Why should he?
Chapter.35 Consultation

After satisfied chatting and exchanging ideas with her sister-in-law, Nisa returned to her body in bed. His mind is still in the clouds. He also still wondered to himself about the wound that was still wide open, making it difficult to breathe.

“It turns out I'm that weak! stupid, why are you still nesting in there. Why is it so hard for me to open a new page, and give happiness to myself?” muttered to himself in annoyance.

While engrossed he was arguing with his own thoughts, the door of his room was knocked again.

“Nisa no Ilyas outside,” says Gibran.

“Pak Yas? she here?? I should what? should I meet her?” his mind raging, he has not been able to meet the person who last night expressed his good intentions to marry her.

But if he dodged, instead of being difficult, every day he would meet with Ilyas at the cafe.

Nisa decides to meet Ilyas. Because Nisa is determined to be able to get out of the Zone which seemed to choke her in 2 years. After wearing her hijab Nisa came out of her room, Ilyas was talking to her grandfather.

“Tuh Nisa has arrived, you guys just chat.. Remember the same old man said yes Ilyas!” cardi's cake exclamation commemorates Ilyas.

“Kakek said what sir? ehh sorry mas?”

“That's just me and grandpa who know, oh yeah ask Ilyas.

“I'm good mas, about last night I..”.

“Udah, don't discuss it first.. I understand and understand Nis, I was horrified from Gibran, you want a consultation to a psychiatrist huh?”

“Iya mas, at first I was embarrassed anyway. but they said I had to be brave,” Ilyas put on his smile.

“That alone is a good start, you know, every human being must have their own problems! depending on how we act, what happens to us is part of our destiny..

You should be able to get out of your own fear, regardless of my statement to you last night,” Ilyas said making Nisa's heart warm a little.

In his heart he thought, really Ilyas feelings for him..

“Still mas!” nisa replied, only those words came out of her mouth, Nisa still felt awkward with the fact that Ilyas really liked her and..

“Oh yes, I also told Gibran, if I have a psychologist acquaintance, yes still a cousin anyway.. But I'm sure you'll be comfortable consulting with him. Women really!”.

“Who's mas?”

“Alsinta Adiatma, he is one of the famous psychologists in this city, if you want .. today we can also go directly there, how?”

“Today? but instead we have to make an appointment first yes.”

“That kind of thing, I told him to cancel all the schedules today, for you!” reply Ilyas again steadily.

“Can't do it dong mas! where can,”

“You are calm! now you want it or not?!”

“Judah, I want!”

“Oke,”

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I don't know from what angle the feeling is, every look at Nisa, her heart feels shady and difficult to explain. But before Ilyas can reach her heart, he must try hard to heal Nisa's trauma that will clearly interfere with her future. Not that he does not accept the past, everyone has a past, but the trauma experienced by Nisa really makes Ilyas heart sad.

After traveling a rather long distance, they reached their local destination. From the front stood a beautiful woman with pure white skin, although not wearing a hijab but the woman was quite graceful.

“Hai Yas, this is what you told me it was?” greet Sinta.

“Iya Sin, this is Nisa.”

“Salam knows mbak! sorry we didn't make an appointment.”

“It Sinta okay. because Mochi this one has already messed up all my guests just for you Nis,” exclaimed Sinta while elbowing Ilyas' stomach.

“Sin.” Ilyas could not accept being called Mochi by his cousin.

“What?”

“Do not call that call in front of Nisa, can dong!”

“Cannot!” reply Sinta with ketus.

“Nisa please, don't beat him.we're here for a consultation right.. So don't mind the absurdity of women don't do this!”

“Hei.. please keep your words just now, you realize not, you have not sold out Yas.”

“A minute!” whispered Yas slowly.

“Nis.. You want to marry her? think about it again! she's her loyal man,”

Nisa just grinned the horse in the middle of them, it turns out Sinta quite humble her man. Nisa's feelings are getting scared, scared if until she does not meet the expectations of the Ilyas family.

“Yaudah enter yuk.. We start his consul session, but Ilyas tetep outside ya?” Ilyas nodded in agreement. It was Nisa's own personal thing, after all.

Now Nisa and Sinta are already in a room that Nisa thinks is very comfortable, the aroma of therapy strengthens there, making the mind more relaxed and calm.

“Do not be awkward yes. we can start now. so Nisa. tell me what is currently still so crowded in your heart.. Don't rush to relax and let it flow by itself from your little mind and heart!” said Sinta.

Nisa squeezed the tip of her hijab, it was undeniable that she was currently so nervous.

“4 Years ago, I. had a lover with someone, mas Yudi his name.he loved me so much, and I also did the same thing back then. We were very harmonious and rarely fought, and at that time I was still so young, 18. After being in a relationship for 1 year, she proposed to me to be her wife. Obviously I was very happy, at that time I had just graduated high school, and after 2 years, and I was 20 years old we decided to get married!

I thought, I was a very lucky woman to get a good man like mas Yudi, he was handsome and also well established. 3 days before the day H, all the decorations were already installed in my yard, and I had to make it, I must be happy right.but my story was hit by a big storm, even very big, until I was unable to maintain it anymore, my future husband, the person I love so much, so much, impregnating my own best friend! my happy dream was dropped many times, the household was destroyed before it even began.. she's been frustrated ever since I decided to cancel our marriage and have her marry my best friend!

There is an inner turmoil when he is like this. I am confused, there will still be a sense of love for him, or all it is just my disappointment alone!”