Why should he?
Chapter.31 What is Trauma?

Nisa fell for a moment to hear Ilyas asking her to call mas. Somewhat strange according to him, especially Nisa again remembered by Gibran's words if Ilyas actually liked her.

‘Yes God..what kind of feeling is this,’ Nisa murmured in the heart. Nisa felt like her heart was being pounded by a drum that was mutually disheveled. Ilyas who understood that Nisa felt awkward was aware of it.

“Sorry Nis, if you feel uncomfortable, do not need to be imposed.as comfortable as you just call me what,” said Ilyas in the end. He was aware that he should not rush to impose his will.

“It's okay sir, uh. Her point is mas!” nisa replied somewhat timidly, making Ilyas' smile inflate perfectly.

“Mas want to talk what? sorry before.but it doesn't feel good to talk to both of us here, while om and Aunt and mas Gibran are inside,” He remembers Gibran's advice, if being alone with the opposite sex, '' he said ,the third is Satan.

“Emm.. okay.. I'll say something, but please Nis, don't be interrupted until I'm done huh?” ilyas said, not without reason he gave such conditions, because if he was talking seriously and then in between, so all the contents of his head will be dissolved, and so not focused. Especially if it is about his future.

Nisa nodded her sign in agreement. But deep down in his heart, he also felt a bit nervous about what Ilyas would say, for some reason in his heart felt like Ilyas was going to propose.

“Nis, I know maybe this seems rude or what do you think, but I'm honest. if I like you! and I want you to be my wife!”

The deg!

Nisa's heart wasn't ready to accept a surprise attack like this.

“I mean sir? uh. mas!”

“I want to marry you Nis!” ilyas replied loudly, suddenly Nisa's knee became limp, suddenly the shadow about Yudi proposing to her used to turn back in her brain. After that the recognition of Mang Adi and bik Nur who said that Desi was pregnant with her future husband's child re-echoed in her ears. Until Nisa to let out a cold sweat, and she covered her ears with both palms. Ilyas was puzzled as to why Nisa's response was like this. He wanted to touch Nisa's shoulder but he said it, immediately he ran to call Gibran and his parents.

“Gibran! please Nisa!” yelling Ilyas loudly and hastily, making Gibran immediately jumped in shock, he immediately rushed out to approach Nisa, as well as Bu Arumi and Pak Bahari. They were also worried about the state of Nisa who did not know why, to the point of making Ilyas so anxious.

Gibran found Nisa who had been sitting limp on the grass with cold sweat and both hands covering the ears wrapped in a long hijab.

“Yes Allah Nis, you why?” ask Gibran to panic. Nisa is a confused person.

“Desi.. Desi pregnant son mas Yudi! they both betrayed me! I don't want to marry Mas Yudi, keep him away from me mas!” yelling Nisa hysterically makes Bu Arumi and Pak Bahari look at each other.

Gibran immediately hugged his cousin's sister, he tried to calm Nisa.

‘Sick is your past Nis. until the trauma is present! sorry, because of me you're back to remembering that jerk guy!’ lirih Ilyas's.

“Yas.. indeed why , until Nisa like that?” whispered Ms. Arumi.

“Tadi Yas expressed good intentions to propose to Nisa ma. Suddenly Nisa immediately panicked and hysterical so, Yas also confused him why, but heard his speech with Gibran just now, looks like Nisa was traumatized by the words marriage,” Yas replied. His preconceived notions of Nisa's trauma are getting bigger. It was amazing that the man hurt Nisa, until after all these years the wound was still so imprinted on her.

“Unfortunately Nisa Ever Married?”

“No ma, but null and void! Two years ago, Nisa was willing to marry the same young man in her village, exactly three days before H day, Nisa knew the reality that made her a heavy syock, which she was afraid of,” finally Ilyas told all the stories he heard from Gibran, without subtracting or adding.

“Astaghfirullah, kayak in the movies is Yas story Nisa, must hurt really if there is a position at that time!”

“Ya is obviously sick, if not , there is no way he got this far right,”

Bu Arumi and Pak Bahari feel sorry for the fate of Nisa. Nisa had closed her eyes, and Gibran brought her into the car, very carefully.

“Sorry for this incident yes om, Auntie. honestly, I as her cousin also just found out and just this first saw Nisa like this, maybe her trauma is still there Yas,” Gibran said, after putting Nisa in the car.

“Nothing Gib, I'm sorry. Because earlier because I was nglamar Nisa, she so syock heavy gini.”

“Iya Nak Gibran, we can understand. pity Nisa, should not be taken to a psychiatrist? if it continues like this, he will not be able to forget the same past, and it will be difficult for his future, sorry is not what it means, but this is all for the good of Nisa, son,. to a psychiatrist doesn't mean he's mentally ill, does it? but at least she's more able to control her emotions and her fear of it!” pak Bahari's proposal carefully, he was afraid that Gibran would be offended by his intentions.

“Iya really Gib, papa advice I have in fact, we should be able to help Nisa out of her past,” continued Ilyas.

“Oke.. later in obrolin used to be the same Bulek Susan, grandfather also father, how this should be discussed, and especially Nisa, whether she wants to go to a psychiatrist or not,” replied Gibran, mr. Bahari's proposal is not wrong. Like Nisa had to be taken there, Gibran did not expect that Nisa still kept the wound very deep, causing trauma.

Nisa is just traumatized by the words invitation to marry, will the words open access to her old wounds. Nisa herself doesn't want that to happen. Is that why she refused to marry fast?

The whole question was spinning in Gibran's head. Currently Nisa's mother, her grandfather and father must know first Nisa's emotional condition.