
Not able to love? But wanting to feel love, wanting to know what it is to love. Today, Hans again smiled looking out towards the sea, his flowing tears not being wiped away by him.
"You killed him (Citra) with your own hands? Does that hurt?" he asked, his gaze was not shifted to look towards the sea.
"If you hate me so much, you won't give me a chance to take Lery to hell with me. Kill me now." he continued expressionlessly, smiling like his little lover was currently standing before him.
Understand the feelings of others? No, Hans was unable to understand the feelings of others. However, her heart was already melted by a naive woman who was carrying her child. Naive, completely naive to death with her beloved child, only to let a monster seem to be alive.
Not killing Hyeri with his own hands, it still felt this painful. What about the surgeon standing behind him who killed his own wife? How exactly do others feel? Could it be more painful?
"I want to kill you, because of my son. But today you let him live. That's enough for me." said Gabriel, staring at his son who began to be removed from the bodyguard in a car in a condition still unconscious.
Hans laughed again, "Son? You have a child?"
Gabriel nodded, "She's Taka's adopted granddaughter, my wife hasn't died either, I'm hiding it from you guys." she said starting to pull out a firearm, just in case Hans was just pretending to give up.
"It looks like you're not gonna let me kill Lery?" his tan looked back, staring at Gabriel taking out his weapon.
Gabriel silently did not answer. Stunned, the first time Hans cheeks wet with tears."I want to die in his arms, if I can't get back the pain on Lery. Save your weapon." he said with a smile.
Stepping closer to the sea, the sweep of the waves felt up to his waist. With a smile, Hans continued to walk. No longer have a purpose in life, my friend? The family? No living person has had, or ever had a place in his heart.
If not reciprocate Lery's treatment, let alone the purpose of his life? His shoulders were hit by the waves, completely approaching the direction of the deep sea. His eyes began to shut, his body completely blown away.
The sea water was not so cold, his body began to sink, carried by the ocean currents, staring up, the sea water swept his long bound hair, his white face looked peaceful this time. The reflection of sunlight pierced through the shadow of the water.
Warm? That's how I felt, praying to a God I didn't believe in. Looking at you begging Him for something... Hans smiled letting his body sink, air bubbles popping out of his mouth. A sense of tightness began to be felt, allowing himself to drown without a fight in the darkness.
I can already love you, so marry me, I will also try to be able to love our child, then shook his head as if he had not allowed the death of the man he loved.
'For me Hans's brother was a hero', ' the words the girl used to say, to a murderer like him.
There are people who say, if oxygen in the brain thinning, maybe hallucinations can occur. A warm hallucination for her, little hand Hyeri hugged her, 'Don't die.' whispered, a voice that should not be heard in water.
A man's hand pulled Hans' body, pulling him out of the deep water. Eliminating the warm hallucinations, something she missed, filled a moment of emptiness in her heart.
***
"Stupid!! Why drown yourself!!" Gabriel snapped, "You should die in my hands!! Be cruel as usual!!"
Hans' wet body had been wrapped in sand attached to his skin, the man re-opened his eyes after repeatedly getting CPR from Gabriel. The water in his mouth that entered his lungs had also come out.
Hans smiled wryly, "I have no more purpose, my purpose is already buried in the sea. I just want to follow my goal. It would feel the same, dead in the sea or dead in your hands..."
Gabriel began to rise from the sand, with his wet clothes walking away a few steps, "I let you do anything to Lery. I hope it's not your plan to keep me from being vigilant" he said without looking.
However, walking a few more steps, Gabriel turned back, kicking Hans's chest sitting on the sand, "This is a reply, for injuring my son's arm!!" he said to Hans, staring hard.
***
Night in the apartment...
Hans shook his head in surprise, "Truly your son." he said annoyedly, looking at Farel who was serving food while taking a sushi from his plate, eating without shame.
"meaning?" gabriel put the cutlery on the table.
"It's nothing..." Hans let out a rough sigh, soaking his frustration, went back to eating the sushi that was on his plate.
A young man seemed to tremble, sitting on the sofa twisting his fingers. It's gruesome? That was what he saw at this moment, Tomy began to pinch his own hand hoping to come to a realization from his dream. However, until his fingers turned blue, the sight before him did not disappear.
The white tiger he was supposed to face, was now sitting quietly at the dining table. Even his stingy boss who in his imagination was dead, was seen plucking food from the plate of a monstrous white tiger.
"Drink..." Farel smiled sincerely, thrusting a glass of orange juice.
"No, you're praying for my death!?" Farel snapped in annoyance.
"Ti. no, just wanted to make sure I was still sane. Am I dreaming? Am I actually still sleeping in the garden chair?" Tomy asked again, drinking a little of his drink.
"It's not a dream, the person wearing the glasses is my real father. You could say, I survived because of it." he replied.
"Baby? Your real father, made you when he was five?" Tomy was stunned not understandingly looking at Gabriel's face which looked like he was in his early 30s.
"Of course not!! He is 49 years old, three months is 50 years old!!" snapped, grabbing the drink of Tomy who had just entered the young man's esophagus about three gulps.
Tomy clenched his forehead... He was my stingy and shameless boss.
"You are not like father and son. More like brothers. But most importantly now, why are you still alive?" tanyanya back.
"The story is long, we will discuss it after grandfather comes." he replied.
"Sir..." Tomy began to weep softly hugging Farel tightly, pouring out her stifled sense of smell.
"I'm fine, I'm fine" said Farel patting his assistant's double best friend on the back, trying to calm down.
"I thought you were dead. If you die, your wife will be the widow of one child. Daniel will approach him, because I don't want the master who hates Daniel to be a ghost. I had to get close to your fierce wife, to be your son's stepfather,"
"Pretend to like your non, replace you take care of it. Putting aside my type that only likes soft women. Every day, must play the role of a good husband, serve him who is certainly ferocious in bed. Thank goodness you're alive, so that's not the case." she said honestly, crying with all her crazy imagination.
Farel who originally had to stare at his best friend's fidelity to his forehead is now full of anger aura,"Replace me? What a good imagination..."
"I'm sorry, it's only if..." Tomy let go of her hug on Farel, "I'm hungry!!" he continued in fear, realizing that he was the one who mispronounced, walking quickly towards the dining table.
Farel gave a rough sigh and began to smile, picking up Tomy's phone left on the table. Contact his wife with doubt.
Doubt it? What would Jeny do if she met Hans? Everyone, in his mind. Until, the voice of the woman he always missed was heard.
"Tomy? Any word from Farel? I accidentally heard that." the words of Jeny, speaking from across the street, were cut off.
"I'm fine..." Farel smiled knot.
"Ren!? You've been anywhere!! Why disappear!? Shouldn't have asked Tomy to take care of me!! Protect yourself!!" a loud voice accompanied by the cry of a woman was heard.
"I'm fine,"Farel again sighed harshly,"Miss I wanted to ask something .." she said hesitantly.
"About what?" jeny's voice began to sound normal, unlike the person who was rebuking again.
"If you could meet Doni's father's killer, what would she do?" tanyakanya.
"No idea, cursing is hard, dad's been dead a long time. Forgiving was also difficult.." Jeny's words came to a halt for a moment, sounding her sigh.
"My husband, I'll treat you better. I love you.muah.." he said making a sweet, spoiled voice. It desperately held the feeling of shame in its heart. Lost Farel for a day? Maybe that's what made her willing to do anything, as long as her husband came back.
Farel thinned his lips, desperately holding his laughter, a second, two seconds, a third second... Finally the laughter came out.
"Why laugh? It sucks!!" Jeny was about to turn off her call.
"Sorry, for laughing, don't change just for me. Because I like you for who you are.muah.." he said back to laughing.
Hans who saw Farel's behavior from afar knitted his forehead, "He why? Your son is out of his mind, isn't he?" ask Gabriel.
"It's love that makes people stingy, insane, even crazier..." Tomy replied with a mouth full.
Hans silently smiled knot... A love that makes you crazy.
Seriate