You Are Special
Thirty Eight

Mikayla POV's

I opened my eyes slowly. The pain in my head still feels. I saw my surroundings dominated by white. The smell of medicine also smelled in my nose.

"I'm in the hospital" I said.

"I'll take responsibility, I'm sorry."

I heard Felix's voice from outside. I immediately got off the bed and approached the source of the sound.

"Mika is my fiancee, she's my responsibility." That's Raymond's voice. I stopped my steps.

"I'm very angry with you, but I also have to think rationally. It's not your fault and Mika's entirely. Think of this as an accident and I'll forget it." said brother Raymond trying to get to his chest.

"I love her."

I was shocked to hear Felix's statement.

Did he really want to be beaten to death by Raymond's brother.

There was no sound, I frowned and decided to open the door a little and peek at what was going on out there.

Felix and Raymond stared at each other.

"I know" replied Brother Raymond flatly and there was no tone of surprise at all.

Oh, my God, since when did Ray know that. Is that why he asked me to rethink our marriage. She doubted me.

Felix raised both eyebrows at Raymond's reply.

"You said it when you were drunk. I heard it and I saw you and Mika kissing that day" Raymond said.

Felix was jerking along with me.

How low I am. What I had to do I hurt him.

"You know Felix hurt a lot when I saw you kiss him and even now you've touched him, you want me to destroy you, but I'm going to try to get breastfed, because all this time I've been hurting him. This may be a reply I should receive even though maybe he does not know that I never fucked the woman" said Raymond, who was full of disappointment and sadness.

My tears are dripping.

So all this time I've misunderstood. Ray's brother never slept with that woman. So what she said was that woman was lying too. How about this, what should I do mommy, daddy I need you guys. Do I deserve it with her?.

"I don't use safety"

Brother Raymond showed no reaction other than just raising his eyebrows.

"As I said earlier, Mika is my fiancee, she's my full responsibility. Whatever happens to him, I still accept it. What happened between you and him was an accident. Maybe between me, you and Mika will feel awkward, but Felix I ask not to disturb our relationship, because I won't hesitate to you."

After saying that Raymond's brother turned around. He gasped at me who was standing not far from where they were standing.

"Darling, you're awake" Brother Raymond approached me.

I smiled and nodded my head.

"How are you doing?" asked Felix who was also standing in front of me.

"Sister I want to go home" I looked at Raymond's brother and ignored Felix's question.

"Are you sure, baby?" ask Raymond while checking my temperature.

"Sister, I don't have a fever, it was just an ordinary headache" I whined spoiled. Brother Raymond chuckled and I glanced at Felix at a glance and it turned out that he was looking down.

"Well then we go home, brother will tell his doctor first."

I nodded and Raymond left me and Felix. The atmosphere became awkward. It's true what Raymond said was awkward.

"Mica"

"Felix"

Our voices are heard simultaneously.

"No, you go first" I replied.

Felik nodded.

"All right, are you okay?" felix asked in a worried voice.

I just nodded.

"Looking at you falling in front of me, it felt like my world was collapsing" Felix said, but I could feel what he said to be honest.

"Mika.." called her as she looked at me gently, I looked up and returned her flat gaze.

Believe me honestly I want to run into his arms, but I can't be selfish, brother Ray has given up a lot.

"I'm sure you heard what Ray and I were talking about, Mika I'm sorry but I hope the seed I planted in your womb will be. I know I'm selfish but then you can be mine" Felix said solemnly.

"As Ray said, it was just Felix's accident, and I'm sure your seed won't grow in my womb."

Felix looked very disappointed and sad to hear what I just said.

"You mean to say it was just an accident when we did it over and over again, you know Mika you hurt my pride" she said cynically.

"Tell me, do you really feel nothing for me. Mika, I'm not her overconfident but I can feel that you're also harboring feelings for me."

"That's just your feeling, I'll remind you if you forget I already have a fiancee" I replied, then shifted my gaze from her face.

"I didn't forget it, but what would you do if it was true that my seed grew into a fetus in your belly" Felix looked at me fixedly and his hand stroked my stomach. My breath choked got the touch of his hand on my stomach.

"That's not gonna happen!" I snapped and threw his hand out of my stomach. Felix surprised. Don't be Felix I'm surprised to see that spontaneous reaction.

"We'll never know. His name is likely to exist" he said in earnest.

I took my breath heavy.

"Felix listen to me, what happened between you and me was an accident. I've made a very fatal mistake that even myself find hard to forgive. But you saw for yourself brother Raymond kept me and accepted me for who I was. Even with a big heart he prefers to forget what we've done..."

"You and I both know what happened wasn't what we wanted either. It's out of my control or yours."

I held up one hand for Felix to stop his speech and not interrupt me.

"I deeply regret what we have done. We shouldn't have done it more precisely you didn't."

"Are you blaming me now?" felix asked with a wounded face. I'm mumbling.

"I really can't believe you're really blaming me" she said, looking down.

"You should be looking for other help instead of fucking me" I said cynically.

Oh my God I must have hurt her with my words.

Felix raised his face and looked at me.

"Tell me Mika, what I should do when the only help I had was to help you let go of your passion, even though I was not hypocritical of my desire nor could I control it. I'm Mika's normal man, especially that woman is you, the woman I like."

"But you don't have to fuck me." I snapped

"Then what should I do, let you die in front of me, you know the dose Noura gave the jerk was not the least you immediately broke once you drank the water" Felix explained.

"I don't want to talk about that anymore. Assume it never happened. And this Felix might hurt you a little bit, but please don't bother me anymore. I don't want to be unfair to my fiancee, Brother Raymond" I said, turning around.

"Wait for Mika.." call Felix. I stopped my steps without turning my back.

"I will not interfere with your relationship with Raymond. But Mika if fate says otherwise, the seed grows into a fetus, can you be fair to me too" she pleaded with. Believe me his voice is so heartbreaking.

"That's not going to happen" I said half sure not. Then go leave him.

T.B.C

Please stay with your comments. The author is confused as to who to ngeship. The handsome Felix or the good Raymond...😉😄😃