You Forgot Me Your Queen
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I was sitting in front of the store that afternoon, because it wasn't too crowded I could see now. May and Reyhan are taking a nap. I played my phone and I saw two incoming messages from my best friend who was wandering around.

I opened the message from him, and I read it. He said he came home today, and he immediately informed me. He still thinks of me as yes. We don't often ask each other when we're far away. But when he came home, he remembered me.

"I'm waiting for As." I reply to the order.

Then not how much my phone rang back indicating a new message came in.

Astri: I heard your household is not good Kal? That right? If so, I'll interrogate you for not telling me. Wait for me at your house tomorrow. Don't run away!!!

I smiled at Astri's reply, he really cared about me. But the smile disappeared instantly as I remembered my problem.

Astagfirullah...

No, I can't drag on. I'll take this quietly. So that my heart can be sincere and get his pleasure.

"I'm just waiting for ❤❤❤." I'll reply to Astri.

"Mba." call the rat to me. I reflexively stood up in shock.

"Why Tik? " take a ask to him. He first read the notes. Then come back to me.

"Sabun stock already abis Mba, same sembako also yes Mba" he said.

I'm mangosteen.

"OK later I call first yes the supplier tell anterin Soap same sembako here, no more Tik? "

"No Mba, it's just enough other stock is still good."

"Okay deh, oiya Tik tomorrow I do not go to the store well, because there are people who want to come. If even to the store I most afternoon gapapa ya." I said while patting his shoulder slowly.

"Yes gapapa Mba. Relax with me mah. Hehe."

I throw my two thumbs at him. Proud sign.

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The next day at 2pm Astri actually came to my house. He brought some gifts for me and my children. With a big smile she came up to me and hugged me tightly, because we were so separated. Yes almost 2 years we did not see each other, and almost half a year I and he did not tell each other, probably because of his busyness. Because I'm too focused on my family.

"You are at the door." God, because he never wanted to take off his arms. Maybe it's punctuated by pity too.

"Kalisa's Iya" he replied as he released himself. His eyes were like looking for someone.

"Where are the kids? "

"They took a nap. Later want a new ashar to wake up." I replied according to reality.

Astri mangosteen. Then he pulled my hand towards the sofa. I don't know if she's like her can't wait to hear my curses. Actually, I don't want this problem until someone knows. But want to be covered any seapik, the carcass will still smell, and the stench will be out everywhere. Although not now.

"Well, don't you want to drink first? " my bargain, because there's no way I'm going to let my guests just shut up and be treated to nothing.

"Yaudah hunt ah make, orange juice. Don't be long Kal!" emphatically.

Hadeuhwas... I got the head bobble. Who actually has a problem? Why is he the one who is impatient like this?

I stepped into the kitchen to make two orange juice. One for me and one for Astri. I don't add too much sugar because Astri and I don't really like sweet foods or drinks.

As soon as I finished I immediately brought the two orange juice forward using a tray because I also brought some snacks.

"Please visit the beautiful Mba Astri. The impatient one. "I said by teasing him.

"Ck! I was excited first about Kal. I really hate the one whose name is actor. I want my mother." she said weakly at the end of her sentence. I rubbed his shoulders slowly. I know Astri's parents also separated because of the third person. Until his mother was diagnosed with severe illness. But thank God after separated from his father Astri. He is healthy again, with Astri slamming his bones for his mother's medical expenses. I'm really pretty proud of him. He works until he forgets himself, he forgets the love of the opposite sex. He had forgotten that he had entered the head of three and had not married.

"Come now tell me the same story." he said after gulping his orange juice. I nodded slowly. Then I recounted the incident. The day I forgot my respect for Mas Hendri. I said rudely, I rejected it even I considered it non-existent. But it's not my fault, is it? Because everything I do is based on the pain I get from it. He started it first. He's the one who bullied me. Am I wrong with my blatant attitude showing my dislike? Am I wrong for no longer acting like a wife to her, because what I feel is no longer love. It's wounds. Wounds that I don't know when they're healing.

"I risked my heart As, for the future of my children." That drop of water flowed again. Show me how hurt my heart is even just remembering it. I started to look down and sob.

"Kal's... There are times when we have to give up. But there comes a time when we also have to act decisively on something. Especially if it concerns your heart. I'm sure your heart is broken to pieces. He has betrayed you. Whatever the apology. The betrayal was real. Not unconscious. He must have done that. He enjoyed it Kalisa. Enjoy something he doesn't get when he's far away."

I was sobbing hearing Astri's words. Is correct. Hendri enjoyed it. Even until it bears fruit. Oh my....

Astri began to grab onto my shoulders which were already shaking violently. I feel like I have someone now. Someone I can now back up. I spilled it all back there. Dibahu Astri's.

"Propay Kal. This is all his wisdom. If you really are not strong through this. Please step back."

I looked up and looked at Astri. I nodded quickly with tears in my eyes.

"Why? " sanyanya.

"Can't be As. I can't! "

"You still love him? " Astri looked at me. Trying to find answers from my eyes.

I'm down. Deep inside my heart, the feeling was still tempestuous, but I had to bury it deeply, even though I pressed my chest. Eight years is not a short time. I've been so memorized with all the ins and outs of my man. All her favorites are my favorites. Everything that was on him I liked. And vice versa. Butwhy? Why is there a third person among us.

"Kal's. Do you really still love him? "

I'm even sobbing harder. I can't answer Astri's question anymore. A deep disappointment was already lodged in my heart. Butwhy? Hating you is hard for me.

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