
Episode 92
No, not Reyhan.
The one looked slightly jolted and walked slowly closer to Clara carefully.
"Hey... Are you okay?" reyhan asked in a low tone, looking at Clara's eyes so fixedly.
Just this time the man looked at Clara so closely, his eyes as if looking straight at Clara's bead eyes, looking for something there.
"Hm, I'm good," replied Clara spontaneously, turning her gaze with a huff.
Staring at Reyhan like that only caused pain and hope that should not have happened.
After which, the girl unconsciously walked away from Reyhan, without even saying goodbye before. His feeling was dull and bland, he was not aware Reyhan was still silent staring at his back that was walking away.
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Clara curled up in fear with a trembling body, hugging her own body. He assured me that he would be okay. Half in despair, the little girl who drowned her head on her bent leg still continued to hope that someone would come and accompany her.
Not long after, Clara looked up as she felt someone crouching before her.
Clara is confused to see a smiling boy staring at her and carrying Clara in his arms. Clara could only be dumbfounded, but that sense of comfort soon spread throughout Clara's body, giving a calm feeling to the recesses of her heart.
Slowly he enjoyed the embrace and returned the reply, hugging the man tightly. She missed this man so much and now from a long time after waiting, Clara was finally able to enjoy her time with him.
This black unraveling girl was laying her head on her bent legs, continuing to stare at the sweet man with a fluffy smile. Listening to her told a story with a smile on such a sweet face.
Several times he called the name, the name he repeated continuously in his head so that he would not forget it again.
Her,****, so sweet. Once attentive to Clara, always expel her fears.
Clara opened her eyes as the sound of the morning alarm woke her up. This girl frowned, so upset. Clara turned around not accepting, hugging her roll tightly as if it was the man in her dream, she regretted having to wake up from her beautiful dream when she still wanted to be with him.
"Why is it always like this!" he murmured in annoyance while closing his eyes very tightly.
Clara opened her eyes as she recalled that in her dream, she had chanted the man's name. But while trying to remember it, the smile on Clara's lips faded as this black unraveling girl again forgot her name.
"Damn! Damnit damnit! Damnit damnit! Aarrg!" clara grumpily restrained on the bolster. It has been two weeks since the man appeared in his dream, but his name has not been recognized by Clara.
Clara got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom. He washed his face a little rough, trying to calm his tight heart. He saw his face on the glass that began to look shabby, tangled, and tired even though actually his sleep time was enough.
After finishing getting ready, Clara went down the stairs in full uniform. He stared at the food menu in front of him was not tasteful, even though the last few days, Harumi always cooked his favorite food.
Clara finished her meal with just a few mouthfuls as she deliberately only took a little side dish and rice, she was already full.
"Why eat a little? Are you sick, hm?" ask Harumi. Her mother docked in front of Clara after she finished washing the dishes.
"No, Ma, I was just a little tired after the exam," he replied uninspiredly. He saw that his father and sister were not there, maybe they had left first.
"Do you have a problem, Clara?" ask Harumi worried.
"No, Ma, I'm fine" she replied with a small smile. Clara didn't want to worry her mother.
"If there's something disturbing, tell Mama. You always do that."
Ah... I'm really not excited to do anything.
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Clara was still looking at Arion who was smiling in the shade, also looking at Clara.
This morning it was so cold. The hallway of this class is also passed by only a few students who have just arrived at school.
Clara did not understand why her heart warmed when she met Arion at this time. Was it the man who had appeared in her dreams all this time? However, why did Clara forget her name and face?
"Why look at me like that? Did you miss me?" tempt the handsome ghost with his light smile.
The smile managed to melt Clara's heart, but. Arion feels not the same as the man in her dream even though her feelings are similar.
Arion approached slowly and Clara did not intend to dodge. This girl was still silently staring at the hazel man, until finally Arion stood exactly one step in front of her. Clara looked up because Arion was indeed taller than her.
Trying to enjoy the peaceful feeling in his heart, he looked at the man intently, reluctant to turn away.
"I miss you too" Arion looked at Clara with a look of love.
Clara's brain is dead. He tries his hardest to wake up, but this time Clara doesn't care.
Does this ghost really love him? Lisya even said that the feeling was only made up by Arion.
Same with how Clara felt about Reyhan. Arion said that it was Lisya's feelings that were still left behind.
As Arion moved slowly to hug Clara, there was no intention to dodge this time. Arion got closer and finally hugged Clara so tightly.
No longer concerned with all the speculation, Clara slightly laid her head on Arion's head and enjoyed the embrace. A hug that felt comfortable and treated his almost crazy heart and mind.
Clara already did not care if it was just a trick or an illusion of feeling created by Arion. Everyone says that his feelings are not right. However, to Reyhan and Arion, it was all nonsense. How exactly is that real feeling?
If Clara could enjoy her dream without waking up, she would not wake up.
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"If you want to know if there's anything going on with Clara, look into her eyes. His outlook will change and look strange" Lisya said.
"Change how? How would I know?" ask Reyhan who doesn't understand.
"You'll know when you see it for yourself, Rey. Because his eyes will change and look strange. No need for a lengthy explanation, you'll know when you see it for yourself."
Perhaps this is what Lisya meant, that there was something strange about Clara lately. Clara looks unfocused and often daydreams. Alice and Dita even say that Clara sleeps too much at rest and does not want to eat with them.
Lately, Clara has also become sensitive and not cheerful as usual.
"Then, what should I do?" Reyhan murmured.
"Try distracting her and if Clara looks too strange, ask for help from her family" said Lisya who keeps reminding Reyhan.