You Are Special
Forty One

Mikayla Pov's

"Ashley, this is really you, you go anywhere" Felix pulled Ashley into his arms and hugged her tightly.

My heart aches at that sight. My chest ached like there were thousands of needles piercing it.

I don't like Felix hugging another woman.

Oh God what's wrong with me. Am I really jealous?

"Felix, you.you're not mad at me anymore?" ask Ashley in the middle of her stuffing.

Felix let go of his embrace and stripped Ashley's face with both hands. Felix looked at Ashley in the shade, as did Ashley. They looked at each other and saw very clear longing and longing gazes on the faces of the two.

"I'm sorry, I misunderstood" Felix said.

"Do you know that?" tany Ashley's.

Felix nodded.

Ashley scatters herself into Felix's arms. Felix calms Ashley down by rubbing Ashley's back.

"Ehhmm.." I deliberately cleared my throat to make them realize that there was only no one here, but there was me.

Felix and Ashley turned to me. I smiled clumsily and scratched my non-itchy nape.

Why am I the wrong one.

"Oh..Mika this is Ashley. Ashley this is Mika Raymond's fiance."

He didn't want Ashley to misunderstand so he told me I was Raymond's fiancee. He was very concerned with this woman's feelings. Oh what's wrong with me. What I want to be introduced as. It was impossible as her lover while in front of her was the woman she loved Ashley.

" Hi Mika, so you're Raymond's fiancee." Ashley smiled amiably and and extended her hand.

I welcomed his hand and nodded

"Mikayla" said.

"Then who is this little boy Ashley" Felix looked at the little boy closely.

"What's he.."

Felix hung up his words but as if knowing what Felix was going to say, Ashley nodded her head.

Felix was stunned as soon as Ashley nodded her head.

What is this. What now they were talking through their respective telepathy.

Felix joking to align his height with Darren.

"Hey hotshot, tell me what's your name?" asked Felix looking fixedly at Darren. Like a father's gaze upon his son.

I was shocked by my thought.

Dad.?!.Is Darren Felix's son. Oh God, don't punish your servant.

"Darren uncle"

"Not uncle boy, call me daddy"

My legs trembled as soon as Felix said, I almost collapsed if I hadn't been holding onto Felix's car.

Oh my God, my chest feels tight.

I feel like I'm running out of air around me. My eyes are heating up. I immediately looked up to avoid my tears from falling.

Darren looked at Ashley as if asking for approval. Ashley nodded.

"Is this uncle my daddy mommy?"

"The uncle asked you to call his daddy. So, he is your daddy honey"

"Daddy.." Call Darren moved and shed his tears.

"I really have daddy" he said again.

"Come here, Daddy wants to hug you" Felix stretched out his arms. Darren immediately ran into his arms.

"I miss you dad," Darren cried in his arms. Felix smelled the top of his head.

"Well let's go home" Felix took with him as he lifted Felix into his trunk.

Felix opens the back door of the car and puts Darren in it. I circled Felix's car and stood next to the back door of his car. Before entering I stared at Felix who was also staring at me confused.

"You sit in front" I turned my gaze from Felix to Ashley and went in and sat down next to Darren.

During the trip I was silent even though occasionally I found Felix staring at me from the windshield of his car.

"You get off, I'll take Ashley and Darren home. I'd be happy" Felix stopped his car in front of the office.

I nodded and smiled forcefully. I want to feel like I'm screaming.

As soon as I got out of Felix's car, he drove the car without saying anything more.

Stuffy.

I was sitting limp as soon as Felix's car was out of sight. My defense finally collapsed. I wept.

"Mica"

I looked up as soon as I heard someone call my name. Roland stood tall before me.

Roland frowned as soon as he saw my face.

"What's wrong with you?" tanyakanya.

"I saw you get out of Felix's car, and where was he?"

"Roland, what should I do."

"Roland, it hurts so bad here" I held my chest.

"Hey.what's wrong with you" she repeated her question.

"Are you sick?" he looks worried.

I'm shaking.

"Roland what should I do, what should I do Roland. How is this" my sobs are becoming.

"Oh my God, what's wrong with you?"

"I'll call Raymond" Roland reached into his pocket to retrieve his phone.

I held his hand and shook my head

"Don't"

"I don't want Raymond to see me like this Roland."

"Believe Mikayla you're confusing me."

"Well, let's find a place to talk, I'll also have Keyra come here" he said.

I'm nodding.

"Drink"

Roland handed me a bottle of water.

"Tell me what really happened?"

"Ashley's back" I said.

"really?" roland was surprised.

"You're right, she's a very beautiful woman" my sincere praise.

"Yes" Roland nodded in agreement.

"Is Ashley the reason you're sad" accused Roland on target.

I looked at Roland who was also staring in full search. I exhaled my breath violently.

"Roland, I don't know what I'm feeling, but I really don't like the way she looks at and hugs Ashley."

Roland gaping.

"You're in trouble Mika, you're stuck."

"What do you mean Roland"

"You like it"

"If it's true I like her if it's really this painful Roland"

"Falling in love will hurt if you fall for the wrong person and time."

"Then what should I do"

"I don't know, only your heart knows"

"I don't want to hurt Raymond's brother and there's no way Felix will look at me again when he's Ashley, his first love"

"Mika, I don't know what to say. Those two handsome guys are my best friends and those two are good guys but you can't possibly have both of them"

"Yes, you're right. Do I look selfish Roland."

Roland nodded.

"Oh.you're very honest and that hurt me. Can't you lie a little at least to comfort me who's upset"

Roland chuckled.

"What are you gonna do next?" ask Roland.

"What can I do other than stay where I should be, and so should I."

Roland nodded.

"I know you're a wise man in handling things"

"Yes, then what about you. Has Keyra accepted your proposal?"

"No, he doesn't intend to get married"

"Are you going to give up?"

"Of course not! I'm Mika's real man I will continue to fight to convince her" Felix said firmly.

I chuckle.

"Tell me what's the reason your best friend isn't interested in marriage?"

"I'm sorry Roland I don't have the right to talk about his past"

"You want to negotiate little brother" Roland tried to persuade me.

"I'm not interested"

"I'll tell you about Felix and Ray and instead tell you about Keyra" Roland was still trying to convince me.

"Everything about Ray's brother I've known, and about Felix I'm not interested. And you know I don't negotiate just to betray my best friend" I said.

Roland looked at me in disbelief with a gaping mouth.

"You cheated, you did the same thing to me just to hear Felix's story" Roland said.

T.B.C