You Forgot Me Your Queen
Incisions

After finishing breakfast, Mas Hendri packed his goods and also the woman's goods. I don't understand they're doing all this for what, which obviously I don't care at all, note I don't care anymore.

Reyhan crucified my hand, because he had rushed to go to school. I saw my son also walking towards his father's room probably to leave as well.

After Reyhan left, I led May to the sink to wash her hands. Because my girl has now started learning to eat her own food. So I appreciate, although it is very clear that the clothes that have just been replaced have been pushed back. No papa, this is still appropriate.

"May Nda's son who is a pinter" I said while helping him to soothe his hands.

May smiled at me, then her lips were cute.

"Kal." call Mas Hendri while stepping towards me. I'm turning.

"Stop. Don't come any closer. If you want to talk, talk!!! " let me tell him. He really just ruined my mood. I always want to be angry when I'm close to him.

"I and Sela are leaving again today" he said, as if not good for me. Why shouldn't it taste good? Didn't you guys do something nice behind my back? Want especially?

"Then? " let's be brief.

"I want your permission Kal. "reply, his eyes look at me with sadness. His face was so grim.

But really I will not melt again with your tactics like this, I even became keki himself.

I told May to go to the room first, because I didn't want my little girl to hear a fight from her parents.

"May go to the room first yak." I said while damaging his head. My girl nodded, then she walked with her cute feet towards the room at my command.

"For what? Why do you ask my permission, all that is not necessary, you want to go please, not go home I do not papa. "I said back to Mas Hendri, as soon as May was gone from our eyes.

"Kal. "he's a little forward.

"Heuh, my wait for you is no longer Hendri, I want you to go home only for the sake of the children, not for me, you yourself are not the one who said, if not for my love, at least I'm holding out for your children's future." I stared hard at him. Through the shadow of his heart which now contains another name. Not me.

'O Lord sinned upon me when I was this attitude, but the pain was so blasphemous, like a dagger that was deliberately placed upon my skin, and slowly it was forcibly pulled away, I really don't know what pain looks like? forgive your servant who dhoif this O Lord'

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I cleaned up the leftovers from our breakfast, washed the dishes and put them back in place, then wiped the table to make it look neat again. When I was about to finish, two ruthless people came out. I pretended not to see them. And assume they don't exist.

"Kal me—"

I immediately stepped towards the room, but before that my hand was blocked by Mas Hendri.

"Let go!!! " i snapped, pulling my hand. But it didn't work.

"I'm not going to let you go Kal, please don't be like this." she said, her teary eyes looking back at me. I ventured to look into those eyes.

"You want it to be like this or not, it doesn't change anything." I replied, then stomped my hand to get away from it, but he tightened his hand.

"What do you want exactly?" I shouted in front of his face, I really no longer care about the sins I will accept for my actions. All I know is that my heart doesn't accept all of this. That'sthat's all.

"I beg Kal, behave as before" he said as if he did not feel guilty for anything. Oh my God, what kind of heart is this husband of yours. Until he felt no sin at all.

My tears are flowing back. It even fell into the hands of Mas Hendri. My lips are shaking so much. One of my hands shut up because I started sobbing.

"You want me to be like before? You want that? While you? Can you also go back to what you used to be, who only had me in your life and love? Can you reverse my trust? Can you make me believe again in the perfect love that only two people have? Can it? Can't you??" I snapped at the end of the sentence, while throwing his hand which was now weakened. As quickly as possible I ran to the room, bringing back the wound, which was still very wet.

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