You Saw Me?!
Haunted??

Eps. 32

I did not expect that my decision to call Lisya was the worst decision of my life. My desire to get his attention turned into the most horrible thing I could ever imagine.

Reyhan was transfixed as he looked at Lisya's body which was already lying full of blood on the asphalt. Reyhan's breathing seemed to be blocked, he ran over to Lisya not caring about Lisya's favorite ice cream that had fallen.

With a trembling body, Reyhan grabbed onto Lisya's body, not caring about the blood that had already smeared most of her clothes. He hugged Lisya's body tightly, occasionally looking at Lisya's already unconscious face.

Frantically Reyhan patted Lisya's cheeks a little strongly hoping that Lisya would open her eyes. Without realizing it, her tears had fallen down her cheeks.

“Please!! Please anyone!” reyhan yelled in frustration asking for help at the people crowding nearby.

“Please take Lisya to the hospital,” lirih Reyhan cried so bitterly while hugging Lisya's body tightly.

Lisya's been in the hospital, in the resuscitation room. Reyhan stared blankly, in front of him the medical team was doing a heart massage on Lisya. His heart rate suddenly stopped.

Slowly, Reyhan turned his back slightly away, not believing what he saw. A few hours ago Lisya was still smiling looking at her, yet she was currently lying on top of a gurney with a heart that stopped beating.

Reyhan's heart felt like it was squeezed, he held his chest firmly trying to hold on there. His gaze almost darkened, what if Lisya did not want to wake up?

Nah! No way! If only I had not called him. If only I had crossed over to Lisya!!

Sensing someone was walking towards him, Reyhan raised his head. The middle-aged doctor's look of pity, he shook his head slowly and said that Lisya could not be saved.

The harsh reality that he never expected, the longing that had not been healed turned into suffering and wounds that might not heal in his lifetime.

Reyhan's body as if hit by a large stone, his chest felt squeezed with a brain that could not think. With mixed emotions, Reyhan ran to embrace Lisya's already stiff body not moving. He even encouraged his friend who tried to calm him down.

“Lisa! Wake up! Please wake up Lisya!” reyhan's moans shook Lisya's body strongly, her face already soaked in tears.

Lisya's face that was already pale with blood on her head, there was already no movement at all. Reyhan gave up, he hugged Lisya tightly with a broken cry.

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People started to go one by one. Footsteps have left much of Lisya's tomb. Reyhan with a bright look as if glued there. Lisya still feels alive to him. He refused to leave Lisya.

Some of her friends and parents invited Reyhan to leave but were ignored. He doesn't know how to live after this.

Reyhan just shook his head, staring at the tombstone inscribed with Lisya's name with a raging feeling. Can't believe that Lisya is gone. He can't even cry.

Reyhan had been standing for a long time, everyone had already left except for his parents who were still waiting in the car.

Feeling sorry for his parents, he walked away choosing to go home. Maybe Reyhan was devastated and sad, but he couldn't take his parents with him for long here.

Arriving at home, he chose to stay in the room to reflect on all his actions. It felt strange, it was late afternoon but he did not feel hungry. Reyhan only drinks as necessary if he feels thirsty.

Not long after, Reyhan turned to the door that was knocked on. He turned his head, only looking at the door that had been knocked several times. There was nothing he did this time, Reyhan was just sitting on the bed, yet he was reluctant to open the door.

“Honey... Mama brought food, come out Darling... You must be hungry,” the voice of Mama from outside sounded worried.

There's no answer. Reyhan chose to be quiet to hear the sound of sobbing behind the door not long after.

At night it starts to get cold. Reyhan curled up on the bed with a blanket covering his entire body. He was trembling, all the memories of Lisya getting hit in front of his eyes kept spinning in Reyhan's mind.

I'm a murderer.If I hadn't called him, if I had gone across, Lisya wouldn't have died…

A week passed, Reyhan just drank and ate his potluck making his face look thin pale and weak.

Until one day a middle-aged man came to apologize for Lisya's death, but he did not care about it. Maybe she was indeed the type of traffic offender, but if Reyhan had crossed before, Lisya would still not have died.

One night, Reyhan came down from his room to the kitchen to sip a glass of water. His lips were dry, his throat was uncomfortable with the body starting to limp. He deliberately did so, eye bags were very noticeable and tortured himself by reducing eating and drinking.

Maybe in this way, Lisya will forgive me for what I did to her.

Reyhan sat at the dinner table, eating a loaf of bread without jam just to ease the pain in his stomach. Then pour a glass of water for him to sip.

In fact, on the table was available food that he could eat other than bread without jam. Every night is like that. Maybe Mama deliberately left food so her son could eat it if he felt hungry.

But this man never touched her. He thought, if he didn't suffer, he couldn't show his guilt to Lisya.

“Are you not hungry?” the heavy male voice made Reyhan gasp in shock then turned his head towards the source of the voice.

“Uumm... no Pa,” replied Reyhan who had finished off a piece of bread.

“What a nice piece of bread without jam, Your mama has made a sandwich for you,” said Zaky, papa Reyhan. Zaky walked over and sat down next to Reyhan.

“I'm full Pa.”

This blondie man clearly saw the worried look on his face that Zaky showed when he saw his condition. Reyhan doesn't like it.

His father who still looked handsome at this age looked at Reyhan with concern and faint looks of sadness there. Unlike his mother, Papa Reyhan is a strong man.

“Papa know you are deeply saddened by Lisya's departure, but do you have to hurt yourself?”

Reyhan only silently lowered his head a little to hear his Papa's question. His papa won't understand even though he tries to explain.

“You're so skinny, take a look at your eye bags. Panda's black eyes are still outnumbered by your eyes,” Zaky said making Reyhan smile.

“Nak... already a week has passed, Lisya will be sad if she sees you like this.”

Reyhan pecked, then smiled grimly at the words of his Papa. Instead of being sad, maybe Lisya would feel even if Reyhan did this.

“Do you not want to see your Mama's condition? Take a look at her thin face, she looks pale from lack of food and sleep when thinking of you.”

Reyhan quickly raised his face, looking at Zaky who was looking at him fixedly. He could still survive suffering, but Reyhan would not be able to see his mother at this time.

“If you continue like this, maybe your Mama can also go with Lisya.”

DEG!

Reyhan cannot be denied must be worried. Other than Lisya, the woman he cared about was his mother. Don't let anything happen to her mother just because of her again.

Even so his mouth could not say anything to refute his Papa.

Reyhan let out a heavy sigh then turned his gaze to look at the table that looked more attractive.

“If you are worried about your health, from tomorrow morning come eat with us. I'll tell your Mama that tomorrow you'll be back to eat with us. He will definitely be happy,” said Zaky touching Reyhan's shoulder and smiling gently.

“Alright Pa,” Reyhan replied.

Zaky stood up from his seat and walked away, before saying goodbye to Reyhan. “Be a fresh bath, tomorrow after eating you will come with Papa to cut your hair. Next week you should go to school.”

Reyhan nodded. He looked at the back of his father, who disappeared behind the door.

I'm sorry Lisya. I have to be healthy for my Mom. I'll think of another way to make amends to you.

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This afternoon Reyhan had no activities. She sits her body in bed and opens an album containing her photos with Lisya. A pretty face smiles sweetly on the album. Reyhan touched Lisya's photo and looked at her heartily.

Lisya.

Reyhan's body froze on the spot as he looked at the photo of the album that arrived flipping itself. There was no way the wind could move it. Reyhan convinced himself that he was looking at it wrong. But it was too real for Reyhan. Slightly trembling, Reyhan gulped his hard-earned saliva, his body completely unable to move for a moment.

Wh-what happened?!