You Forgot Me Your Queen
Hugs Longs

Kalisa.

I decided to sleep in May and Reyhan's room tonight, I'm afraid that yesterday's events will happen again, anyway while there is Mas Hendri at home I will sleep with the children. After dinner I cleaned myself up for a quick break, this time I put on some pretty closed pajamas. I was really scared, even though my mind wanted it too.

I stepped into their room.

Chequek!

Turns out Reyhan's still at his desk, I see he's reading a fairy tale. As soon as I opened the door, his eyes flashed towards me.

"Nda." call him.

"Why don't you sleep?" I returned as I headed towards him.

Reyhan nodded.

"Not yet sleepy Nda." His sister.

I rubbed his head. " Yaudah here let Nda who bacain, Brother sleep well, it's too late tomorrow night wake up."

My great and clever son, he immediately nodded in agreement and began to lie down. While my little girl was snoring softly along with her pacifier that was still stuck in her mouth.

Before I start the story. I asked Reyhan first.

"Sister, was I here? "

"Yes Nda, boboin May tuh." while glancing at the little one with the tail of his eyes.

I nodded, good my mind. He's definitely not gonna be here again, is he?

I started reading a story. Between the Queen and the faithful King. Not long after, Reyhan began to fall. And I've yawned a couple of times. I made sure my son really slept yet. Then I lay down beside him. Pull the blanket up to the chest.

Hendri pov's.

I woke up from my sleep at 2 a.m. I washed my face and wanted to go to Kalisa's room. I really miss sleeping in a position to embrace him.

Chequek!

Thank God my mind, the room is not locked. But after I stepped into the bed. I saw my wife wasn't there.

Where's she?

I checked the bathroom. No, he wasn't there either. Looks like he's sleeping in the kids' room. I immediately rushed to my son's second room.

Thank goodness same. This door was not locked as usual.

From the dim light I could see my sleeping Kalisaku hugging May and Reyhan. That drop of water dripped. Proving that I really miss him. I walked towards the bed weakly.

Why is it so hard to reach you Kal, when we are close and have no distance.

I laid my body next to Reyhan. Go with Kalisa. My hands stretched out to reach his head. I rubbed it slowly so dear. Then I clasped his hand tightly. But not long after I did that, there was movement from his body. Maybe he got stuck with me.

Her beautiful eyes, which were always looking at me in the shade slowly blinked. He immediately pulled the fingers that I was holding, but as tightly as possible I did not take them off.

"Let it be like this Kal, just this once. I beg you." I said to him. He looked at me but I saw there was a lot of disappointment in his eyes.

I'm sorry Kalisa.

This time there was no resistance, he was silent and before how long he started to shut down. I followed him to dreamland.

***

Kalisa.

I was getting ready to go to the store, this time I didn't bring May, because there was her father. Yes, May must have always stuck to her first love. If May cries, she will be delivered there. I stepped towards May's room to leave, before I reached my children's room, I heard Mas Hendri's voice calling. I paused for a moment to listen to her conversation. I stood beside the wall.

"Why did it get like that anyway Cell? " ask Mas Hendri. He was silent as if he were listening to the reply of the person at the other end, who I believed was the viper.

"Cell but I've only been home for two days, just two days. Can't you take care of it yourself? "

Mas Hendri swung his hand like he was upset. Then his hands pointed at the temple and massaged it slowly.

"Well, I'll be there" said Mas Hendri, ending their conversation. Then he turned off the phone unilaterally.

When I realized Mas Hendri was no longer calling, I intended to step back. But Mas Hendri called me, I turned nervous because I felt caught having eavesdropped on his conversation. As quickly as possible he stepped towards me who was about to enter the little guy's room.

"Kal, wait." stop it.

I closed my eyes for a moment and faced him. I looked up and dared to look at that face again. The face I really miss. But soon I covered all those shadows. I can't be like this I muttered.

"What's wrong? " ask me with the tone as usual.

"Sela fell out of Kal's bathroom, she's now in the hospital and I need to get there" she replied carefully.

"Then? " let's be brief.

"I'm permission yes, I realize I was wrong, only 3 days ago I was home, and now I'm going to leave again." sad heart seems obvious to him, I'm sure he's worried. Between choosing to stay or leave by making one more disappointment.

I exhaled, so that my tightness was also carried away by the gust.

"You don't need my permission, I told you that." I said. Staring at the brownish netra that was once only mine, just staring at me.

"Kalisa, you're still my wife."

"Then if I don't allow you, will you stay here? "

"Kal, understand."

"You see! Whether or not there is permission from me, you will still go, right? You're going to go there to meet your love now? And leave me in the sorrow that you have always scourged many times, in the whip that you have always given this heart, and yet I? I'm staying afloat! Can I be a little selfish? Can I just ask for a minute of your time just for our little family? May it? " I hit him on the shoulder, and intended to return to my room, but as quickly as lightning Mas Hendri grabbed my finger and hugged me from behind. Real tight. And I just kept enjoying this moment. I'm getting weak.

Oh my God, I miss him, too, I muttered in my heart.

"I love you Kal, very, very much love you." she sobbed. We were both swept away in this embrace, an endless longing embrace. Because even though our bodies are close, everything seems far away and we cannot reach together. Hope just disappears.

This flake of heart you're hugging tightly... I'll take it until I die... Holding this feeling alone... I don't know why I can't forget you... 🎶🎶 Mas Hendriku ❤

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Uhuy sniffles....