YOU'RE DUAL
Chapter 20
cekelekkk (assume the sound of an open door)
Hearing that, I immediately pretended to be asleep .
"Raina, I want to talk" he said approaching me
"Rai.." call him again
"honey" he said, and I haven't even acknowledged it.
"mas knows you haven't slept, someone wants to talk about it" he continued.
"hmmm" I said with my eyes still closed
"sit down" she asked.
"sorry Raina is tired, anytime. oh yes it's in the middle there is a weed as a barrier, don't get through it, understand?" answer me
"loh can't do that dear dong" protested
"no debate, bye" I was brief. Before long I had actually gone to dreamland.
***
"Rai, get up" called my husband while kissing my forehead.
I felt a touch on my forehead when I opened my eyes.What is this? why is Bram so sweet at dawn? , my mind wonders.
"yes, I'm awake" I said .
"take ablution, we're the dawn of jama'ah" my husband asked.
I was surprised by his treatment this morning. I would love to reject her invitation, but I am also a wife who must obey her especially in kindness.
After I took ablution, I was surprised by my mother-in-law's presence there while the children were still sleeping.
skippers
The only thing I had to do after I finished praying was kiss my husband's hand, and he kissed me on my forehead. This morning, we did that. I want to feel like I shed my tears. For a long time we have not been this sweet, I am indeed restless with my selfishness as well as he who with his mistakes.
And again, I'm still curious as to who he's connected to through that cell phone, sinful indeed accusing him but I'm also a woman.
The woman who wants to be loved wholeheartedly with her husband, am I wrong? am I wrong to expect my husband's love for me?
***
Tonight we reached our house, as usual I turned to the children's room while my husband was in our room.
"Farhan dear, tonight you can sleep with Ara? can ya?" I said while stroking my son's head.
"mama's both fighting, huh? how did his sleep separate Mulu?" sahut Farhan's.
dorrrr
How did the lightning strike hear him, that little boy already understood our problem? oh, my God, I'm sorry, mama son.
I tried to smile in front of my two children "who said? mama is no longer fighting, but eummmm here deh mama whisikin" I said while thinking what reason I should say.
"what a hell" they asked curiously as they approached me.
"but don't tell anyone, how?" I said and they nodded.
"actually mom and dad are playing alone" I said.
"really? it means that the loser will be punished huh mah?" ask Ara
"really dear, and you two are the judges" I said.
"asiikkk, we give punishment what deck for mama and papa, eummm" said Ara
"we tell you to buy ice cream aja kak same remote car" said Farhan
"doll Barbie dong time remote car" said Ara
"it's just fine, I'm a man. Brother only bought a remote car" said Farhan
"okay, if that's so you buy a doll but you also buy a remote car, wlekkk" ledek Ara
"sister mah cheat, huuuu" said Farhan.
"already, whatever you asked for must be bought, now Farhan moved to papa ya kasian tuh own room" I said to caress them.
***
Bram POVs
tap tap tap
ah who is it? I hope Raina, my wife who I miss so much.
chequeleked
jlebbbb
Here it turns out if we expect too much, said people do not imagine high later fall directly underground. sick? yes, but it doesn't bleed.
Turns out the one who came in was our little whiz, Farhan.
"son, where's your mama?" much
"same mama Ara pah, why? papa why did I lose? hayolooo" said Farhan who made me confused.
"lose out? is it racing?" just plain
"ah papa mah, just calm down, Farhan will not tell anyone" he replied.
Makes me more confused. lose? top-secret? huh huh? what's this!!!
"did mama tell you what Farhan is?" ask again.
"mama said, Daddy and Mama were playing alone" he said to make me more confused.
"mama said that, son?" much
Farhan nodded "oh yes pah, which was the jury Farhan same brother Ara loh, well the loser later we give the punishment, prepare our money to finish hahahahah"
turns out this is the reason he made for our son, thank God he did not demonize me.
"well, who's afraid" I said
"papa why not lose anyway" annoyed Farhan makes me amused to hear it.
Wanted to laugh fearfully he was angry, but this was funny.
"do you guys really want to? hum?" godaku's..
then, one second. two seconds......
"hahahhahaha" Farhan laughed off as I tickled his body.
"forgiveness of reward hahahhahhah mercy" he said and I stopped my actions.
"it's a name that hurts the jury's reward, and papa will get Farhan sanctioned, but tomorrow Farhan is already sleepy" he said, and I hugged him until he fell asleep.
I looked at my hero's face, there was guilt in my heart. Make him a victim of what I did, my God what I am.
Honestly, I love my wife and kids so much, but somehow I can't stop hurting them.
What is my wife's lack? I often ask in my heart, every time I want to change all of a sudden it can't.
***
Raina POVs
The more financial days at home are getting thin. Good thing my kids love eggs and instant noodles. Yeah, that's all I can give you right now. One egg sometimes they share both.Geez I sinned on you boys.
"What's cooking mom ?" ask Ara in the kitchen.
"egg omelet son, it's okay right?" my answer is not good
"what a mah, Ara is hungry" said Ara
"well, princess, call your sister "my door
after they were at the dinner table I started to split the side dishes in half, they looked at each other maybe surprised to see me.
"the trajectory for two yes, let it be so sweet" I said ngasal
"yes" answered Farhan
"to which mama?" ask Ara
"emhh mama is still full dear" I replied as I watched them eat
forgive the mama who lied, son, mama wants you to enjoy your rough eating, my inner self.
skippers
After they had lunch, the two went to study at the madrasah.
Now it's my turn to eat. I only eat white rice with salt to save money.
***
The next morning I was confused to provide what on the table, mas Bram deliberately did not go out of the room because he was confused to answer a question that would be thrown by our two children.
"honey, my mom is late waking up. What's the breakfast with soy sauce?" my many.
I know they must be disappointed but what's the power?
"can mah ." answer them a few minutes later.