YOU'RE DUAL
Chapter 23
One day, two days, three days, my husband and son haven't come home.wait, husband? as good as it is I still consider him ckckckc's husband.
I don't really care if he doesn't come home, but what I don't accept is that he's gone with my precious treasure, my little daughter.
I told my father to call Bram to bring my little princess home, if he didn't want to go home I gladly accepted but at least he took Ara home.
I don't know where they are now, my mind is so fucked up, I want to end my life right now.
"how pah? did Bram want to send Ara home?" approaching my father.
My father turned towards me "eh you Rai, surprised papa." said my father
I immediately hugged him "the pah my son where the hiksss"
I can't hold my cry anymore, my heart is breaking right now "you're calm, son, Bram his father will definitely take care of Ara dear"
"father who doesn't have ot*k" I suddenly sniffed
Right now, only hatred is what I feel. I don't even know what love feels like anymore.
"eat what Ara pah? I don't know if he's fed or not with his father, Rai's afraid he's starving" sobbing.
My mother who was putting Farhan to sleep came out of the room "what is this Rai? why cry son?"
My dad just shrugged and it seemed like my mom understood what he meant.
"Rai in the room used to be mah" said my father who could not take it anymore.
Right now, I can't feel anything anymore, my mind is not clear anymore and my gaze is empty. Passing fate makes me want to do something reckless.
In the corner, next to the window I saw a mosquito toxin that was tempting to snipe, I thought by way of squinting it then this matter would be finished and let hell punish me.
"forgive me mama son" I said before ending my life.
GLEK GLEK GLEK!
The poison has entered my body, my head is dizzy my sight is already a firefly, and in an instant
brukkkk!!!
My body was lying limp on the floor and I knew nothing.
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POV author
On the other hand
Farhan awoke from his sleep and he immediately saw his mother lying with foam in her mouth.
Farhan slammed into his mother crying.
"mamaaaaaa hiksss ma wake ma, do not stayin Farhan, Farhan need mama.
Seeing his mother never wake up, Farhan went out to find his grandmother and grandfather who went nowhere.
"Oma.opa... hiks... opa.." cried Farhan.
his grandparents came to Farhan in a panic, "what's dear"
"mama ... mama passed out hyks..mama fainted" said Farhan.
His grandfather immediately ran away to see Raina's condition, while his grandmother immediately hugged Farhan to win her over.
Shortly after, his grandfather took him to the hospital.
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Raina POVs
I slowly opened my eyes and heard the sound of my hero's cry, Farhan.
I also look around this place, ah where am I? why does it feel like the body is too heavy to move? and this, what is this? why are my hands on the drip and my breath on oxygen?.
Thousands of questions were already in my head, I recalled what had happened to me before.
am I dead, so Farhan cried for me?
well, my parents why are they so lethargic? aghhh!!
I moved my hand which made Farhan look at me with sparkling eyes "mamaaaa" he called out.
Hearing Farhan calling me, the other two pairs of eyes also saw me . Yes, he was both my parents.
"sad you're sober?" ask my dad to worry.
"foolish child! suicide is not the way, you see yourself now, instead of dying and even bothering parents" said my mother.
I was not at all angry with that remark because what my mother said was very true.I immediately shed these tears of my eyes that were already unstoppable because only regret that I felt at this time.
"sorry" lirihku.
"apologize to God son, you know that suicide is hated by God even you are immediately put to hell without asking if you have a reward or not" said my father
"really opa? Ihhh Farhan was afraid, Farhan did not want to kill himself, later Allah hated the same Farhan. ah yes, listen to the word opa, anyhow did you not love Farhan and Ara? why would mom want to leave us?" great-great-grandson Farhan listened to my father.
I feel cornered right now, not to mention my mother who is very disappointed with me.
"the next time you want to kill yourself, do not poison the mosquitoes that are drunk, are you a mosquito? " my mother said with a flat face.
"hussshh mama, you can't do it" my father said to mediate with us
"mama did your child's best" while leaving my room.
While my father remained faithful to accompany me and Farhan.
"pah, thank you for still being faithful to be Raina's first love.I'm sorry your son keeps making trouble. Papa has always been by Raina's side" I said with teary eyes.
My father immediately laid Farhan who was asleep on his lap, and walked over to me.
"what are you talking about? my son, your presence is the hope of papa and mama. You know? for nine months we waited for you, papa no need to explain how your mother struggled until you gave birth because you felt it too, but you should know, you should know, as a father there is a responsibility that must be borne. It is true that a daughter no longer belongs to her father if he is married but blood ties can not stop him" said my father.
"to your mama you don't worry, she's just disappointed in you, but her love is still the same. Believe me soon she will come here." he continued.
"Where's pa?" suddenly said.
My father does not know me, maybe he is also confused to answer what but I miss my son so much, it feels like I want to die.hmm yes, again the thought crossed my mind.
The number of hoses that surround my body makes me helpless, why am I alive?.
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"mamaaaaaaaaaaaa" cried Ara with a sobbing of her cries.
The voice woke me from my sleep, ah I wanted to hug her, but my body was lying weak now and all I could do was cry.
"Ara misses mama, mama why this ma hiks.pardon Ara ninggalin mama, but Ara also can not separate with papa, forgive Ara maa.... Ara was wrong.." while hugging me..
"honey, don't cry. mama is okay. mama also love Ara, too pity. sorry mama yes son" said I.
Ara shook her head while wiping my tears, ah sweet not really huh.
"no mah, mama is not wrong.mama do not need much movement now.mama rest" said my son.
shortly thereafter,
"Rai" called someone who I know very well his voice, the person who has made me do something crazy like this, how dare he come here, yes he is a Bram mas. how thick is his face?!
I just glanced at it and then threw away my face, I'm so disgusted to see it now.
"why are you doing this ? don't you love kids?" ask without sin
"silence" I said
"Rai, we have to talk" he said
"leave this room" he kicked me out and luckily he left my room.