! depraved men are not responsible, it is not forfeited!" pakde Warno.
"You are strong Nis, besides Desi also why can be as bad as her behavior, all this time she is good friends with Nisa, wherever always together, how can she Setega be the same as her own!" sahut one of the citizens.
"This has entered the Asusila realm mbak Susan, Yudi must be taken to the village!" take another citizen.
"How's Nis?? you still want to continue this marriage or..." I immediately moved and opened the closet firmly, I took the wedding dress we made for our sacred event and I took it to the yard, I took the gasoline that was normally stored by Grandpa to fill his motor.
I poured the gasoline on the white kebaya shirt, I grabbed a match held by one of the residents and burned it.. The flames that devoured the kebaya dress were enormous, just like my heart and trust in the two of them.
After that, I went straight back to my room and took all our wedding souvenirs and burned them there, everyone was seen crying..
"Pity Nisa! why did the Nuriah can be cheated, the attitude of his son was loh. make me furious so her!"
"Yes.pity is also kang Adi, must be very embarrassed he has a child like Desi, even though kang Adi is good pisan, diligent to the mosque too!"
"Mang Haris, mang Udin.. Can you help Nisa?" I said to my neighbors.
"Say Nis, we'll help you,"
"Please mang, lift all the furniture sets that were given by Yudi to Desi's house!" I said, I am not crying anymore. I must be strong, I am not wrong, those who have betrayed behind me to produce seeds.
""Okay Nis, we're taking them all to Desi's house! and you Wo, report the kades sir, Yudi tonight, and Desi must be taken to the village hall, this cannot be allowed to drag on!" added Mang Haris to the Bowo mas, his son Bik Rana.
"Good mang!" I saw Bowo go directly to the house of the kades sir, meanwhile Haris and Udin mang, helped by some other residents immediately took out the furniture set in my room, to be moved to Desi's house!
My mother hugged me again, and repeatedly she kissed my head..
"Your decision is really Nis, Grandpa wants it too, Warno! please contact the tent and the decorations, if the wedding is off, so they should remove all of this!"
"Sign sir!"
"Are you all right, Nis?" ask Mom to me.
"I'm fine, ma'am, why am I crying. It's all happened!" I go back inside the house, outside I can be as loud as possible, but inside it feels.. I couldn't quite bear it, I cried silently so that Mom and the others wouldn't hear it.
**
At Home Desi.
"Loh Udin.. What does this mean?? these things from whom I'm playing put into my house so anyway!" peekik Nuriah, between shocked and confused, who did send the goods to their home.
"This is from Nisa, the furniture set that Yudi gave to Nisa, moved here.. Nisa says, it's not her who will be Yudi's bride, it's Desi!" terang Udin's.
"So that means Nisa allowed Desi to marry Yudi?" tanya Nuriah made sure, he did not want to hear wrong. Hearing his mother's words, the shameless Desi just walked out.
"What Mom?? so you really want responsibility?" desi asked excitedly, making Udin and Haris and several other residents shake their heads, it turned out that this was the true nature of the girl who was notoriously friendly.
"Desi, I don't know how shameless to be a person. You can be cool when your best friend is crying there!" haris.
"Dibilangin dong Nur your son was. whereas all this time they were very Deket!" The crimson naturiah endured the shame, but Desi her son . she should put her child's happiness first rather than the words of others.
"Yes do not mistake Desi dong, Yudi is also wrong.anything if Yudi is more comfortable with Desi, is it his fault Desi?"
"As for you, I'm the same child! I have no shame!" cut off Udin and immediately take the others away from there.
"Judi doesn't agree! but Nisa told you to come here!" said Haris again and just left.
"So Yudi didn't agree, Mom!"
"Well, how do you know! your father is still there, you are patient first.." explained Nuriah to his son, Heri and his family are quite well-known in the village, he also already has a job when ,compared to other young children, so obviously Nuria feels happy if it turns out her child is pregnant with Yudi's child.