YOU'RE DUAL
Chapter 41

After the holidays we finally returned home, now all have entered the usual routine.

This morning I made a burger for our breakfast, I also made milk for my two children, a cup of coffee for Bram and warm tea for me.

They really enjoyed the food, especially my two children who really liked the burger.

"hmmm good, isn't there any more?" ask Farhan

I smiled "there's a kitchen"

"take it to school, huh?" asked Farhan with a big smile

"eh don't be happy just yet, you also want to bring "sahut Ara

"no brother! that's for Farhan"

"no Farhan, it's got a sister"

"who is the same as Napa"

"that's the same thing I was"

Hearing the quarrel, Bram immediately clapped his hands, immediately my two children immediately shut up and lowered their heads.

"ready ready for the debate?" asked Bram while looking at them one by one but no one answered him.

"Farhan, Ara, look at mama" I asked and then the two of them saw me.

"the brothers can't argue with each other, you have to love each other.Mama's children are only two and that's just you. if you don't give in to each other like this, what's your fate if mama and papa aren't around? Hem?" ask me gently to wake them up.

"mama don't say that, sorry Ara" while hugging me

I let go of his embrace "are you going to make peace now or not?"

The two nodded then hugged each other and also forgave each other.

"mama still has four burgers, later mama gave burgers each two seeds, how? got enough? if you don't let me do it again, Hem?"

"just enough ma, asiiikkkk" said Farhan

"thank you mama"

"believed together.

I was reminded again of the quarrel of my two children, a simple but frequent debate.

It hit my mind when me and Bram fought, I felt guilty for my two children. 'are they like this because they saw us fighting?' that question always looms over me.

I want to ask them what makes them happy? yes, that's the question I wanted to ask but my tongue suddenly stiffened.

"honey" said Bram

I looked "uh hi, have you gone home? how come you don't say hello first?"

"already but you're cuekin so mas samperin uh apparently daydreaming again"

"oh hehehe sorry" while grinning

"you why?" ask Bram

"Rai's just the kids' minds "

Mas Bram furrowed his brows "did they make a mistake?"

"no mas, Rai was only thinking about their quarrel. Rai felt guilty because they rarely fought before but now? they're like Tom and Jerry"

"why do you feel guilty?"

Now it is my turn to wrinkle my eyebrows.What does that mean? why doesn't he feel guilty? base is insensitive.

"hey, why shut up?" ask again when I see I am silent

"do you know that children often see us fighting?"

Mas Bram who heard it immediately looked at me with surprise, ah time yes he does not know?.

"seriously yank?" ask her with the same face.

I nodded "Rai is afraid that what they see will be practiced out there, Rai does not want the children to be naughty mas"

Mas Bram immediately hugged me "excuse me, all this because of mas . sorryin mas"

I can only be quiet, I want to say no if it's not his fault but it's the fact that he's the one who's guilty. I want to say I have forgiven but not hypocritical if deep down in my most basic heart it still feels pain even still remember everything that happened in the past.

The atmosphere became silent, until I finally let go of her embrace.

"why? Hem?" ask her wonder

"during the time of being a wife, did Rai ever neglect Rai's duties?"

Mas Bram immediately shook his head "no, even you always give more than enough"

"oh so, how did Rai ever make a mistake ?"

"no, even if it is still a natural thing because no human being is perfect"

(tumben lu sage Bram, arggghh gedek author)

"then wrong Rai where is mas?"

deggs!

"sa-wrong? wrong what?" tanyanya.

I nodded "yes wrong Rai where until finally the husband who Rai believes it is easy to convert his love to women out there?"

Mas Bram was down

"maj replied, let Rai know what Rai's wrong, and Rai will change it"

"honey, you're not wrong. mas too follow lust. mas just want to play with them, mas no intention to be serious with them" while throwing his breath rough.

I immediately changed my position, what did he say just now? playfully? is this kindergarten?

"dare to play with marriage"

"sorry baby, but those who tease mas"

"and tempted? remember, guests can never enter if the host does not open it. The grass of the neighbors is greener, but take care of the grass yourself if it really wants to be better." I said then I left the Bram mas still silent.

"Rai, listen to the mas first" she cried who tried to stop my steps.

I looked "sorry, forget about that. Rai wants to make coffee mas first all want to cook, soon the children go home to school"

Sure enough, before long both of my children came home from school.

chequeleked

"assalamu'alaikum" they said on the doorstep

Bram and I turned to "waalaikumsalam"

I was surprised to see their situation, I immediately approached her "jeez baby, you guys why are the clothes wet like this?"

"sorry we ma" said Ara

I saw Ara who was bowed in lethargy

"all because of brother" said Ara

"no ma, this is all because of Farhan" Farhan said.

Mas Bram approached us and told them to take a shower first.

A few minutes later both of our children came out of the room and joined us at the dinner table, after eating they wanted to enter the room but I held them back.

"now tell mom what happened" I said.

"this is actually Farhan ma's fault.."

"no deck, wrong brother" Ara argued

"ayo Farhan continued, and Ara kept quiet first, mama hasn't allowed you to talk, understand?"

"yes ma"

"so the story was that Farhan was mocked by Farhan's friends, and his brother was hugging Farhan when Farhan wanted to be doused by Farhan's friends"

I furrowed my brows "how did Farhan get mocked, son?"

"their words papa Farhan cheated, aren't they true yakan ma? Farhan was upset with them, so Farhan flush with paret water to let them know their taste" said Farhan

The deg!

I immediately looked at Mas Bram with a sharp gaze, while the one being stared at looked like he wanted to curse himself.

"continue?"

"yes they keep replying ma, but the moment they want to reply it suddenly brother came and swooped Farhan, last so wet both of you"

I cried immediately and the crying made my two children feel more guilty when they were just victims.My body suddenly limp and finally I was carried mas Bram to our room.