Young Miss Assistant
Better Not to Know

"I'm sorry, I mispronounced..." Jeny laughed a little, went back to eating her food.

Farel knitted his forehead not thinking much about the nickname that was mentioned by nonanya. Then turned his attention back to the food in front of him.

A few dozen minutes passed both portions of the food. Jeny was speechless, pensive, smiling bitterly.

"That's tired!! I'm going to take a shower." Farel's words were cut off, Jeny closed her eyes for a moment, staring dislikefully at the young man before her.

"Sleep in the next room" Jeny turned her eyes away.

"Why!?" Farel clenched his forehead.

"I told you I'd never be able to love you." he looked the other way.

"I know, these 6 months I will keep trying," Farel smiled, enduring his disappointment. Walking out of the room, dragging the suitcase that had not been dismantled, momentarily glanced towards Jeny who was still downcast.

Miss why!? Am I too bad for you, he murmured in his heart.

Just as Jeny was silent, sobs began to sound from her mouth. The woman, walking with a shaky step wants to feel like chasing the young man she still loves for 13 years. However, the restrained one was just a cry sitting curled up leaning his back against the closed door, patting his chest that felt tight.

"Ren, if only you had come back 3 years ago. I want to hug you," her sobs held back.

"Now I'm too dirty, I even have Rafa, who I don't know who his father is, I'm disgusting." he muttered in a quivering voice, glancing at his tiny, sound-asleep baby.

Farel exhaled a coarse breath, closing the door of the side room. One by one the clothes were removed, slowly turning on the shower. His body and hair began to be soaked in water. Not visible from transparent glass dewy.

But there was a shadow of a man standing there,"Damn!!" he cursed with a sobbing sound to hit the solid wall before him.

"Miss, why is seizing your heart not as easy as it was 13 years ago!? Does miss hate me because I'm gone...!?" ask her with wet cheeks. Down under the shower with a vibrating tone.

***

Tok.dok...

There was a knock on the door, slowly the unlocked door was opened, "Miss, you should have breakfast so you can breastfeed..." Farel put down a tray containing breakfast. Touching the shoulder of Jeny who was reluctant to get up.

"Miss body is hot" he said, touching the forehead of the woman who is his wife.

"Wild!! I'm fine!!" Jeny pulled Farel's hand.

Leave me, find a better woman .. Jeny said in her heart, holding back the sense that stuck in her heart. Wanted to say 'I love you' but it was too late for her.

Farel exhaled a rough breath, "I'll change the menu." he said with a gentle smile.

A few dozen minutes passed, the scent of yellow pumpkin porridge burst out. The young man was still wearing his appron, going into Jeny's room.

"Miss, eat yes!?" he said he was trying to feed Jeny.

"My tongue is bitter!!" Jeny snapped, shaking Farel's hand until the bowl she was carrying broke.

Excuse me... Jeny averted her gaze holding back her cries, as if unconcerned.

"I made more, I'll get you more..." Farel smiled sincerely, picking up a tool to clean up the slurry spills on the floor.

It's okay if the lady doesn't like me, but the lady has to eat for our son's sake...

***

This time Farel came back with a new pumpkin porridge. Sitting on the edge of Jeny's bed.

"I don't want to!!" Jeny came back.

Farel stuffed a spoonful of porridge into his mouth, then pulled Jeny into the gourd through his mouth.

"Defender," he said with a smile ruffled Jeny's hair, "Miss wants me to treat her with a mouth or a spoon!?" tanyakanya.

"I can eat by myself!!" Jeny grabbed the bowl quickly. Along with the sound of Rafa's cry.

"Let me..."Farel smiled again, grabbing his newly awakened son. Play full of smiles with him.

Ren, don't humble yourself to someone like me. You deserve the best, Jeny muttered in her heart. Maybe not knowing the truth is better for Jeny. Farel, who he considered a playboy was not sane, had begun to love him, thinking if the figure of Farel is a soft-hearted Casanova. However, it turns out that she is Ren who has loved Jeny sincerely for several dozen years.

I can raise Rafa alone, I'm just a widow who has children out of wedlock. I'm not as good as I used to be...

"Fuck it!!" Jeny spoke in a high tone, extending her hand.

"It can't be this way, Ren also has the right to continue his life." Jeny's tears flowed, calling Helen to recruit a baby sitter for her.

***

The second day, Jeny's face still looked pale. How many times he was yelled at, Farel remained patient, even falling asleep in the chair beside Jeny's bed.

Slowly the woman opened her eyes, her fever was down. Looking at the face of the beautiful young man who always looked after him.

"I can't pull an angel like you into the mud." murmured the woman, shutting her mouth hoping that her sobs would not be heard by Farel.

The sound of a car from the yard, seen a taxi lowering two passengers. Helen and a woman in her mid-life.

Jeny descended to the first floor slowly, watching Farel who was asleep as a result of overnight guarding him and Rafa.

"Miss, what's the matter!?" Helen clenched her forehead not understanding.

"There's nothing, auntie what's her name!?" ask her to the prospective baby sitter son.

"Resti, aunty has 4 years of experience as a baby sitter. Last employer, aunt stopped because she moved to Taiwan" Resti said, bowing in salute.

"My son is Rafa, please help him..." Jeny said full of smiles.

***

A few hours passed, the sunlight dazzled the eyes of a young man who had just woken up from his sleep.

"What time is this!?" he looked at his watch.

"Hour 10!? I haven't bathed Rafa yet. Jeny is still sick." he said immediately rose to the baby box. But his son was not there.

With anxiety raging, Farel ran down the stairs. Seeking the whereabouts of his wife and child.

"Who are you!?" her tanyanya looked at her son being carried by a stranger.

"I'm sorry, I'm Resti baby sitter Rafa." she said, holding the tiny baby with a bottle of formula in her hand.

"I recruited him. I want to work after this, you can go!! Because I'm the one who violated the employment contract, according to what your salary says along with the fine of the cancellation of the contract I will transfer." he said like doing something on his laptop.

"Miss!?" Farel clenched his hands, speaking in a high tone.

"I told you we can't be a real married couple!! Stop being a bitch!!" jeny said snapping.

Rafa's cry began to sound bitter, as if understanding the current situation.

"Farel, trying to like you is the sickest thing in my life. You can only make me doubt, even starting from our wedding." he continued.

"Sorry.." Farel's clenched hands began to limp, walking smiling trying not to cry about to touch Rafa.

"Don't touch it!! Go!!" Jeny again seemed to concentrate on doing something on her laptop as if she did not care about the assistant and her temporary husband.

Farel walked towards the second floor, picking up his suitcase. The holiday event, to tear down Jeny's hardened heart, fails. Leave a big hole in the heart of the young man who is now pulling his suitcase.

Rafa's cry carried by the nanny is getting louder. As if he knew his father's departure.

Rafa, father will look for another way.Patiently muttered Farel in heart, looking at his son who was crying from afar. Stepping away from home to the big road to book a taxi.

Jeny clasped the mouse connected to her laptop tightly, her tears starting to flow. I'm disgusting, even intending to take Rafa who isn't your son with you. Find a good woman who is still honorable... I'm just a dirty woman...

***

In an oncoming taxi, Farel wipes away her tears, recalling her teenage years with Jeny. Slowly pick up the phone in his pocket and call Tomy.

"What's up!?" there was a tinge of fatigue from the person across there.

"Please expedite my departure to Singapore. And as long as I'm gone, please take care of my wife and son" he said.

"Yes sir..."

Miss, will you never be able to like me again...

Seriate