YOU'RE DUAL
Chapter 21
After the children left, his father appeared with a innocent pretentious face without sin.
"the kids are on Rai's go?" while approaching me who was cleaning the dining table.
I just glanced at "hmmm"
"are you still angry, are you?"
"just think yourself. already there go to work, find additional work so there is money.our finances are very thin and will not be enough to get to the end of the month, especially until waiting for payday mas." my chirping.
"astaghfirullah deck, can not complain about that. the sign is that you do not appreciate the favor of Allah" he said to me increasingly emotional.
"excuse me yes father, not want to complain but this is the fact and because the head of the family who does work so it should be a more active effort to get money.
Ah yes, one more. No breakfast this time, no wind" I said.
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In the afternoon, I was planning to pick up the children at my parents' house.Yes, I deliberately told them after school to go home to his grandfather's grandmother. How else, for the sake of survival I have to thick face in front of my parents.
It just so happened that the distance between my house and my parents was not too far away and I chose to walk there.
At the intersection of my parents' second house there is a stall in which people often play billiards and not a little play jud*.
Suddenly my eyes fell upon a man I knew very well.
!!!!
Yeah, he's Bram's mas. What's he there for? ahhh so all this time he lied to me? it hurts a lot but I have to put up with it . I sped up my steps towards my parents' house so that Bram wouldn't see my fragility.
tock tock (before entering I knock on the door first)
"assalamu'alaikum" I said
"wa'alaikumussalam" answered all at once
"mamaaaaaa" said my two children as they ran towards me and I hugged them.
"my son, have you eaten, baby?" I asked while I was holding them.
"already mah, Ara eat shrimp chili, delicious maaah" great-granddaughter Ara
I smiled relieved to hear it "god, smart mama's kids yes" with a smile.
My father looked at me fixedly, looking at my own eyes that I could not close and surely now he knows that this girl is not okay.
"Raina we go ahead first yuk" asked my father.
I nodded "well, pa, oh yes, these cute mama's kids here just watch with Oma, mama go there first with opa, okay?" pammitku
"prepared maaaah" they said in unison.
My father had already sat in front precisely on the terrace of the house, while I followed from behind because it had finished with the children.
"what a reward" I said as I sat next to my father.
"are you okay, son?" my father's question made my eyes start to glaze over.
"of course" I replied with a bow.
"who is this you want to lie to? you're papa's son, tell me what's really going on?" ask my dad seriously.
"hikss..hiks..hikss.." I cried and my father hugged me..
"my reward is no longer strong hyksss reward.hiksss" I said.
"cry my son as much, but after this papa don't want your tears to fall again for the same person, cry" while stroking my back
"mas Bram evil hiks... mas Bram----" I said cut off.
"does he want you again?" ask my dad
"Rai doubted the reward, hiks.... Rai does not know this feeling Rai or in fact hix but clearly at this time our finances are starting to thin the hikss hikss" while sobbing
my father took off his arms "baj*with the boy!!!! dad saw him in-" said my dad cut off when he realized he was flabbergasted.
"ah no, forget. hmm do you want to go straight home? " while switching the conversation.
"iya pah, it's afternoon, Bram will go home again" I said honestly.
When my father was wrong, I didn't understand why, but I knew my father was covering something up for me.
"the pah? what's up?" much
"no dear, gapapa" he answered briefly
"papa forgot Raina papa's son? Raina knows papa's lying now" I'm investigating.
Not yet my father replied, suddenly my neighbor passed by the front of the house while greeting us.
"opa Ara's.... Rai" said. Since Ara was born my father was often called opa Ara by our neighbors.
"eh where's Deb?" ask my dad
"from the wak market" he answered.
"uh yes Rai, it's late afternoon why is your husband still there?" tanyanya polo's.
"uhuh?" surprised me.
While my father was scratching his ears that did not itch, I immediately saw my father asking for an answer but my father just shook his head, then I saw again mbak Debi who had given us his info.
"sorry, what do you mean?" say
"so you don't know? tuh your husband was in the coffee shop in front of earlier I saw again play billiards. hmm then I went back first yes Rai, let's Wak." he said.
YGGGGGGGG!!!!
As if struck by lightning, my emotions have been at the top of the peak huh, maybe he played ju*i while his son was starving.
Although I don't know if he's just playing billiards or playing ju*i, but I do know most of the people there are the ones who play ju*i.
Really, I'm so disappointed, I don't want my little family to live on ill-gotten money, nauzubillah.
"father, is this what you just covered from me? answer pa?" while.glass eyes.
My father was still silent.
"hiks.answer paaaaaa" I asked.
"patience son" while hugging me.
"why did this all happen to Rai pa, why pa hiks...."
"you can talk this through with your husband, son"
"Rai can't get back, Rai wants to split up. It hurts so bad, he can only hurt Rai pah..."
"hold your voice, do you want your children to hear you cry?"
"let them know, let them also know how his father actually behaved.
"it can also make it easier for me to ask to separate from him, if necessary he divorces Rai"
"hussttt don't say that, think of your children. Their hearts will hurt a lot, son, think with a cold head" while stroking my head.
I looked at my father expectantly "pah if we parted, would you still want to take this papa son back home with his children? of course this will add a burden to papa and mama"
"what are you talking about? uh huh? until whenever even until I die, you are still my son. This is your home.They are my grandchildren, I love him very much.
your father is old, would be very happy if his grandchildren were by your side, you understand?"
"maafin Rai pa, Rai ngecewain papa" while wiping my tears.
"i'll have the kids call her dad home, let her take the shame. huh.." I said again..
Without waiting for a pause, I called Ara and Farhan
"Fuck...... Farhan.. Come here" I shouted.