You Are Special
Forty

POV Author

After two days of rest at home Mika finally decided to enter the office today. Actually Mika does not need a rest that she needs is the readiness of the soul and mental to meet with Felix.

'What should I say if I meet her' Mika spoke inwardly.

Mika took a slow breath and exhaled later

"I have to be calm and as normal as possible" he told himself.

"It's only a few more days before this internship runs out, come on Mika you can definitely" Mika suggested to herself.

Oh just four more days, I won't see that face again' Mika's mind sadly realized that.

Mika exhaled her breath again.

Without Mika realizing Felix was watching her earlier. Felix smiled as he could finally see the woman's face after two days.

"Two days it feels very heavy, how it will be in the future" said Felix who can only be heard by him.

"Good morning Miss Anderson" Felix said as soon as she stood right behind Mika.

Mika jumped in shock and immediately turned around to the back. Felix smiling. Mika just stared at him flatly.

"You're better?" asked Felix again and only replied by Mika with a nod of the head.

"What's with the pull and the breath this morning. You look like you are carrying a very heavy burden" Felix said as casually as possible even though his heart was eager to hug the woman into his arms. But he did not want to make Mika feel uncomfortable around him. All he can do is control himself.

"Yes a very heavy burden, meeting with you my logic and feelings will be a great battle. My body reacts every time it is near you but I have to try hard to maintain my common sense" of course it's just Mika said in her heart.

In reality Mika was just mumbling and just staring at Felix.

Ting

Elevator door opens. Felix went inside and Mika just pegged in place.

"You didn't go in" Felix raised his eyebrows.

Mika shook her head.

"No, I forgot I haven't had breakfast yet, I'll buy it for a while" Mika reasoned.

Felix smiled

"Come in, did I bring you breakfast?" felix said as he lifted the canteen in his hand.

"Really, oh then I'll buy you a coffee."

"I bought it too. I feel like you're avoiding me" Felix accused as he looked at Mika.

"You asked me not to feel awkward, but now that I see you feel awkward being around Mika" Felix said.

"I just don't want anything to misunderstand" Mika said.

"You mean Raymond?" ask Felix.

Mika silences

"There will be nothing wrong if you behave normally" Felix said.

"Come in"

With a heavy heart Mika entered into the elevator.

They were silent and did not speak at all until the elevator stopped on the floor of his room.

"Take your breakfast, if you're not comfortable eating with me you can eat at your desk" Felix handed over the breakfast he bought to Mika.

"Eating together will feel better" Mika replied as she walked into Felix's room ahead of her.

Felix smiled

Mika and Felix spent their breakfast in silence. They are busy with their own thoughts.

"I'm done, thanks for breakfast" Mika moved out of her chair.

"Today is the day of Marinka's death, after five years I have never visited her. Would you be kind to accompany me to visit him" Felix said with a look of hope.

Mika fell silent and looked at Felix confused not knowing how to.

What I should do. It must have been hard for him, after five years he finally visited his sister's grave. I was eager to accompany her but what if Raymond misunderstood her and to ask her permission I did not know what to say, Mika weighed in her heart.

"You can ask Raymond's permission first" Felix said after seeing the doubt on Mika's face.

"But I really hope you'll be with me" she continued, staring expectantly at Mika.

"Well I'll accompany you, tell me what time we'll be?" ask Mika.

"Now" Felix answered briefly and vigorously.

"All right, let's go" Mika asked.

Felix nodded and smiled. Mika returned her smile thinly.

"Have you ever met Noura?" I asked to break the silence of those who were already in the car.

Stupid, why should I open the topic by asking the damn woman.

Mika cursed her stupidity.

Felix shook his head.

"No, I'll make a calculation if I meet him" Felix replied in anger.

Silent. Suananya back in silence.

"How's your mother doing?" Mika tried to melt the atmosphere back. Believe me Mika really does not like this awkwardness.

"Well, he misses you so much" Felix replied fixedly staring ahead.

Mika nodded.

Now I have to ask what, her inner self.

"You don't want to ask me anything?"

Stupid Mikayla Anderson. You shouldn't have asked that.

Back Mika cursed her stupidity.

Felix chuckles

"Much I want to ask, it's just that I don't want to make the atmosphere awkward" Felix glanced at Mika at a glance and refocused on his steering wheel.

"But with just you being quiet, I also feel uncomfortable" Mika said honestly.

Felix smiled

"Well, two days without seeing me, have you missed me?"

"No!!" answer Mika quickly.

Felix laughing.

Mika and Felix arrive at the funeral after a journey of nearly an hour.

Felix got out of the car and was silent for a moment.

"Do you want me to accompany you there, or am I waiting for you here" said Mika who was standing in front of Felix.

"I want you to accompany me, I want to introduce you to her" Felix smiled and held onto Mika's hand for a walk. Mika did not refuse.

After arriving in front of the tomb Marinka Felix rested.

"Hi dear, brother came after such a long time. Do you miss big brother so much, because believe me baby brother misses you so much" Felix smiled bitterly.

"Honey sister does not come alone, brother brings a beautiful woman who is kind" said Felix introduced Mika.

Mika smiles.

"Hi Marinka, I'm Mikayla. I hope you're happy there."

Felix looked at Mika meaningfully and then nodded with a smile.

Mika retreats to give Felix time.

Mika decides to get back in the car so as not to disturb Felix's time with his sister.

Before getting into the car, Mika saw a child who had fallen. Mika ran over to him.

"Gosh, little brother, are you okay?" Mika helped the boy stand up.

"Thank you aunty" said the four-year-old.

"Ouh.this must be very painful" Mika said as she crouched down to see the bruise on the handsome boy's leg.

"It's okay aunty, I'm a man hurt like this won't hurt me" he said. Mika chuckled and then scrambled the little boy's hair in a fit of anxiety.

"Well a handsome boy, even if this doesn't hurt you but the wound still has to be cleaned, let's treat your wound" Mika led the child towards her car.

"Say baby, what's your name?" mika asked while cleaning the child's wound with cotton and anti-septic that Mika took from the P3K box in Felix's car.

"Darren aunty, and tell me what's your name aunty?"

"Mikayla" Mika replied as she blew a wound on Darren's knee.

"It's over" Mika said and looked at Darren.

"Next time be careful, dear. So who are you here with, Darren?"

"Mommy aunty, I came with mommy to visit her friend" Darren explained.

"Where's your mommy, baby?"

Darren looked back to find his mother.

"Mommy" called Darren as soon as he saw a beautiful female figure walking towards him.

Mika turned towards the woman whom Darren called Mommy.

Mika narrowed her eyes after seeing the woman approaching

This woman is no stranger, where I've seen her, Inner Mika.

"Honey, you're freaking mommy out" said the woman as she squatted her body against Darren's.

"What a wound this is, you fell again" he asked worriedly.

Darren smiled and nodded.

"Yes mom, and this aunty has helped me clean it up" Darren said.

The woman looked up and only realized Mika's whereabouts. He stood up and smiled kindly.

"Thank you" he said sincerely.

I nodded and smiled back.

"I'm Darren's mommy, Ashley" Ashley reached out her hand.

Mika's body stiffened as soon as the woman mentioned her name. His blood rippled and his heart was racing.

I deserve to feel familiar, she's the woman in the photo, Mika's inner self.

Mika was just about to greet Ashley's helping hand when she saw Felix was walking over to her.

"Felix"

Hearing Mika mention Felix's name, Ashley immediately turned to follow Mika's gaze.

Time stops turning. Felix stopped his steps and pegged in place. Ashley covered her mouth with both of her hands surprised to see Felix who was before her.Mika looked at Felix and Ashley alternately with an erratic feeling.

"Mommy" Darren broke the silence.

Ashley turned her gaze from Felix to Darren.

Felix is approaching

"Ashley" Felix called Ashley as soon as he arrived before her.

Ashley looked at.

"This is really you" he said as if he did not believe what he saw.

Ashley nodded without being able to stop her tears from dripping away.

"Bf..Feellliixes.." Ashley stutters.

Felix immediately pulled Ashley into his arms.

"Where have you been?" asked Felix still hugging Ashley in his arms.

All that did not escape Mika's vision. Mika turned her face not wanting to see the scene that was in front of her.

What's wrong with my heart. Why it hurts. Mommy I need you.

T.B.C

Believe me, my heart also came with the right to write this part😭😭