YOU'RE DUAL
Chapter 38
Then Abel immediately glanced at Dion, I don't know what the point of their gazes because I who was sitting behind myself was unable to see clearly.
"Rai, please." said Abel pleading.
I felt sorry for her because it was also true what she said, her son was signed with his nanny while I had a father and a mother to look after them.
"hmm okay" I said slowly.
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After driving Abel now it was just me and Dion in his car, the awkwardness is felt now.
"Rai" called Dion with eyes still focused forward
"what's the ion?" sahutku
"i want a story" he said.
"okay, I heard" while frowning my forehead.
"i'm sorry about Rai, because until now I haven't been able to call me Loe, but I promise that I will try"
"just relax, no problem for me"
"about my heart Rai, honestly I haven't been able to escape you, but the richness is me------" he said cut off
"Lo why?
"i like Abel too"
" yes good Doong, continues?"
"but I can't spare you"
I smiled "Dion, listen yes, I never deny loe or whoever it is put my heart to me, but there must be a limit and know the reality. I've told you that you can't eat then you have to reduce the amount.about Abel, he's a good boy Dion and you already know it. I don't want to see my best friend hurt especially if for example the culprit is loe who is also my own best friend.loe understand what I mean?"
Dion nodded "i understand and I have also explained everything to Abel, fortunately Abel knows me. "
"tjakeppp" I said suddenly.
"why?" ask Dion for wonder.
"yes saucy, because you have called yourself loe it's me hahahha" I said.
"yeah I don't realize, ah thank God, but you really want me to change my call?" ask Dion seriously
"better that, right? Abel must be a lot happier" I replied
"okay until. loe be careful" I said.
"okay I go home first, bye "
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Since moving we have only spent time in the room every night.even children always bring snacks into the room.
"start tomorrow you move to the next room yes, in the nursery" teased Mas Bram
"don't you want, there's no AC, isn't there a deck?"
"right brother, hot"
"yes, you guys slept with mom and dad?"
"if papa wants to go to bed next door"
"keep mama?"
"our mother is here"
"well kok be gini" said his father who made us so laugh, hmm good just tell us to move to the next room.
"sholat yuk first" I said and we immediately went to take ablution alternately.
Even for prayer we decided in the room only, because this room is still enough for prayer.
Farhan began Iqamah, after which Bram immediately became a prayer priest.
Be happy? sure, even though life is simple but if we are always together happy will definitely come by itself.
"assalamu'alaikum warahmatulli wabarokatuh"
"assalamu'alaikum warahmatulli wabarokatuh"
Then we prayed to each other, but it was clear from my son Farhan.
'O Allah, my Lord, I am so happy that finally my mother and father can be together again and there are no tears on the cheeks of my servant mother. I beg you to let us be happy and always be together until anytime, I beg you Allah. I love you and your father. ease the sustenance of both parents of the servants of Allah'.
the test!
"mama cry?" ara asked, I immediately wiped my tears.
I shook my head "don't love"
"then why mom?" ask her again while hugging me
"mama ga papa dear, oh yes Farhan why do'a rich that son? Hem?"
"Farhan was just happy to see that my mom was not crying anymore, but now why is she crying? is it because of Farhan's prayer of firmness?"
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Morning changes day
the sun is shining again.
o self
are you going to live this life?
- ukraine Amelia
Since the reference back, I felt my Bram mas also returned, but I don't know if it's out there whether he has changed or just being deceived.
I enjoy every day, it is only happiness that I face now. Could this be the result of my patience all along? or is God preparing me for another problem?
A thousand questions always ring in my heart, fear is always in my mind, I do not know if I was betrayed again whether this heart is still as strong as before or even fragile.
"you why?" tanya Bram surprised me
"astaga mas, shocked Rai"
"why dreamy dear?" ask again.
"emh ga nothing" while shaking his head.
"uh yes mas, sing dong" I said again while showing the guitar beside the wall .
mas Bram nodded .
*Great thing - Govinda
in this life
I have been in a lot of love
I never met love
as strong as I want him
great thing I feel
now loved by someone
which I also love
that's perfect
won't fuck him
there is not necessarily anyone like him
one world knows I'm happy
lots of ho's witness eyes
not gonna fuck him
not necessarily tomorrow there will be
the opportunity did not come a second time
appreciate and take care of his heart
in my silence
I always pray for him
marriage is not about perfect
but who can survive
and fought..
won't fuck him
there is not necessarily anyone like him
one world knows I'm happy
lots of ho's witness eyes
his heart will not break him
won't fuck him
won't fuck him.....
Bram walked over to me then
cuppp
a warm kiss landed on my forehead really I felt overwhelmed .
"thank you darling for always being faithful" said mas Bram
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