YOU'RE DUAL
Chapter 33
"emmhhh I---" he said hanging
" yes, elo?" we said again
"what if I play guitar and Rai continues to sing?" dion's
" well, when I sing" I refused
"eh but may also Rai, later we sing deh , yes Rai?" sahut Vira's
"hmm okay"
Then we went back to Abel's room, where we saw Abel still stirring his food while watching tv with blank eyes.
This heart felt like it was torn to shreds, so sad to see it that way.
"Haloo bebbbb" we said in unison
"astaga, surprise me" Abel said as he held onto his chest.
"wait, why bring a guitar?" ask Abel
"want to mbak" I said and Abel laughed, happy to see it(?).
Then we sat down in front of Abel, but suddenly Dion raised his hand like a student who wanted to ask his teacher.
"what's the student?" chirps Vira, and we laugh
"gue used to sing, Raina's new enthron, can ya guys?"
"yeah, and I'm troubled so, that's better" I said with a smile, while Abel put her face together.
"okay, listen to my handsome brother." said Dion.
jrenggg. (again ngetes guitar).
Judika - what if I'm not okay
*may I turn the time around
I don't want to know you
why was there a meeting
which makes me love you
what if I'm not okay
keep remembering you
thinking of you
all about you*
(she sang while looking at me, suddenly my heart was racing and my mind was drifting towards the school where I was still with her)
*what if I'm not okay
not like you
who can without me
how
maybe you're with someone else now
even though your heart is for me
there is a chance for my love
happy even though we are different
uuu oooooo uuuu
huuu oooooooo
maybe you're not for me
but you're always in my heart
huoooooooo*
"STOP!!!!" Shouted
As soon as Dion stopped the song and I was misbehaved, why did I scream? aghhhhh!
"emh me, uh me, emh it, anu, yes I do not like the song" I said as I scratched my neck that does not itch
"gatel what baper" chirps Abel
"dih, ogah. yaudah change the song again Dion, I do not like the song Judika" said I
"so you want a song what markonah?" sahut Vira's
"what the hell don't do that song" I said.
*****
The next day I asked Bram to pick me up, instead he turned it down with his reason for a meeting at the office. My only question is "Is there a meeting on Saturday?"
Again I was suspicious of Bram, with difficulty I controlled my emotions so that my friends did not know him.
"ngagetin Mulu Lo" I said
"sorry, I just saw you rich pissed off, what's up Rai?
"biasain dong bambang don't call me you anymore" I protested
"astaga yes, I forgot because I'm not used to hahaha sorry" while patting his eel.
"eh ion, I'm nebeng ya" I said
"with the pleasure of the princess, where is your husband?" tannya
"emh no business" I briefly went to Abel's room to say goodbye.
In the room, I saw Abel in Vira's arms, as fragile as his heart is right now. I know exactly how he feels but what can I do?.
I picked up a pen and a book in my bag and walked over to my two best friends.
"guys, hi" I said
"eh Rai" they said, letting go of his embrace.
"bel, I want to love you this. what you rasain do not Lo pendam, but write here. because by writing it will reduce a little burden on loe, believe me" said I
"thank you Rai" he said as he hugged me.
"remember, you have to be strong. I'm just spoiled can be strong when you lose anyway?" say
"yes I understand."
"we promise to live our lives? don't you ever think about killing yourself again, understand?" vira said
"we say yes bell, tomorrow we come again. Actually we want to nemenin Lo but the children no one take care, kasian bell" said I
"yes, thank you for me." We nodded.
*****
On the road suddenly I want to eat fried foods.I saw ahead turns red light, and I looked to the left, and there are selling fried foods.
"Dion" call me
"Hm"
"gue wants it" while pointing at the fried cart.
"but this is on Rai road, beware later I'll edge in first the car, do not recklessly go out yes, look out Lo" said Dion.
Shortly afterwards, Dion parked his car and bought a fry.
When buying fried foods, I saw Bram mas being alone with a woman.My heart was getting fiery.
I took Dion's drink, which he happened to buy Thai tea, and then.....
byuurrrrr
I poured it towards the two of them, of course, Bram who initially wanted to get angry, uh even silent fixated on his shameful trumpet.
"wet upssss" I said and Bram's mas was silent
"****! who the hell" said the woman.
"emh I accidentally sorry" I said as I left them.
Dion who had just arrived was certainly shocked to see that
"b*Ingan Lo" said Dion and followed me.
"cry" Dion said in the car
"gue wonder why men do not really cheat hikss" said I
"sorry, I'm a man" said Dion
"yes except for loe lah haha" with a small laugh.
"i don't know Rai what's in the brain of Lo's husband but honestly he's a fool to waste diamonds in search of pebbles" said Dion.
At home, I could only cry. Maybe I can give encouragement to others, but to encourage myself I cannot.
My mind is in a frenzy, really upset. I bit my hand until I fainted.
No one knew I had fainted, I was alone at home until Bram finally came home and saw me lying on the floor.
Mas Bram took me to the hospital, and I was treated for a few days.
A thousand sorry he did, until he rested on my legs. Huh, even though my heart has just healed, why should it hurt again?
maybe it was my destiny and I forgave her again because she swore that she was just a friend. Lie not her, only God knows.
"father disappointed with you Bram" said my father.
My heart ached again to see my first love, my father, disappointed with my next love of choice .
Mas Bram kowtowed under my father's feet "sorry Bram pa, but this is all just a misunderstanding"
"before marriage, Raina was a spoiled child. Let alone to hurt himself intentionally, to get hurt accidentally he never. while with you? even he forgot how to be happy, Bram Wijaya.