You Saw Me?!
Deteriorated in regrets

Eps. 30

This ice man stared at Clara sharply with his non-playful aura of intimidation. “Quickly say what you want, don't waste my time!” reyhan said in a very cold tone.

Swallowing her saliva with difficulty, Clara inhaled a deep breath of air then swallowed her slowly, trying to calm her over-pounding heart. While Lisya just stared softly at the person she loved.

It's really not good for my heart.

“Listen. I will say it briefly and densely, on condition.” Clara glanced at Lisya who was still reluctant to speak. “You should listen to all my sayings until you're done. Don't cut my words. When I'm done talking, you can either respond or leave regardless of me. And again, you must not leave suddenly as long as I speak.”

“Agree.”

“Good me-”

“Your time is five minutes from now,” cold Reyhan after looking at his watch to determine the time.

“Alright.. I'm here only as a liaison. Whatever I say after this does not come from me, everything I say after this is the words of Lisya,” Clara said a little hesitantly at the end of the sentence.

Clara could see, Reyhan who hardened his jaw with a reddened face, he was really angry.

Damnit damnit!! I'm really scared!

“Rey... I'm Lisya..” said Lisya began her conversation after Clara gave a cue.

“Rey... I'm Lisya..,” said Clara imitated Lisya's sentence at once with her intonation.

Just a single sentence of introduction, Reyhan's mood was much more sinister than before. Scared, Clara lowered her head, not wanting to see Reyhan's eyes looking at her as if she wanted to kill.

“Rey... don't be mad at Clara, she's just trying to help me,” Lisya and Clara told Reyhan.

Mimicking Lisya's intonation and speech style was very difficult for Clara with a trembling heart condition.

At first glance Clara could see Reyhan's tightly clenched hands forming a sturdy fist. Maybe if Clara was a man, Reyhan would have beaten her all out.

“I'm glad to see you're healthy, but I don't like to see you change that much. Rey... I want you to smile like you used to, I want to see you live a happy and free life without any burden.. Don't blame yourself for my death, it's not all your fault.”.

“I love you Rey, I want you to live happily without the shadows of the past. Don't worry about unnecessary things, because I'll be happy when you're happy.”

“Rey-”

“Enough.”

Lisya flinched and looked at Reyhan with a gaze full of questions. Inevitably, Clara ventured to stare at Reyhan.

“I haven't finished bi-”

“I said enough!” reyhan's anger made Clara slack, and subconsciously slightly rewinded her body.

Clara understood enough that Reyhan was holding back his anger. He's never seen Reyhan this angry. Reyhan's face seemed to show anger, sadness, regret and other emotions that look very complicated.

The loneliness of the situation behind the building with a cool breeze that hit them, made the situation even more uncomfortable.

Clara glanced at Lisya who looked very sad looking at Reyhan.

“I thought you'd apologize to me for bothering me and saying strange things to me, but it turns out you're making things up and pretentious about Lisya, Reyhan's cold”, looking at Clara was full of emotion.

“Listen to ak-”

“KAU!! listen to me!” cut Reyhan threateningly, pointing at Clara with her index finger. 

“You know what about me and Lisya?! And didn't I tell you, the ghost doesn't exist and Lisya is dead!” reyhan said full of anger but still controlled.

Lisya who heard it was already unable to stem her tears anymore. The wave-haired ghost cried in silence, covering her face with both hands.

Seeing the crying Lisya, the pain suddenly slipped into Clara's chest. Reyhan has gone too far on the person who worries about him so much.

Instead of understanding, Reyhan instead tightened his sturdy fist, holding back the anger from escaping, staring at Clara full of hatred. “Close your mouth! Know what you know about Lisya? Our conversation is over, if you dare to put your face in front of me again, you will know for yourself the consequences, Reyhan's final” and then turn around to leave Clara.

“Reyhan! Wait!” intercept Clara.

Reyhan stops his steps when Alice and Dita suddenly appear and confront Reyhan. The two of them swiftly restrained Reyhan's hand from leaving.

“Hei! What-what's-you guys! Release me!” angry Reyhan tried to rebel.

Alice and Dita folded the man's hands behind his back with great difficulty, then held Reyhan's shoulders from behind to avoid moving much.

“Lisya, wake! Follow me!” clara's words made Lisya look up and follow Clara with tears still flowing.

Lisya and Clara rushed to Reyhan who was still in revolt with Alice and Dita.

“Reyhan, listen to me!” angry Clara. “You still owe me time, all this time Lisya has always been with you! He follows you wherever you go!” clara's voice is now full of anger and suppression, making Reyhan silenced and stop rebelling.

Feeling sorry for Lisya and Reyhan's situation, Clara now looked at Reyhan with a sad look. “He loves you so much to this day, he always wants happiness for you,” Clara's voice is now softer.

“What do you want, why do you carry the name Lisya,” growled Reyhan, still do not want to believe the words of Clara. “Lisya is dead!” reyhan's snapping made the four women next to him gasp in shock.

“You talk as if Lisya is talking to you!”

"Lisya is here you stubborn! He's standing right in front of you!" angry Clara.

Reyhan's gone too far, Clara can't be patient according to their plans.

“Clara... is enough,” Lyrih Lisya who is now crying.

After pecking for a while, Reyhan laughed blandly. “Don't mess with me, you talk as if you can see ghosts, you're crazy!”

“I can indeed see ghosts, and Lisya is indeed here!” clara Bengak Clara. Reyhan was wide-eyed, unable to reply to Clara's words.

While Alice and Dita just silence can no longer help more than this. The two of them still faithfully held Reyhan so as not to run away.

“Lisya has always been by your side all this time, at school, wherever you go. He even accompanies you when you're home. He just wants to get a message out to you, he-”

“Say... what he wants from me,” cut Reyhan. Alice turned to look at Reyhan's body which looked trembling.

“What does Lisya want from me?! what does he want from me?! Quickly say!” reyhan's anger is uncontrollable. All were astonished at the reaction Reyhan gave. Didn't expect that the cold and calm Reyhan would be so chaotic like this.

“Will he curse me? Follow me my whole life so I suffer too?” reyhan asked with a bitter smile.

Clara's riveted. His tongue is back. He could not answer Reyhan's question like that. Reyhan's gaze was so frustrated and desperate, it was not like hating Lisya's existence, but he hated his own life.

Here Clara understands why Lisya still survives to make the people she loves come back to life happy.

“Hahaha please! Just do!” added Reyhan laughing discordantly still with the same face.

Everyone was listening to Reyhan's statement, except for Lisya who was closing her mouth, not believing what Reyhan had just said. Lisya cried bitterly with her swift look at Reyhan.

All the questions have now been answered, the guilt that Reyhan felt was not that simple. Reyhan could continue to fall into his grief and guilt.

“Why are you quiet?! Is Lisya going to sue me for her death?” royhan Bengkak.

“Rey! Not like that! I never cursed you!” lisya shouted with tears rushing down her cheeks. But in vain, no one could hear Lisya's voice except Clara.

“Indeed I killed Lisya! I made him crash!” enraged Reyhan looked at Clara and tried to approach Clara rudely wanting to break away from Alice and Dita.

“Lisa! Aren't you here?” tanya Reyhan looked ahead trying to find Lisya.

"Reply to me now if you will!"