YOU'RE DUAL
Chapter 12
I am very happy despite living with simplicity but my little family is happy, seeing them smile has become my tired medicine.
Suddenly I wanted to go to the bathroom, but I was very afraid to go out of the room, because it is said that in this house there are creatures that are not seen.
Yes I know it is true, in every house there must be but really in my house is very ignorant, he really likes to show himself in front of my son because they can see it, because they can see it, different from me who just felt it but was already scared.
Finally I woke up Ara, my son.I'm sorry your mother is son but really mom is actually embarrassed because mother's son is braver than her mother.funny isn't it?.
"Ara, baby. wake up son. matein mama first yuk.."
"hmmm" answered Ara and turned her body and went back to sleep..
I kissed every inch of her face until she woke up "mama's cheating, Ara's still sleepy tauuuu" whined my son.
"sorry baby but you can't take it anymore, I'm sorry my mom used to.." I asked
"where is my mom going?" ask her who is beginning to realize
"to the bathroom heheheh" I answered while scratching my head
"hmm mom must be scared huh? cemeeeen" her ledek.
huh ni boy even menggeledek, my mind. Finally Ara wanted to accompany me to the bathroom, after I came out Ara immediately held my hand..
Honestly, my hair went straight up, "a-ad-there's what's n-nak?" tanyaku.
"there was aunty mah, fortunately my mother quickly came out" he replied casually.
what's? that's my son, by the way, gosh...
"why aren't you, son?" tanyaku lirih
"no mah" while shaking his head
"have entered yuk" I said.
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The next morning, I was cleaning the house and my two children were playing in the pool of children I had filled.
Suddenly....
"excuse me, hellooooo" said someone from outside..
"yes, who?" I shouted from inside and walked out.
"is this really Bram's house?" ask the woman
deggggg
a lady? hmm who else is this?
"who are you with?" just be polite
"i'm Dwi, I want to collect a debt. You're his wife, right?" said the woman..
"what's mbak? a debt? what debts? emh yes mmm yes mbak me is-his wife" I replied with a wave and nod by the mbak.
"i'm sorry, my husband is not home, and I don't know if he owes me money" she said.
"you just tell him yes, it's past the tempo, don't forget "he said as he left.
I don't think about him, since when does he have a debt? my thinking.
and what does he owe? yes, that question is still in my brain.
In the afternoon, I waited for Bram to come home, impatient to hear the reason for what he owed.
eventually...
tock
tock
tock
"assalamu'alaikum" said someone I knew from behind the door, who else if not Bram.
yeah, I purposely locked the door so I knew when she was coming home.
"waalaikumsalam, "my name
"just got home?" I continued while kissing her hand.
"yes, baby, take a shower first" he said, and I nodded.
hmm take a shower Bram Wijaya, let it be fresh when I ask later, my mind.
"tea mas" while offering the tea I hold..
"thank you wife" she replied, which made me nauseous.
"i want to say, important" I replied.
"say, baby" looking me in the eye.
"honest answer, why do you owe that woman?"
"u-debt?" tanyanya
"do not have much more reason, answer now"
"i have no debt" he replied casually..
instantly my hands became itchy, and...
plaqueskkkkkk
one slap landed on his cheek.
"aw!" groaning
"doesn't want to do it yet? is his slap still lacking? hum?"
"well, yes honestly I owe but for our needs dear" he replied pretentiously.
"oh our needs yes, our needs or the needs of your illegal hobby is Bram Wijaya?" my yelling.
"mas don't know what you mean" he casually replied, making me even more furious.
"mas I know mas actually come home from work every day it's noon right??? aren't they? why did we get home in the afternoon? "
"oh that, I-that-anu-anu"
"anu anu, what anu? gambling, right? no problem, no need to be covered anymore. I'm ashamed to have a husband like you mas, now get out of here, I don't want to see your face! goiiii! I shouted to make the children come to me crying .
Oh, my God, what am I doing? I have made my children cry and be afraid. I'm so sorry, my inner child keeps apologizing.
"papa better go, don't make mama sad again." said my son who surprised me
"yes pa, mama kacian" said Little Farhan.
God, my kids why is it so smart to talk about it? is this my fault?
Then Bram came out of the house, but was still staring at us.
brakkkkk
I closed the door firmly.
"Farasya, Farhan..here son.hiksss" I said while hugging my children.
"mama don't cry, we're saddened by the hyks" said my children.
"honey, I'm sorry mom. You guys are watching this" I said and nodding at them.
I am so grateful to have them, my two children to be my angel of encouragement. To be honest after the pain inflicted on my husband I feel like I want to give up and ask Bram for my mentality, but I realize that I'm not alone anymore, there are children' who deserves to be happy.
Two weeks ago I did not allow Mas Bram to come home, To be honest it is very difficult to forgive him, but this time Farhan was sick and said his father's name.
Could this little boy miss his father? I have to give up for my son.
"wrong..." Farhan continued to delirious of his name..
Tears trickled down to hear him, why he was looking for his father while here I was his mother.
"Farhan misses papa son?" I asked gently while hugging her.
"no mah, papa will hurt mama again" he said that made me tighten my arms.
In sickness alone he sided with me, will I endure my ego? ah it feels impossible.
"well son, papa will see you. Mama promise papa will not hurt mama.." I said lie.
"really? asikkk" he said with excitement.
I took a cell phone, and called Bram mas . real weight but what can I do?.
📲 assalamu'alaikum, come home because Farhan is sick.
📱waalaikumsalam, well wait for me.
tut ..
I turned it off because I didn't want to hear her voice linger.
Shortly after Bram came, it was clear that the father and son were longing for each other.
I had to forgive him for my son. Yes, what more reason should I keep with this marriage than my children.