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Wooden Doll (love for psycopath)

......The story is, a wooden doll has no heart, which wants to be human. Looking for ways to completely change, wanting to have feelings. However, God took his aim, until the doll, again became obsolete wood......

The author...

A miracle? Maybe that's what lit up Hans' heart. For the first time, doubtfully the man with the high ego met the psychiatrist without the knowledge of his lover, wanting to have a heart like Hyeri. Wanting to return her feelings, not wanting her heart to feel empty again, if Hyeri left. That's what makes Hans put his ego aside.

Some tests were done on him, asking some questions. For the first time, the psychiatrist meets a person with a psychopathic personality disorder who is self-medicated without coercion or compulsion due to dependence on drugs.

A few questions have been asked, up to the last question, "What is your motivation for recovery?" tanyakanya.

"I met the eyes of someone I feared. He wasn't afraid of me, but his eyes were always judging me. I should have finished him off, right? But if he doesn't exist, this hypocritical world seems incomplete. I.." Hans' words stopped.

"Good, you've learned to have longing, that's the seed of liking. Liking will cause a variety of emotions. For a total recovery will be very difficult, thank God you are still 19 years old, it is a little late, but still a transitional period." he said, smiling to record the diagnosis.

***

Hans stepped slowly, towards his apartment. A woman wearing a sweater and scarf and woolen gloves, rubbing her fingers cold, waiting for the arrival of her loved ones in the snowfall.

"Naif.." the young man smiled, this time not a masked smile of pretense. Just a smile, that's all.

"Sir Hans!! We're going to the temple!?" he said he ran to hold the young man's hand.

"For what!?" tanyanya, began to climb the stairs, towards her apartment located on the second floor.

"Make supplications to God." he answered.

"If all problems can be solved by pleading with God. We don't have to work hard!?" Hans started to pull the key out of his pocket.

"I'll just go by myself..." Hyeri exhaled a bitterly disappointed breath, returning to walk down the stairs. Hans stared strangely at the woman's departure, for a moment then ran after her.

The snow was still coming down, the bell ringing with a smile asking for something from his Lord...

Even if it is long, I will be patiently waiting. I want him to know how deep I feel about her. I want to be her sun in the darkness that wants to swallow her up.

Someone touched his shoulder, "What are you praying for?" tanyakanya.

"For me to be a beautiful, rich woman, to live a peaceful and prosperous life." she replied.

Hans clenched his forehead, "If God existed, he wouldn't have granted too greedy a prayer" Hans said, then rang a bell, joining the prayer even though he wasn't sure of God's existence.

I want to see you at the end of my life. That I may be sure that what this woman is saying is true, that You exist.

"What are you asking for?" Hyeri knitted her forehead.

"Seeing God." she answered honestly.

***

On a cold night, Hans refused the assignment Lery had given him. The young man now works as a gallon water carrier, transporting from house to house.

Smiling fakely in front of everyone. The resentment in his custody looked at the old granny who walked up the stairs slowly. Blocking his path, yet all were restrained by his fake smile. Wanting to hurt the old grandmother, then doused her wound with salt water, felt the sensation of screaming in pain of the grandmother.

Unexpectedly, Hans lowered the gallon he was about to transport. Help the old grandmother, ride with a smile.

"Thank you.." The old face smiled.

Hans took back the gallon, "Excuse me," he said with a friendly smile.

However, climbing a few steps, the smile on his face faded. Refraining is very difficult for her, already had time to enjoy the beauty of staring at the pain of others."I should be able to repay her feelings," she said, remembering that Hyeri was back on the stairs.

***

Brakes...

The young man was beaten up by Lery....

"Did your magsud stop!? It's free I used to ask you to get you out of a troubled children's rehabilitation center!!" annoyed.

"Is it because of your little girlfriend? if so, fragile humans are better off just dying." he continued.

Hans' fingers clenched, this hypocritical world was already enough of an annoyance to him. His naive woman would also disappear, this was a joke.

Hans started to rise smiling in thought, walking closer to Lery who was five years older than him. Taking the wooden beam hit him many times without mercy,"Listen, as the boss rules, there are also limits. If you don't know your limits, don't ever blame me." he said with a smile, throwing a block of wood after brutally beating Lery.

***

A few months passed, Hyeri's content became increasingly visible. Lying to his father, that's what he did. Saying to be the victim of rape of an unknown person, so that Taka does not come looking for Hans's whereabouts.

Not getting married? A psychopath is incapable of love, does not want to be bound. However, Hans who was still young, little by little his personality disorder decreased.

Today, he came to a gold shop, staring at a pair of gold rings. The income is small, but may be collected only to buy a pair of rings only.

"Married? It was ridiculous.." he muttered, but still wanted to grant Hyeri's wish.

Unaware of her naive woman is on her knees begging for her life. Crouching under the feet of Lery, who claims to be Hans's employer. Can at any time kill his useless men.

"We just want to live happily!!" said it.

"Hans doesn't want to kill again because of you, the only way for me to forgive Hans and not kill him is for your life..." Lery pulled Hyeri's long hair tight.

"I'll give you one chance, kill yourself. I'd like to hear the news of your death in one week. If not, then Hans will have to die." he continued slapping Hyeri tightly.

The woman fell to her knees, starting to smile in her cries, This is the borrowed life of big brother Hans. Maybe if brother Hans hadn't killed that rotten teacher. I would've killed myself for being harassed so many times, without being able to fight back like my dead friend... Therefore, I will return the rest of this life to my hero...

His heart, already strong enough, rounded up the decision. Suicide is the wrong way, and hated by God. However, if that was the only way to save the life of the first person he loved, returning the life he considered borrowed would be done.

The pregnant woman stepped slowly her face looked glum. Walk towards his house.

"Hyeri, you're peeling an apple for you" Ayana called her sister.

"I'm not hungry." he said, entering the room.

Father, brother sorry. Supposedly, I killed myself because I was raped by a rotten teacher. Or die at the hands of Hans's brother, but I'm lucky to be able to get through these few months full of love and joy. Beautiful memories of brother, father, and brother Hans. he said in a grateful heart, silent in a stifled cry. Started picking up scissors, ripping off the bed sheet fabric, tying them up little by little.

The long intertwined fabric was visible, thrown it upwards began to bind it. Her legs were trembling, climbing up her study desk chair.

"I'm sorry mother." her last words to the child in her womb, before the sound of a chair falling down was heard in the room.

***

Whichever father's heart was unharmed, a photo of his smiling second daughter's face was visible. Surrounded by flowers, after the cremation procession, which will be followed by the sowing of ashes into the sea. The cheerful face of the SMU girl who was too naive. The end of his life journey, it has to be like this.

Hyeri's house seems deserted, Hans comes after buying a ring from his money as a manual laborer. Pressing the bell, but no one came.

A neighbor said hello, "Who are you looking for!?" tanyakanya.

"Hyeri.." she hesitated.

The neighbor exhaled a rough breath, "Hyeri died two days ago by suicide, yesterday the sowing of his ashes. Her brother and father moved in right away, probably still reeling from her death,"

"Is that so!?" Hans smiled his fake smile.

***

The wooden mannequin again had no heart, walking towards the temple slowly full of smiles. The sound of a large bell being shaken was heard...

"It turns out Hyeri is really naive, God does not exist. That's why a naive woman seems to be dead, and a demon like me is still alive." he said smiling mocking his existence. The young man's tears flowed down his cheeks incessantly.

Hans pulled out Hyeri's conde stabs stuck to his own arm, trying to shake off the void in his heart, with pain.

His blood was dripping down the floor. Hans closed his eyes, feeling a sensation of pain, mirages began to appear, imagining Hyeri's little hand outstretched around her from behind. Hans opened his eyes, yet he was only himself at this moment.

"Bas naive.." he laughed falsely with tears that he could not control.

***

Back to 30 years later...

"If God exists, it may blaspheme me." he said back to drinking his soda.

"Tomy..." Tomy stretched out her hand, about to get acquainted.

"Hans.." the man smiled kindly, a fake smile again, only to convince others he was not an emotionless and heartless wooden puppet. The little bit of heart he had had frozen and hardened, along with the ashes of his little lover scattered in the sea.

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