
...... People say falling in love is a beautiful thing. Not everything, because I can only see your back. Your smiles and laughter are just for others, looking at me with hatred. Sometimes I doubt that I am in your heart......
Zion's...
The morning sun shone through the gaps of the curtains, slowly pulling them, a smile appeared on his white face. A smile that might be as bright as the morning sun.
Not leaving any dust, doing everything well. "Did he like lavender?" he murmured, arranging the vase with the flowers he bought using his small salary.
Warm chocolate milk was placed with a note. Leaving the room full of smiles, the only thing he can do to take care of the woman he loves and his future children.
Clarissa let out a rough sigh, put her bag on the table, stared at the piece of paper next to a glass of warm chocolate milk, 'Drink, I hear folic acid is good for baby's brain development. Say hello to him, I love him and his mother, that's the message.
Clarissa's hands were shaking, her tears were flowing. Should end this? That was what he had in mind not wanting Zion to get hurt for waiting for him.
The sun had risen, the young man knocked on the door again. Smiling in his office uniform. A portion of healthy food is still wrapped in oil paper, plates, spoons, all have been provided by him.
"Come in" came a voice from inside.
The door was opened by him, slowly a smile disappeared from his face. Her eyes turned red with tears held a sense of heaviness in her heart.
Clarissa leaned against the chest of a young man, sitting spoiled, her hair slowly stroked. The young man peeked at the head gently.
"Don't forget lunch..." Zion tried to smile, putting dishes and food in the unopened oil paper. And a glass of water.
"Clarissa since when do you eat such food?" Joe knitted his forehead.
"True, I'm not used to eating cheap food," she replied, peeping Joe's cheek briefly.
Zion clenched her hands, still holding everything back. Is falling in love beautiful? Not beautiful, but it's too painful for him.
"Why not come out!?" Joe, staring exasperatedly, at an office boy he saw. "Clarissa, maybe this subordinate doesn't know himself, likes you..."
"He used to be a gigolo, there's no way I'd like a dirty peddler like him..." Clarissa smiled, glancing towards Zion full of contempt.
This time his tears trickled, still smiling, "Remember to eat." he said as he left.
Clarissa got up from her seat, threw the food into the trash, "Unclean food that was bought out of nowhere..."
Zion opened the door, passed away without looking back. The young man stepped down the hallway.
Am I overconfident? I don't deserve to be with you, but I can't leave you. Which path should I take? Why love can be this sick. his murmur in heart goes by bowing silently, tracing the hallway.
Clarissa fell silent, the young man sitting on the sofa started to get up, hugging her from behind. "Go, if Farel knows you're going to die." he told Joe.
"He won't know." whispered Joe.
"Go!!" clarissa.
Joe let out a rough sigh, leaving Clarissa alone. The door closed, along with her shrill-sounding cries.
The young pregnant woman sat back down, staring at the food she threw away in the trash. The food came back, put on the plate, bribe after bribe into his mouth, "Sorry.." She cried, just wanting to make Zion leave him.
***
The day was getting late, the young man came home in a hurry. Strap on her clothes with the best clothes she has. Tidying up her hair, really styling her appearance. He quickly returned to the office awaiting Clarissa's arrival.
His body is leaning on the building's support pole. It was not long before Clarissa started to get out, walking towards the parking lot.
The car door was opened, unexpectedly pulled, cornered on the body of the car. Zion smilingly looked into her eyes, pecking at Clarissa's lips. "I'm a secret girlfriend, so I'll wait for you patiently..."
"Our Zion should be .." Clarissa's words stopped, the young man kept smiling.
"I told you, don't love me if you can't love me. I will wait patiently, even if it can only fill you up when you are lonely..."
"Let's go on a date, yesterday didn't go to the amusement park right? I have another amusement park for us to visit." he said, grabbing Clarissa's car keys, pulling the woman into the car, even helping with her safety belt.
The gas pedal was stepped on, the car started to go. The young man smiled occasionally glancing at Clarissa.
Shut up, not fight back, his mind wants to stay away from Zion. But his heart did not, doubtfully Clarissa kissed the cheek of the young man who was driving.
"Never, therefore enjoy my love." she replied.
A few hours drive, the car began to stop at the location of a night market. It looks like a not-so-large Ferris wheel, some game stands, as well as a playful comedy hear the paint peeling a little.
"Why are we here?" ask Clarissa to open her safety belt.
"Playing..." Zion flashed a smile on her lips.
One photo was taken with Clarissa. Riding a merry-go-round, eating sweet popcorn, buying a strange deer-horned bando, one rabbit-eared, like a pair of lovers, taking pictures with a fluffy smile on their lips.
"Fear again!!" Zion clenches her forehead in annoyance, follows a bracelet-throwing game, eyeing the target of a large teddy bear.
"Of course, we're home..." Clarissa sighed holding back her embarrassment, staring at Zion who was playing like a child for quite some time.
"Yes..." Zion smiled warmly.
It was getting late, crazy things did come to the night market which was located quite far away. But the deer-horned young man and the rabbit-eared woman smiled with a warm heart. Live love in a way that is pleasing to them.
"Where's your house? I'll take you home, I'll come home to my house by motorcycle..."Zion asked without taking her eyes off the streets.
Take him home? Lery will probably know everything. Clarissa's hand twisted in fear. Zion slightly glanced at him, exhaling a rough breath.
"It's almost morning, what if I stay at my house alone." he added, feeling Clarissa reluctant if delivered home.
The lery? Sooner or later I have to see him. Although lifeless though, little did Zion want to try to take responsibility for the child in the womb of the woman who conquered her heart.
"True, it's almost morning, let's just go to your house..." Clarissa exhaled a rough breath.
***
Houses that are not so big in densely populated settlements began to enter. The lights are on Zion, "Sit down." he said with a warm smile.
Clarissa walked over, unexpectedly Zion pulled her into her lap,"A..." Clarissa sounded nervous.
Touched man? In his world, free association was common. But with this young man his body was like a melted, devoid of energy, the touch of his lips was like delivering a sting within him. An addiction? Never be satisfied.
"Forget it all, we get married and run away together. Can't it be like that?" asked Zion, with all earnestness, "I will risk my life, to make you happy,"
"I'm pregnant and about to get engaged, my father." Clarissa's words stopped, Zion kissed her lips softly.
"I'm happy with you. If I die, I will die in happiness. Because I had you..." Zion brought her face closer, opened her mouth, pursed Clarissa's lips slowly. Gentle movements, make both lulled, slowly become full aggressive movements***, to taste more.
"Clarissa.." she said with a smile, brushing her hair with a blank look. The lips were brought back.
The sound of their decapitation was slightly heard, one by one the buttons of Clarissa's shirt were opened.
"Zion..." Clarissa slightly pushed the body of the young man who started to overlap her. His body was like a dreg, when the young man's lips played after releasing the buttons of his shirt perfectly. The small cloth with the hook behind the shirt had also been perfectly detached.
Jubilant felt Zion on her hair. The thing he didn't care about, a gentle whimper came out of Clarissa's lips. Zion's lips didn't stop at the thing, behind the small hooked cloth she had removed.
Strands by strands of their clothes were lying on the floor. A smooth, slow touch of their body's skin rubbing against it. Shaken like a moan full of moans.
......Not because being with you makes me love you. A more beautiful woman? Fine lady? There's a lot in this world, if I can't wait to find it. However, the woman where my heart is anchored to only one, wasted it? I would never do. Even if this life is taken for wanting to be with you, I will be fine. A reason? Because from the first time I met you, my heart felt complete, like it was finding its missing pieces......
Zion's...
***
Today Clarissa made up her resolve, carrying a few strands of clothes. A new residence? Zion had already prepared it, sold her small house, bought land in a remote village outside the island. Two tickets have been booked for Clarissa. He did not care about his engagement to Farel.
Until, his steps that were about to get out of the house stopped, Lery smiled looking at his daughter. Not an ordinary smile, "You're the same as Sasha and Gabriel..."
"Put your stuff back into the room. The guy who was waiting for you at the airport, probably wasn't there anymore" he told Clarissa, walking past leaving his daughter.
The woman's face was pale, her body was limp, sitting speechless on the floor,"Zion.." her reflection softly, with a small voice choked, her face down. He stared at the tears that fell to the floor.
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