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Jony's hand trembled not knowing what to be happy or how. Reply to Ana's embrace tightly.
"There's a brain-dead patient, I'm happy. I'm so mean, happy on top of other people's suffering." she said crying in a smile.
Jony let go of his embrace, wiped away his wife's tears, "No you're not evil, you're a good person." he said.
"Thank you, four days to go. The hospital is looking for donors for other organs. The brain-dead patient left a will to donate his organs. Truly angels who live in this world" he said.
I'll wait for the operation to end. After that, explain to Ana, she is a good person. It won't be a problem for her to raise a child that comes from my mistake...
***
The night began to come, as if dissatisfied with the embarrassing things he did in the morning. Tonight Jony stays to meet Dea, wrestling with her in search of an impingement she won't get from Ana.
Until one in the morning, Jony stared at the ceiling. Pensively with Dea still hugging her naked.
"It's our last night, my wife got a heart donor. Take it easy after the birth of your son me and Ana will take care of him." he said as if to end everything.
"You're satisfied with your wife!?" dea asked, casting doubt on Jony, "If you're satisfied with your wife's body, tonight you won't come and keep her company,"
"I just.." Jony's words were cut off.
"Think well, you can live without it or without me. I'm not a third person, because an unloved person is a third person" he said, reversing the facts.
"I told you, there's only Ana in my heart" Jony got out of bed wearing her clothes. Leaving Dea alone.
"He'll be back" muttered Dea full of smiles, staring at the closed door of the apartment.
Black cars are speeding through the deserted urban streets, "I love Ana" he said, reassuring himself.
However, sometimes the eyes can blind the heart, blurring the content of the true feelings only with physical beauty. Slowly the door of the house was opened. Ana, sleeping on the sofa, awaits Jony's arrival. The woman, woke up opened her eyes.
His body looked thin, his face pale, smiling weakly at him, "You've come home!?" tanyakanya.
"Yes." replied Jony stunned, even he was currently not feeling the taste of kissing his wife. Is that what is called love. Or just pity? Maybe that's the wrong way to compare his feelings right now.
With her weak fingers, Ana tried to get up, walked towards the kitchen, "Bring with warm water, it's too late. I will warm the food" he said with his dry white lips.
"No need," Jony exhaled a coarse breath, pulling out Ana's fingers to kiss her aggressively. However, not the slightest reply from Ana's lips that can make her satisfied.
Jony fell silent, halting his activities.
"Sorry..." Ana said she tried to smile, "I'm open to a good wife, I'll keep trying for you" she continued to observe the look on the face of Jony, the man she's loved for more than nine years, knowing the disappointment in the face of the young man. Then it passed again about to walk towards the kitchen, full of guilt.
"Ana, what if I get married again!?" finally one sentence was triggered from his lips, a sentence he might regret.
"You love her, more than me!?" ask the woman without looking.
"Yes," replied Jony convinced by his mad proof.
"Married..." Ana replied, walking back to the kitchen.
"Thank you, don't mind if I have two wives. Sorry.." he looked at his weak wife's back walking slowly towards the kitchen.
A plate of food he put in the microwave, began to crouch, sit limp, leaning his back at the foot of the table. Closing his mouth with his hands, so that his sobs would not be heard.
It's okay, maybe she's saturated with me for years of being a useless woman. Jony's a good guy, he deserves the best...
***
The morning began to approach, the ringing sound of the house phone was heard. Ana who was preparing breakfast picked up her phone.
'Excuse me, with Miss Ana!? We are from Mitra Sejahtera hospital,'
"Yes, I'm Ana" she replied.
'So, we apologized earlier, the patient's family initially allowed to do a heart donor. But, the family decision changed suddenly, all the organs in the donation except the heart.
Ana was stunned to hold back her tears, staring towards the second floor precisely at her husband's room.
'Please be patient and wait, we'll let you know if you find a new donor...'
"Thank you.." he said with a bitter smile, closing his phone one-sidedly.
Maybe this is the best path God has sent me. I will not be angry with your decision, for I cannot make you happy forever.
***
It was late, it was Sunday. Beautiful makeup, covering her pale face, makeup she had never worn.
"Darling!! Wake up!! Otherwise I'll take the water and water you!!" she screamed with a crisp sound, waking Jony up.
"Whispering!!" Jony covered his face with a pillow.
"Wake up!!" Ana gave a small laugh, a rare laugh coming out of her mouth.
"Dating." he said like a teenage girl, years of dating until marriage. Ana never demands anything, not even a date, never. Knowing the situation of those who were once in short supply.
"Dating!?" Jony laughed a little, pulling his wife's hair.
"It hurts!!" Ana snaps.
"It hurts!? Then this isn't a dream, you're the second puberty huh!?" tanyanya laughed a little.
"Take it that way," Ana also laughed looking happy, happiness that will only be temporary, like the warmth of a match that will die in the wind.
***
"You want!?" the tanya offers ice cream.
"You can't eat ice cream, it's not good to.." protective words came out of Jony's mouth, stopped by Ana's fingers.
"Stttt.I will recover soon, and I don't need to feel any more pain" he said, chuckling, as he continued to eat the ice cream.
"Yes, you're going to have surgery and get well soon" said Jony, ruffling Ana's hair.
"When I recover and don't feel pain anymore, marry the one you love. I'm fine.." Ana was full of sincere smiles.
"You're too good," Jony exhaled a rough breath, still assuming her loved one was Dea.
One by one, the games at the amusement park are tried and Ana. The two never knew his name was dating like a young man at all. Youth spent them just working while in college.
I was happy enough, Ana said in her heart, staring with a sincere smile. Watching Jony pick up the doll in a game for her, enduring the pain was like squeezing in her left chest.
"This is for you" said Jony, smiling, showing a box-shaped animated figure doll.
"Why Spongebob!? I want a Teddy bear," Ana bowed down like a disappointment.
"I'll try to get a Teddy bear for you..." Jony resumed his game, with a bright smiling face.
***
A happy day passed, no hugs or kisses, but Jony felt his life was complete with happiness.
Their car breaks down, Jony orders a taxi that is now driving them home. Ana's calm face looks beautiful, but her body is a little thin, her hair is long straight, with sideways bangs. His head began to lean on Jony's shoulder.
"Basar Ana.." he muttered in a small voice, not wanting to wake the deeply asleep woman.
***
The next day, the day of departure for the hospital arrives for the purpose of a thorough examination before surgery. For various reasons Ana does not want her operation to be accompanied by Jony. Two suitcases are in front of the house, the woman still uses thin makeup with contours. In order, his pale face and puffy eyes were not visible.
"The recuperation period may take a few months, I will stay that long in the sanatorium outside the city, a quieter place and clean air. Get married when I'm gone. I let you.." he said with a smile.
"Sorry..." Jony bowed.
Ana shook her head, "It's okay, I've been a burden to you for years. It's just a small thing. See you, and don't be naughty!! marry....!!" he said with a small laugh, pulling his suitcase into a taxi.
***
Physical beauty isn't everything, it's what Jony doesn't realize. With a smile, she contacted Ana before her wedding.
"Is the operation going well!?" he looked at his appearance in the mirror.
"Yes, I will soon be going home to a house that may be bigger" he said from across the street.
"Of course, I bought a bigger house for us, if you know Dea maybe you'll like it" Jony chuckled.
"Thank you for making me happy." said Ana sincerely,"I love.." her words were cut off, Jony interrupted.
"Sorry, I'll call again the show will start." said the young man closed the phone unilaterally.
In a deserted Greja in the middle of the countryside, Ana smiles. Putting the phone down, his body just getting thinner these few weeks. The woman prefers to go back to her hometown. Praying in his smile.
If taking me is Your choice, I will not be angry or complain because I have no more burden...I am grateful for the life I have lived, grateful for the husband You have given me. I believe You will prepare a bigger and more beautiful home for me near You...
A nun (nun) suddenly patted her on the shoulder, after her prayer was over,"Ana!?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, I'm Ana" she told the older sister.
"Suster, I have a lot of money .." he said giving a check that should be used for the operation and the healing period, "Please give it to the children of the orphanage. And if anything happens to me, every week, send me a message. 'I'll be home soon' at this number, '" he said.
"But.." the sister looked doubtful.
"Just if something happens to me!! Sister swears I'm dead!?" he looked at me cynically and then laughed a little.
"There's nothing.." the nurse exhaled a rough breath staring at her former foster child in the orphanage.
"If anyone is looking for me. Say, I bless her marriage.." the woman smiled sincerely, staring at the woman who used to raise her.
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