You Forgot Me Your Queen
Bickering

"Loh Mas, usually you go home for a week at home, why are you going again for two days?" I was surprised at Mas Hendri my husband who had accompanied me for 8 years.

"I work a lot Kalisa, so I have to leave sooner than usual" he replied as he tidied his clothes into his suitcase.

Just this time I felt like he was acting strange, not as usual, but I always had a terrible shadow that even made me think more.

"But promise well, next month you take your vacation as usual, the children say they want a vacation with you Mas." said I finally succumbed to a situation that even made me look selfish in his eyes.

"Yes, I'll try '" she replied briefly.

He does work out of town, take care of his business in the city of T together with his colleagues, I allow him to wander there not without reason, it was because of economic necessity that I drove him away from my side and his heart.

But I'm grateful, God was so good to our little family, that it made Mas Hendri successful out there, and our family's economy was prosperous again, the proof is that we have built a big store across the street, where people pass by, for it so I have activities, he said, and thank God again my store is so crowded with people who shop for necessities.

"Ati-ati ya Mas. " after I shake his hand so reverent.

" Yes well at home. "reply back, leaving me to our black avanza.

I just nodded and smiled at him, then the next second Mas Hendri's car was completely lost from my eyes, even though we still missed it a lot, there are still many complaints that I want to share with him like we used to.

But it's okay, I have to understand it, this is the path we have taken, busy a little bit is okay, anyway later there is also his spare. I thought.

"Assalamualaikum Nda, dad?" that was the voice of my first son, Reyhan who is now 7 years old, and already in 2nd grade of Elementary School.

"Waalaikumussalam, Nda's son has come home?" I asked while ruining his head.

"Well, what father? " ask Reyhan to me while taking off his school shoes.

"Dad has left, baby, he said again a lot of work." said I.

"Well, let's say we haven't been out for a walk, "I saw him frowning so he knew his dear father had gone back to work.

"Yes, but I was sorry to you and asked to be conveyed to you, if the streets next month, gapapa yes, "I pacified him so as not to whine to his father.

"Huh, but I promise ya Nda," I see her eyes sparkling though there are still disappointed murats.

I nodded, just saying his words.

"Where's Nda? " he asked again to look for the little one who was only 4 and a half years old, whom I named Humaira.

"Adek again bobo noon, you also rush to eat gih abis that bobo lunch temenin Adek well, " said I full of affection.

Reyhan nodded and passed away to his room as well as Humaira.

All of a sudden..

Cring... Crates

There was a phone call coming in, but not from my phone, but from Mas Hendri's phone left on the sofa. I grabbed the flat object and read who the person who called my husband was.

"Marzela ? Wh who? " my mummy, then I just push the green button on the screen.

Connected calls...

"Hallo, Mas you're back here, right? I waited at the place yesterday, just be careful if you don't come" he said across the street. My mind was immediately dumbfounded.

So, he left early because he wanted to see a woman named Marsela? not to work ?

Throwing out the flames of jealousy in my chest, the shadow of Mas Hendri with other women running around in my mind, making me even more claustrophobic of love that turned to disappointment, he said, I did not answer a word of the woman named Marsela and immediately disconnected her call. My world shattered along with her soft yet piercing voice.

You didn't forget I was your queen, did you?

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I heard the roar of the car until it was in my house, I guess it was Mas Hendri who was going to look for his phone that was left behind, as soon as he realized the flat object was not in his grasp.

And sure enough he went straight in and looked for the thing in the middle room, exactly on the sofa .

"Well, where did you find her?" reply, then step closer to me, instead of answering I instead ask him back.

"Who's Marsela? " me ask with unfriendly eyes.

I saw her tears change as soon as I mentioned the name of the woman I didn't know, what she had to do with my husband.

"What is your relationship with him? " just ask me again, because he just kept quiet and just looked at me with a wist.

"Java!! " snuffled.

"ANSWER!!! hiks." I couldn't stand it, my tears just fell out of place, my lips quivering as I questioned everything I had in mind about who that woman was.

"Kal." called out to her in a soft voice, but like a blade slashing through my skin.

"ANSWER!!!! Who he is, and what he has to do with you." I reply, my eyes glaring at him, radiating as deeply as I am in a pit of disappointment.

"He's just my business partner Kalisa, "he said.

"Business partner? The business associate who invited you to meet, and if you were to arrive a little late he would threaten you, right??? and foolishly you obeyed all his orders, even giving up your time with me and our little family, is that what you call a business associate? " my mouth began to scatter, as much as possible I let out all the concussion that was in the chest. And I wonder what he'll answer like.

"Kal, please, just calm down, we'll talk carefully "he said, grabbing my shoulder, but I insist on refusing all the touches of his hand, I'm really disgusted now, as my mind floated over thinking about her betrayal with the woman named Marsela.

"So right, you have a relationship with him? You betrayed me, Mas? You ruined the happiness of our little family we've built together? "

"Not so Kalisa." she replied slightly raising her voice.

"Then what? " i asked "Huh, who is he? "

"I'm sorry." she replied, her body collapsed under my feet, I heard her crying as her mouth continued to apologize to me.

I was unable to reply, my mouth locked as soon as I heard the apology I interpreted as a confession that he had betrayed my love, behind my back. God, what a sin I am, that you punish yourself so much. It really is a pain that does not bleed.

"I'm sorry Mas Kalisa, sorry." he muttered as he continued to hold my leg tightly.

"You know Mas, not only will I be hurt, but your baby is just as hurt as I am, seeing the fact that the father they love, is able to complain of his love only because of sheer lust. " I said with quivering lips, my tears kept coming down without being able to wipe, let it , let it fall carrying the pain in my heart that far away.

"I realize Kalisa, I've let you guys down.

"You're aware, but why are you doing Mas? Is that what you call conscious in your dictionary?" snapped again.

"I'm sorry Kalisa, I was wrong, "

"Oh, obviously, you and him make no difference, and now I'm asking for separation" I said unconsciously, because it might be the pain that prompted me to say those words.

"No!!! No Kal, please, don't leave me, don't leave me Kal, I'm sorry, if it wasn't for me, at least for the kids, do you want to see them suffer because of our separation? "

What kind of stupid question is he who sins, but it is as if I am ruining the happiness and future of his children.

"You should think, if you don't want to ruin their happiness, you don't break my trust, you don't think it's just your heart, without looking at me, all this time I have never demanded anything from you Mas, I accept all the living that you give whatever and whatever form, I am always loyal and even accept you as you are, Mas, but is this the reply I got? Huh huh? What is my lack? Hiks, hika. "

"Sir, Father."

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This is the same story of ORDINARY MEN'S LOVE...

Hatur tengkyuuu ❤

Mas Hendri's

Calisa Mba