
I lay down on the bed because my body felt tired, my eyes were heavy and it felt like I wanted to be closed immediately, considering I had not prayed Dzuhur, I went to the bathroom to take ablution, when I was about to go into the bathroom, I saw from the side of the house mbak Intan was chatting with someone, I examined more deeply who the person who was with him. it turned out to be mas Yudi!
Is no one watching Mbak Intan, right should he be pinned and in his room, why should he be there?
Actually my mind has traveled far, remembering the words mbak Intan to me earlier, but soon I satirize because I want to pray Dzuhur first.
After completing my duties, I looked back at the side window, apparently they were no longer there, I hurriedly approached the mothers who were in the kitchen.. afraid that Mbak Intan came and talked about mas Yudi again.
“Yeah neng Nisa more geulis euy. add glow up in the city ya neng?” said one of the people around.
“Aja aja Bu. kan now it's been working. place shady anyway. if the village will often follow Mother to the rice field,” answered me.
“Emang base is already beautiful neng. time in the village aja sweet pisan, fitting go to the city more saucy, already there is a soul mate not yet ?” I scratched my nape that did not itch at all, I was confused to answer what, a bit clumsy to be asked about this soul mate, if in the village my age was considered old if not married, though only 21 years, even though in the city there are married at the age of 30 more and they are still relaxed alone single.
“Kok diem anyway neng?”
“Heheh has not been Bu.. still have not thought. pas nyampek city continues to work, Nisa time has run out the same all of it, now want to focus happilyin Mother and grandfather first!” I said again, it is true that at this time I want to be alone and focus on my family, I do not want to be in love with anyone, let alone dating, I am afraid that the same incident will happen again.
“You are still traumatized yes the same incident earlier?” ask the other mothers.
“That's past Mom.. There is no concern about the same decision Nisa who wants to make happy mother first!”
“Nisa?” call my mother, I rush to look at her, mother looks at me fixed. I don't know what she thinks, I feel confused too.
“Let's eat first son.it's your mas same pakde on want to eat,” take mom and extend his hand to help me stand. Maybe Mom wanted to get me out of the situation the question I've been avoiding the most.
Mother rubbed my hair covered with instant headscarf in milk chocolate, “Don't mind their questions son.” said Mother who made me immediately turn to her.
“Nisa is okay Mom! should his questions like that Nisa did not avoid it from the first time, but thankfully when they asked, Nisa's heart is ready with everything.not like before!”.
“Already, you eat first yes.. ”
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The next day the long-awaited event began, all the family members were ready, including me.
Right now I'm wearing a dusty pink dress suit, complete with pasmina. Because now I'm wearing a hijab, not like I used to.. Mas Gibran taught me many things, including about closing the aurat, so I'm still learning how to use it.
At 8.50 am, the Anton family has started to arrive, because the marriage contract will be held at 9.15.
Almost the entire Anton family knew me, they were rather surprised to see the changes in me including Yudi mas..
Without caring for many people, he immediately came and stood before me, his appearance was not as stout as before, now his skin is a bit dark and the hair that grows around his face like bewok and mustache is left alone, very messy.
“Nisa.. This is right you?” unconsciously his hand held the cause of my head and rubbed it gently, the usual thing he did when we met first. I reflexively dodged and inched backwards behind Mbak Intan.
I glanced at Mas Yudi, his eyes glazed over like he was holding back a cry.
“What the hell are you mas? don't see a lot of people here huh!” jolt Desi with annoyance, his left hand was holding his child which I estimated his age of about 2 years.
Mas Yudi seemed to not care about the jolt of his wife, his eyes still fixed on me, without blinking. I'm a little uncomfortable being stared at like that, especially now that he's already the husband of the man and the father of his son.
Until Miss Santi came and patted Yudi on the shoulder. “Yudi!! please control yourself, it's Anton's show, don't get damaged by your quarrels!”
Like his way it was successful to make mas Yudi turned to his mother.
“Bu.. I miss Nisa! 2 This year I feel crazy Mom. I know how deep I feel!” concluded mas Yudi without caring about his surroundings.
“Yudi!” Now Mr. Ahmad also followed by glaring at him. Finally with a snatch from his father mas Yudi took a few steps back, but still his eyes are still staring at me.
Mas Gibran probably realized that if I felt uncomfortable, finally he came closer and stood beside me, the face of Yudi suddenly changed, like when I was close to a male friend. He would be jealous and angry after her. As long as he and I were in a relationship, Yudi had never met a Gibran mas at all, because at the engagement, only Fauzi and his wife were present.
“Si bitch why?” whispered Gibran in my ear.
“Whose header?”
“Your ex!”
“Astaghfirullah mas! Nisa thinks who loh!”
“Ngapain he holds your head? inget Nis. after you try to close the aurat, learn not to come into contact with the opposite sex! including the same mas, or mas Fauzi! because we're both not mahram either,”
“Loh..so the law yes mas? but all this time we both often went together,”
“Iya. that was before you closed the aurat, after this mas will take you to use the car father, do not need to use the motor again!”
“So you are in town and dating this man Nis?”