
(celek)
"get out! who told me to go in" I said without seeing who was coming because I was lying on my back to the door.
"ekhemm, are we going home? yes" they said .
'huh wait, like a female voice?' I said in my heart
I immediately turned my body around, and how pleased I was to see those who had come.
"The virus!!! Abel!!!! seriously? aaaahh very happy" I shouted
"if not for humanity, I'm ogah coming here" said Vira
"deh, this is a child who really does. his common sense has been lost.it could have thoughts of suicide" said Abel
"gue apologise" I said.
"loe, don't even think about committing suicide again, dong, we're here" while hugging me
"lagian yes Rai, if your husband does not want to be the same you are waiting for you behind the door" said Abel.
"husssh haphazardly loe, indeed who wants to be the same I already have two children, and the song I never grate myself hahahaha" I chanted.
"loe can't believe it? let's count down...
three....
two....
one...
toktok (door knocking sound)
eh, how is that fitting? ahhahaha" said Abel again to make me more confused.
ceklekkk
"Dion?" yell at
"hai Rai, how are you?" he said with a smile.
"well, you know where I'm from? tanyaku.
"eciye there is a groggy ex coming hahaha" chirped Vira.
"diem nak" I said
"i'm with them" replied Dion, who turned out to be with Vira and Abel but she later got in because of the car park .
"eum about my speech was not taken heart Rai, just rilex but if taken seriously also gapapa *eh" said Abel
"gue agreed" said Vira, who I only responded with a headband.
"ah yes, this is Rai we bring fruit, you eat yes" said Dion to relay our debate.
"eh yes just put it on the table, thanks a lot of guys" I said.
It turns out that making friends with an ex is not easy, I do not love him but when meeting him seemed to remind me of the past and it makes me awkward.
Dion approached me with the fruit "you must eat one, let's go which one shall I get?"
"awww so sweet" ledek Vira
"Rai on ions? we ain't? ekhemm here there are people loh btw" seduced Abel
"you guys are mck" I'm annoyed
"oh you guys want to? patience yes, I will bribe using this knife well" while pointing at the knife in his hand.
"vir feelings Dion same we call me elo, same Raina kok still me you huh? you got some bad-smelling nyium?" abel Syndicir
"is that right but what kind of celeb?" ask the confused Vira
"it's not cool, the celebek is old love hasn't been around hahahaha"
"it's just that alay is abbreviated as "
While Dion and I could only keep quiet and enjoy their babbling, I knew very well the nature of those who in love with fire were directly drawn.
A few minutes later, Dion picked up an orange and immediately fed me. At first I refused but it seemed like it would be useless considering that there were three of them and I just sat there unable to fight them.
****
That night, my father came into my room with Bram as well. Now complete already in this room because everything has been gathered but strangely this is like a grave because there is no sound at all.
"papa wants to talk" said my father suddenly and all eyes were on my father
cekelekkk (door of the room is open, there are my two brothers entered the room)
"that's a coincidence, I'd like you to take me to Ara and Farhan's cafeteria" my mother asked them
"well, just came ma. ah yes, come on, let's go our kids to the cafeteria" said my brother.
"horeeee" said my children.
Instantly the atmosphere became silent even only the sound of breathing was left.
"ekhem" deheman my father broke the silence
"Raina.." call my dad.
I looked at "iya pah"
"Bram" call my dad again
and mas Bram also turned to "me pa"
"do you know what your mistake was?" ask my father seriously and we can only be quiet.
a few seconds later I answered "not Rai who's wrong"
"oh really?, and that means Bram knows what's wrong with you?" my father said again
"sorry pa, Bram knows.but to kill yourself isn't it a mistake?" ask Bram again.
I who was shunned was immediately angry, yes how not? so easily he blames me.
"Gini rich rai is also because of mas! because the husband who does not know his rights and obligations . justify all means to get money, do you think it is good? uh huh? and ju---" my words were cut off when I was eager to get my uneg-uneg out at the moment.
"Rai, otherwise we can't eat Rai" he said.
"cihhhh, how can we be content if all your halal money is given to your women!" I said with teary eyes .
"already, quiet!" pinta my father
"why are you making such a noise?" Like children." said my mother
"okay, what do you want in the future?" ask dad.
"Rai wants to split up!" I answered quickly maybe a second after my father asked.
"raiiii!?" my father and mother said in unison because of her shock.
"iya ma, pa. hikss maafin Rai ..hiks.. but Rai can't take it anymore.hikssss "
My mom hugged me right away, maybe she knew what her daughter was feeling.
"but dad, Bram doesn't want to split, Bram wants to be with his son and wife Bram" he said.
"want you to torture my son? I know what you're doing behind my son, but as parents we don't want our son to be tormented for that we don't tell him, let go of my son let him be happy, and you'll be free wherever you want" my mother said.
degg!!!
My heart was like a bolt of lightning, I knew I wanted this but I didn't expect my mother to support me. Though I knew getting divorced wasn't a commendable trait, both of my parents really didn't like that .
"all right, Raina Amelia, from now on I drop my one talaq on you" he said loudly while going somewhere.
"hiksss...hiksss..hiksss." My cries became more and more.
Right now, I am a widow with two children. raising them alone was never imagined of me before but isn't this what I want?
****
Day by day, my situation was getting better. And finally I can go home of course with my new status.
I went back to my parents' house, and now I was in my room before I got married.
For Ara and Farhan did not know that first for a while because I knew and was sure if they knew they would be very hurt because of these parents.