
A gust of wind hit the face of a man who was not young anymore. Quiet on the balcony of his room, staring at the view of the residential complex that is not too much passed by people.
Plaque...
One slap landed right on his cheek. Anger was seen on his wife's face, "What is your magsud with a divorce!?" shouted the woman who was looking at him sharply.
"I didn't like you from the start, did you too!? Don't think I don't know your habit of having fun with young men out there." she said staring intently.
"Jony!! Status, good name, everything will be ruined!! I even opened a branch company in the country to help grow your business!!" the woman stared intently at her husband.
"What on your mind is only money and status!? If you are willing to try to kill your own daughter, why not try to kill me or Dimas one day!! I'm sick!!" Jony snaps.
"Your late wife wants us to get married, don't forget that!?" Dea smiled at the smile on her lips.
"Indeed, because you're pregnant because of our affair. Also that's why I lost her, who died from her heart disease!!" The man's eyes reddened the tears restrained in his eye sashes.
I cheated on you for avenging your affair. If I marry Nana, maybe I can bury the hurt of losing her, avenge what you did, by marrying the niece you hated the most. But it's not all that easy as I thought, if you had the intention to kill Jeny. Maybe one day the same thing will happen to Dimas...
The flashback
Thirteen years ago...
After the teenage Jeny who felt had no weaknesses. The teenager who was still overwhelmed with grief and loneliness was left alone by Dea.
Meanwhile in a house, a naturally beautiful woman with no makeup looked at her husband full of smiles. A kind-hearted country girl named Ana. Accompanying her husband pioneered the venture from scratch, persevered staring at Jony lovingly. Until her husband's small business is now a fairly new company pioneering to the middle stage.
"Sorry, this house is so quiet because of me." said the woman wearing a flower pattern negligee.
"It's okay, just the two of us is enough," Jony churned his food, occasionally smiling, but when he fell down a smile disappeared from his face.
It's been five years of their marriage, but it always ends the same. Ana was not advised to get pregnant for a while, before getting a heart donor, due to her illness.
His face looked pale, every day taking medicine. Serving her husband was rarely possible.
I'm sorry, maybe that's the only word stuck in her heart. Considered Jony was the loudest and softest man he had ever known.
"I'll have to be late at night." said Jony smilingly stopping his eating activities.
"It's okay, I'll wait for you..." Ana spoke with her pale white lips.
Just waiting for you at home, the thing I can do to say I love you. said the woman inwardly, looking compassionately at her husband, trying to be firm and smiling. Knowing herself as a woman is useless.
"No need to go to bed early, take care of your health!?" he told his wife, ruffling Ana's hair full of smiles. Start getting up from his chair to go to his office.
The door began to close, the cry of Ana who was trying to smile was heard, "I'm just a burden" he said.
Lord, please heal me. However, if I can't be healed. Call me into Your lap, so that he may lay down his life.
***
Jony drove out his car full of guilt, staring at the children running around in the residential complex where he lived already made him quite tormented.
However, there was not the slightest intention to leave Ana who had accompanied him from a difficult time while in college. The woman who always shared her food with Jony.
Men who wander from the village only with hard and determined working capital, meet with girls who are equally wander with the same high ideals.
Jony's car didn't stop at his office building. However, it stalls in an apartment he bought only to meet a woman who can comfort him on the sidelines of his passion is arising. Ana cannot always serve her, weak state, and sometimes needs a lot of rest.
It was then that Dea, who was equally lonely after Dony's death, was present in her life. Providing a need that he does not always get from Ana. Is that wrong!? sure doesn't. But is this action right!? nor is it allowed.
The angel who comes home every late night is met with guilt by his wife. Not knowing the face behind the angel who looked patient.
***
"Emmghbh....Jony..." Dea said, hugging tightly the body of the man who is now enjoying every inch of his body.
"Satisfy me .." she began to move her body under a thick white blanket.
Dea's raucous voice echoed in the soundproofed apartment room. The woman who has not seen Jony for a month has to get rid of Ren as far as possible. Spilling desire as much as possible, even both of them seem never satisfied.
Until noon, "I have to go to the office," Jony, who had cleaned herself, put her clothes back on.
Dea used her blanket to cover her naked body, walked over to Jony, "I'm pregnant." she said.
Jony rounded his eyes either to be happy or upset, "When you last did it a month ago, you didn't take any contraceptive drugs!?" tanyakanya.
Dea shook her head, "You want a child don't you!?" tanyakanya.
"But not from you!!" Jony snaps in annoyance.
"We're just having fun, but this kid doesn't know anything. You have the blood of your flesh!?" dea asked staring intently at the weakness of the man before her.
"I'll think about it..." Jony said, wearing his shoes and watch. Leaving the apartment without looking.
While Dea, a walk passed leading to the bathroom. Having a daughter who inherits her father's wealth, a husband who has good status and reputation will have. His life feels perfect. The woman started humming happily under the swift shower that hit her body.
Jony repeatedly cursed, trying to calm himself. The time had already shown at one o'clock in the afternoon, a pale-faced woman in an unsightly outfit was waiting for her in the lobby. Bringing a rantang.
"Jony.." he said a smile on his pale face.
"Why come!?" Jony approached his wife, stroking Ana's hair.
"The receptionist said you were out to see a client, so I brought you lunch and waited here." he said smiling brightly, as if he had no burden on his life.
"We ate in my room!?" Jony guided his wife into the elevator. The young man, staring at the smile on his wife's face, did not know where to talk from.
His hands were trembling, full of guilt, as if completely covered in dirty mud.
The large door of her room was finally visible, Ana opened her chain to arrange the food one by one.
Jony exhaled a rough breath, probably in this kind of good emotional state, not going to affect Ana's health condition as she thought.
"Ana I.." his words stopped, the woman with the status of his wife hugged him while crying.
"Thank you for being patient, the hospital has found a donor for me...Ilove you. Me and the child that we will have one day, will accompany you for a long time" he said in a tearful cry.
Thank God for listening to my prayers... Ana smiled in her tears.
Seriate