You Saw Me?!
Hope

Eps. 17

Lisya smiled weakly looking at Elvina who was now eating at the dining table. His beloved mother began to smile again. On her face still looks sadness but Lisya has seen sincerity in the eyes of her beloved Mother.

The brown-haired mother had already begun to accept Lisya's departure. He smiled and tried to live his life again.

These few days, Lisya was at her house watching her family wishing that the three people she loved, accept Lisya's state.

"I smiled seeing Mother who was trying to be happy every day, Papa and Brother also began to recapitulate my departure. I'm sure Rey would.

After I was sure my family was okay, I went to see Rey. But what I saw was not what I imagined." Lisya lowered her head in sadness as she recalled and told about the events back then.

"Reyhan looked increasingly chaotic, his face was extremely thin. He still ate as necessary and did not leave the room. Rey's attitude made her parents very sad, they had lost their way to calm her down."

Again, Lisya sighed heavily. "I don't understand why she dragged on in her grief, until one night.." Lisya recalled the incident the night Reyhan was acting strangely.

Reyhan curled up on the bed, enveloping his trembling body not from the cold.

“All because of me! All wrong! Lisya... forgive me,” Reyhan murmured softly at the end of the sentence.

Lisya shook her head quickly, this is not true. He moved closer to Reyhan and looked at him softly. “Rey... It's not your fault, it's the rider's fault!” lisya Gerram.

Even though Lisya realized Reyhan would not hear her voice, still Lisya could not stand still seeing her lover look so tormented.

"Until then, I still didn't understand what reason Reyhan blamed himself for my death. The one who should be sorry is that damn rider! Not Reyhan!" angry Lisya. Recalling the rider made Lisya's anger reappear.

"I don't want to see my Reyhan like that." Lisya looked up, staring at the ceiling of the UKS. "In the end I decided to go to the rider at his residence.

I was angry when I saw him living so happily with his family. He lived as if he had never done anything wrong. He was clearly not sorry!"

Clara was silent with frowning brows, looking at Lisya who was not looking at her from earlier, it could be seen that Lisya's jaw was stiffening with a slightly faster breath. 

Hearing Lisya's story directly really made Clara's heart ache. Apparently, the story was more sad than what he had heard from his friends all along.

Totally ironic.

Lisya snorted in annoyance, "I'm angry. So I decided to teach him a little lesson. I've been haunting that guy for a few days.

Every day. When the time was right, I moved things right in front of him. Every now and then make some things float, and some things that make him shocked in fear."

"Until I finally show you my spooky body full of blood." Lisya smiled angrily, "Finally, she apologized to my parents and Rey's family. They also gave my family some money. No matter how much money they give me, it won't bring me back to life."

Lisya bent her legs and propped her chin there.

"I thought Rey was going to realize that it wasn't her who killed me, but because of that person's carelessness I was the victim."

"But all is not to my liking. Rey was still often silent and did not respond much, her eyes still the same as before. Reyhan has really changed."

"But thankfully, Rey decided to go back to school, she had started eating and doing her usual activities. But. Rey is no longer like Reyhan who used to be. The smile on his lips was rarely seen. He became more indifferent and very cold towards women."

Lisya sighed softly, considering the events of that time really made her heart ache. It feels like just yesterday Lisya experienced it.

“I will not be calm if I have to leave Reyhan like that, Clara. until when will he punish himself for things he did not do,” clearly Lisya still looked down at the floor.

“I don't know what reason Reyhan blames himself. Therefore, when I saw you talking so kindly to me, I was very much in-”

Lisya gawked, her sentence halted when she saw Clara shed tears silently.

“Hey, what's wrong with you?” lisya asked mockingly.

"I'm trying hard here, don't cry!" tell Lisya but a puddle of water is already at the top of Lisya's eyes.

“Don't get me wrong, I don't cry for you," argued Clara still faithfully wipe away the tears that occasionally appear. Lisya smiled, but her tears came out even more. Lisya wiped it off quickly but those tears were as if it kept coming out even though it wasn't much.

Damnit damnit! Why don't my tears stop! clara who was also carried away by the feeling continued to wipe away her tears.

There was a feeling of guilt lingering in Clara's heart, when she heard the original story of the sad story, but she couldn't help much.

Clara cursed her actions for inviting Lisya to tell her the tragic story.

Lisya sighed softly and smiled with both eyes flushed red.

“Thank you for listening to my story. There is a feeling of relief when there are others who know what I feel right now.”

“You know, your death story is actually quite famous,” Clara said again wiping the remaining tears in the corner of her eyes.

“On the day you died, it felt like almost the entire school was talking about your death. About Lisya who died in an accident, about Reyhan who was suddenly quiet. Because it sounds so sad, I don't want to hear it deeper.” Clara stopped her story. He paused for a moment and sighed softly to normalize his feelings a little.

“I didn't know that it was you,” Clara said, looking at Lisya with a meaningful gaze.

Lisya snorted, chuckling softly. “I also wonder why you didn't recognize my famous face,” Lisya taunted.

“As long as you know, I don't like dealing with people like you. And you realize our school is huge, right? I can't possibly memorize all the names of the students there.

And when I saw you back in the hallway, when we collided-”

“Collision with Reyhan, not with me,” cut Lisya.

“Iya! Aye! When it collides with Reyhan. All I know is you're students of this school."

Lisya smiled with her arms propping up her face. "How can you not realize that I am a ghost," Lisya rebuked.

"Because you're like a human being."

"Oh, do you want me to show you a spooky body"

"No! Thank you!" cut Clara fast.

Lisya laughed a little. "Why are you so afraid of ghosts? What-you-"

"Well, no problem. I'm just not used to it," cut Clara for your second.

Lisya looked over and smiled. “H.. At least I'm happy, some are really sad when they find out my story. Thank you,” said Lisya smiling weakly.

Clara could only fall silent, saying nothing until Lisya finally made a sound.

“I tried to survive in the world, just wanted to try to make Rey smile again like she used to. Although the possibilities are very small, I want to try a little more, and keep looking for a way to convey my last message to her,” Lisya said looking straight ahead, looking away.

Lisya was silent for quite a while, she still lowered her head with a blank look.

Clara turned her gaze as Lisya looked back at her. He was unconscious from earlier just staring at Lisya closely.

“Lisya...,” call Clara made Lisya turn her head, staring normally.

“I'll try to help you get your message across to Reyhan.”

Lisya was silent, she now straightened her body half not believing what she heard, staring at Clara in disbelief.