
Eps. 81
"You slept well in Reyhan's arms" Alice looked straight at Clara. Dita nodded enthusiastically.
"Really?"
Clara was surprised. It turned out that Reyhan had brought her back to her room, not because they were walking together to return.
It was true, he had felt lost consciousness shortly after standing up and was about to return. Did Clara faint or just fall asleep? It seems like he had to apologize to Reyhan when he met later because it was already troublesome.
"He said you're exhausted after borrowing. And your eyes are ... Did you cry?" ask Alice. He didn't look curious, but he made sure.
"really. Your eyes are really swollen," said Dita.
Clara sighed slowly. His eyes were still uncomfortable to this day. And the pain came back just like that when Clara remembered the reason she was crying.
"Lisya ... really went this time," shrieked Clara bowed with a sad face.
Alice and Dita looked at it for a moment and then turned back to look at Clara who seemed to lose it.
"Actually .. Lisya has said goodbye to us," said Alice made Clara look up quickly at him.
"really? When's? Why didn't you tell me?"
"Why did you lose her so much? Aren't you just a few months old?" reproof Alice.
Clara fell silent. There's nothing he can say right now.
"Actually we don't have a problem, it's just that we don't want you to be too sad when Lisya leaves" Dita said.
Clara was still unmoved, reluctant to talk. He didn't seem to want to talk about this to his friend.
Losing Lisya was like losing someone so close to Clara. They too often share feelings in that body. And maybe this sense of loss takes a long time to recover.
Clara, who only intends to eliminate the crazy feelings that Arion has caused, is now even more deeply involved with Reyhan and Lisya.
How could it be that in just a short moment alone could make such an unexpected impression with Lisya.
Alice sighed softly and patted Clara on the shoulder leaning on the headboard, waking the girl from her daydream.
"Before Lisya left with Reyhan, she said goodbye to us, saying that today was the last day she borrowed" Alice said.
Lisya hugs and says she will leave after this, won't be with Reyhan anymore, won't be with them anymore.
Reyhan was waiting at the door because of Lisya's request.
Alice was sad while Dita was crying so sadly, hugging Lisya tightly for the last time. The meeting was indeed short but they felt that Lisya was already like a friend to them.
"We understand how you feel. And it's true what Lisya said. She's worried you'll be sad .. a little overrated."
"Why did Lisya say that?"
"You know the answer best, Clara," Alice said.
Clara was still silent thinking about that word. He smiled and began to tell his two friends.
"When Lisya was in my body, I could feel her feelings, her emotions, as if this body was hers. I too ... can feel her love for Reyhan. To the extent that I can feel her pounding for Reyhan."
This time Clara told her to her two friends. Because before this he was still unsure and tried to digest the situation.
"When Lisya left my body last night, it felt really sick. I can't help it. He's the one who's going to part with Reyhan but I can feel the rest of that pain. Just imagine you're leaving the one you love forever."
Alice and Dita seemed to understand. Afterwards, Clara began to tell how Lisya felt everything Clara felt without having to tell it.
After a while of sharing the story, the three of them hugged each other, crying together for the loss of the person who became their new best friend.
"You should be able to let go of Lisya. Because that's what he wanted. He doesn't want to burden you" Alice said after breaking down a hug.
"Right Clara, we lost her too. He used to tell stories and be with us when he borrowed your body, even if it was only a few moments, but he often did" Dita said again, wiping away the rest of her tears.
Clara smiled slightly and nodded. "I knew. Right now the one who feels the most loss is Reyhan."
"As planned. I'll stay away from him."
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All had packed up and gathered in front of the inn waiting for the pickup car. Reyhan walked with a box of sandwiches and cold milk closer towards Clara.
Clara looked up at Reyhan who was already standing before her, smiling awkwardly.
"You haven't eaten yet, have you? Eat this" Reyhan said, putting food and drink in his hand.
"Thank you" said Clara.
There was no longer Lisya around them who always commented about whatever it was, making the atmosphere really awkward.
"I'm sorry. Your eyes are swollen."
"No problem. Your eyes are also a little swollen," Clara replied with a small smile.
"I compressed it with ice last night. Did you sleep well?"
"Yes. I sleep very well. By the way, sorry to bother you last night."
"No. I'm the one who should apologize to you. And thanks for everything."
Clara and Reyhan stood up awkwardly. On the other hand, Reyhan's friends pay close attention to the interaction between the two. Because, the day before this they are so sticky, messy and look very familiar like a couple who just made it.
And look at it now. They spoke so awkwardly, and were no longer as affectionate as before.
"Did they fight?"
"Maybe they broke up."
"But they're still talking fine."
"Maybe they ended it well."
"Iish be quiet. Reyhan's here."
After speaking as necessary, Reyhan returned to his friends and started getting into the car after their car came.
All could only quietly curiously, not daring to ask, except Dita and Alice who already knew the situation. Reyhan and Clara seemed silent with a bad mood. And it continues until they are in the car.
The two of them seemed to be immersed in each other's thoughts and feelings of sadness as they recalled Lisya's departure. But that reinforces the notion that the two cried together after the break up.
A week has passed since the event on the beach. Clara and Reyhan are completely out of touch this time around. At school, Clara did not see the existence of the prince of the polar ice.
School was different this time. Lisya who always comes suddenly and invites talk is now no longer there, it feels really lonely. Clara could only lay her head on the table.
"Why? Lonely?" ask Alice.
"Did you miss him?" ask Dita.
"Hmm .. yes. I've missed him. She's a girl."
In the past few days, Clara could see Juli, Jenny and a line of women who liked Reyhan, smiling mockingly and disparagingly as she looked at Clara.
They look so happy when Clara is no longer with Reyhan. And this black unraveling girl doesn't care about it.
"Well, they seem so happy you're not with Reyhan anymore" whispered Dita.
"Yes. Just leave them."
"Eh, didn't you hear the rumors?" ask Dita.