Why should he?
Chapter 16 Start a New Life

“Whose word is Ran, already ah. You do not say what people say to us. it is nothing. but we do not want to be mistaken ,” said my mother again.. Because Bik Rana's nature exaggerates what he hears from others, his simple language is that he likes to complain.

“Ya Allah mbak.kok who said the hell.yes all day I was fussing at his home Nuriah, they were a lot of gosipin Nisa loh. pity her word, pity her, if Yudi got so similar Desi who is not his fiancee, they think that Nisa has also been touched by Yudi dong?”

“Astagfirullah mbak.. By Allah I am still holy ya mbak. in spite of all my problems.. does not mean I also needed the same!” firmly I again, I feel very sick of being slandered like this, even though I have maintained my honor and pride well and did not cross the line.

“Yes you guys are outrageous! Nisa can not dare to like that. during the courtship with Yudi aja we loh his security guard mbak!” tukas Fadil defending Nisa.

“Therefore, we can make sure that Nisa is not what people think.” Yahya said.

“It's Rana! you are talking more and more about everywhere if what you are talking about is true.. Means you guys ghibahin my grandson loh. and if not really the fall of Slander, you will also have a boy and a girl, it is not good to tell the disgrace of other people's children!” grandpa said wisely, he was not stirred by emotions at all, always reply to the words of people calmly, except when yesterday happened with mas Yudi, it was the first time I saw his angry at all.

“Yeah, sir de, I was conveying what I was horrified! it's good anyway.can make you guys carefully make friends here!” answer Bik Rana who is not to blame.

“That's it sir, it's almost 8pm loh, later we reach his city at midnight!” sela My mother who may be getting tired with the babble Bik Rana. Grandpa looked at the clock on his wrist.

“Iya.. Let's go!” exclaimed the grandfather who led me to get in the car. Fadil and Yahya also went straight into the car followed by my mother, after we were all in the car, Mom said goodbye to Bik Rana.

“We leave first yes Ran, afraid of night until his city!” mother said as she waved her hand, Yahya also honked his car horn to say goodbye.

I breathed deeply, after today.whether I will just go home to the village, because usually when Eid al-Fitr was, too, we and our family gathered at Malik's house in the city. The journey was very smooth.I even saw Mom had started to fall asleep.Grandfather had also yawned several times, I looked at their tired faces.. ‘I'm sorry.. Because I... y'all are tired of thinking about her!’ said softly in my heart, did not feel the clear grains wet my cheeks. I rubbed it immediately so that neither Yahya nor Fadil could see that I was crying.

I leaned my body on the back seat, I saw Yahya busy packing Atik button in front of his steering wheel, like he was about to turn on the music to accompany our trip which was quite time consuming.

The first song played was Ressa Herlambang, which I know is called ‘Menyesal’ I heard verse by verse..

I wasn't sure at first

You did this to me

Even in the heart feel

You change when you know him

When love is no longer for me

When the heart is no longer with me

Why should

He who took

Yourselves

Ho-o-ooo

When I'm not good for you

And if she's happy with you

Though the heart will not be willing

Sometimes I'm sorry

Why I introduced him to you

I swear Yahya in my heart, why he should play this song..

“Ya.. can you please change the song!” my words to him, Fadil turned to me with a nosy smile on his face.Sutures Luka punches mas Yudi is still not completely dry, but he still wants to follow Yahya said.

“Why the hell Nis, the song is good loh... melow it..”

“Yes but not that too! Lo this loyal friend no heck!”

“Ya faithful lah.. proof of this yes. I nganterin move Lo to the city! less faithful what try?” answer again.

“Alah.. Lo nganterin also because paid the same grandfather right? that lo song Yes!” I said again, can I hear Fadil chuckling amusedly.

“Kok really fitting Yes, his song.. Nisa is a flash back.. Why should..he who seizes.you. hoooooooo”.

“Dil please! lo's voice doesn't really know! the song is good but if the elo who sings is really angry fals!” Yahya grew stronger laughing to tease Fadil,

“Hust.. Yeah, you laugh don't fuck dong! that same grandfather Bu Sus again sleep.. later when you wake up how?” Yahya immediately shut his mouth and refocused on driving.

The atmosphere was quiet again. But a little while later Fadil opened his voice.

“ Lo already sure open sheet in Nis city?” ask Fadil suddenly.

“InsyaAllah.. plans I want to find work first there, hopefully at home!” answer me.

“Bakal kangen dong us yes.”

“You two can occasionally play in the city, and if you marry I will go home,”

Yahya and Fadil nodded their heads.

“Nis, never be traumatized by this incident huh? You deserve better than Yudi.. ” I keep hearing Yahya's words, I don't know. whether I can fall in love again or not. The sacred moment of marriage will be my own trauma.

“Neither Yes.. I do not know, for now I have not thought!” Yahya immediately turned to look at Fadil and they looked at each other, whether what they both thought, after the conversation the atmosphere was immediately silent, my eyes also felt heavy, then I also fell asleep with my mother and grandfather.

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“Nis.. wake up.. We have arrived at his house pakde mu!” Mom exclaimed by shaking my arm. I rubbed my eyes, I looked around. It was true we had arrived, I glanced at the watch on my wrist, it was 23:00 p.m.

I got out of the car, I saw that Malik had kissed my grandfather's hand, Fadil and Yahya had also dropped off all our luggage and brought it inside, I wanted to help, but they both refused.

“Nisa darling... Pakde kangen very much with you!” she hugged my body tightly. I just smiled faintly.