Young Miss Assistant
When This Heart Will Give Up

The cold air was still piercing, still too early in the morning indeed. An ever-grooming order, Daniel sighed harshly wearing a sweater as well as casual clothing, enduring the chill, keeping a smile waiting in front of the house, always with the flower union in his hands.

No one opened the gate, after repeatedly knocking and even calling the occupants. Maybe that's what made him stand in front of the fence for a few hours. His eyes shifted for a moment, the limp body asleep from a girl attached to the back of a young man.

Walk slowly, until you get to the front area of the house, "Where are you from?" his tanya looked at Kanaya who was still asleep in a sling of Kemal.

"It's none of your business..." Kemal smiled staring intently.

His fingers clenched, but from a moment of silence, tried to smile. Stuffed up? That's how he feels right now. But what can he do? Can only see the still asleep body entering the house. Relationship without status? Why did he have to set boundaries? It's my fault he murmured in his smile.

"Uncle, aunt.." call Kemal, in the yard area.

The couple immediately came out, welcoming the arrival of Kemal with their daughter who was still asleep in the back of the young man.

Not accepted? Maybe that's how Daniel is today, knocking on the fence many times, even had time to call. No one came out to open the door.

But Kemal? This man was accepted easily.

"You're out with Kanaya? We thought about where Kanaya disappeared early in the morning. Come on in, auntie just made boiled cassava. Still warm..." Sumi smiled, leading Kemal into the living room, immediately closing the door. No matter the man standing in front of the house.

Daniel's steps looked disappointed, occasionally looking back. The face of the girl who was asleep was still calm. It is so quiet on the backs of others.

The calm face of the young man stepped slowly, momentarily gazing upwards, the wind blowing, a small cluster of foliage fluttering along the path of his departure. Just leave a bunch of flowers he picked in the front garden of the villa he rented.

Slowly the phone reached him, contact someone,"Mother.." he said.

"Yes, why?" gina's indifferent voice sounded from across the street, like she was busy doing something.

The young man's outstretched hand grabbed the small leaf drop, "Mother, I like someone, can you help me. I want to ask him to be my companion, please meet his family. Just for a moment." he asked.

"One more month I'm going home, your father's still busy. I'm still in Canada, helping your uncle. Ask her family to be patient." she turned off the unilateral call, did not listen to her son's words.

Daniel's fingers clasped tightly onto the fallen leaves, holding the phone back in his pocket.

"Lendra, do I have to give up again?" his tan looked towards the thin cracks of sunlight that began to pierce through the trees.

His face bowed, proposing? Is it only with that can show earnestness? Just with this feeling, is it not enough?

A drop of her tears flowed, from her downcast face walking down the deserted village path. Missed the face of the woman he loved, even though today only saw her sleep quietly on the back of another man.

What are they doing together? Did they sleep together? Having a husband-wife relationship? Something I don't care about right now. I just want to walk with him, in the future. So that I wouldn't have to feel claustrophobic about missing her, staring at her calm face every morning...

Wildflowers, which he tied using a weed lying in front of the fence of the house. Beautiful yellow small flowers.

......My love that endures you is like a useless wildflower. How many times I've eradicated it will still grow....

......I never treated? Such is the wildflower. However, the flower remains firm, waiting for the rain that makes it bloom slowly, until it becomes a beautiful flower......

......Just like my love, it can somehow grow uncontrollably like a wildflower that looks beautiful......

The author...

***

A few dozen minutes passed, the weather outside the house was still cloudy. A girl started to sit on her bed. Slowly move to the living room. However, the strange conversation he heard, in the middle of his father's activities that were about to farm.

"Sir, isn't it too soon to make a decision?" Sumi, exhaling a rough breath, looked at her husband.

"No, city people are good at seducing and giving false promises. You don't remember Kinara's fate? You want Kanaya to experience the same thing?" tanyanya grabbed the hoe.

"But he seems like a good boy. He waited in front of the house from 4am. Why don't you talk all right?" tanyakanya.

"No need, applying for marriage is still a thought. Kanaya will only be used as a warm-up toy bed only.." he said passed away leaving the house.

The girl was silent, She was waiting from morning? Lowering his ego that low? Wh why? Did Mr. Daniel really mean it. A lot of questions ran through his mind. Back to his not so big room.

Missed it? Right, Kanaya missed that stiff creature. A creature that does not open the door of his heart. Lying silent, not understanding his already playful feelings.

The thing he's gonna do? The girl ran to get a towel, cleaned herself up. Be happy? Maybe that was the feeling, choosing clothes quickly to wear.

Casual clothes, jeans with after T-shirt. I left the house without breakfast.

"Where are you going?" the mother asked, watching her daughter wear a pair of shoes.

"I left for a while." That's the answer, walking briskly full of smiles.

***

The rain began to fall, Daniel rubbed his hands in the shade amid the rushing rain. In an abandoned fortress? There he took shelter, trapped in the rain.

The fortress is a few dozen meters from the villa where he stayed. Near indeed, but it is more pleasant for him to be able to smell the earth, enjoy the leaves that look happy to feel the rain.

"I still miss him." he murmured, trying to smile, shaking the rain with his fingers, which had cooled down.

For a moment, a girl ran towards a villa, the only inn in the village. As if he did not care about his wet clothes, just use taro leaves as an umbrella.

"Kanaya?" said it.

The girl turned her head, looking at the young man who called her name. Walk fast, towards the small abandoned fortress.

"Sir Daniel.." That's all he said from his lips.

"I love you, I mean it..." Daniel, pull Kanaya in his arms.

The girl just fell silent, feeling the warmth of the embrace of the superior she had once stared at respectfully.

"Do you like it?" his tan let go of his embrace, looking into the eyes of the girl who looked soaked. The memory of Kemal carrying Kanaya home is still ringing. Maybe this girl is already saturated with him, that's what's now in her heart.

"Forgive him.." Kanaya's words on the sidelines.

"Let's just say I'm selfish, whatever you did last night I don't care. Do you still love me?" his question was desperate, his face still smiling, but his eyes were reddened, like there were tears stuck there.

"Will Daniel not play me?" tanyakanya.

"Stupid.." the young man, pulled the nape of Kanaya. A pair of cold lips began to rub. As if kneeling each other with warmth, the two open mouths are linked together like one.

"Don't leave me again." Daniel's breathing panted irregularly. Staring into those eyes deeply, again channeling his longing, warming his heart even if only with a whip of the lips that interlocked.

***

Kanaya fell silent, rainwater flushed the trees from the balcony of the room of a villa in sight. The cold rain still feels, his body is now only wrapped in a bathrobe.

The hand of a young man stretched out, hugging him from behind. "I love you." whispered, who was also wearing only a bathrobe.

"Sir Daniel didn't mean anything to me, did he?" Kanaya sighed harshly, staring at a bottle of wine, and the romantic dinner package Daniel ordered. Surprisingly again, on the bed looks red rose petals form a heart sign.

"No.." he answered sure.

"Wine? Food?" ask Kanaya back.

"Wine to warm yourself the weather is too cold. Food, anyone knows Kanaya's a hungry fool..." Daniel breathed a rough breath.

"The bed?" Kanaya knitted her forehead suspiciously.

Daniel began to let go of his embrace, "If you want to get the best room, it's been set automatically. Got to be a honeymoon package,"

"Where's clothes? When I left to clean up I was still in the dressing room. You must be intent on pervert right!?" the accusation.

"Still wet, my assistant is buying you a new one..." Daniel suddenly approached, staring intently."Did you think I'd do something to you?" her tanyanya was suspicious, smiling grinning.

"Who knows..." Kanaya grumbled, turning her body. Back to the balcony.

"Your imagination is wild..." Daniel exhaled a rough breath. Looking at the face of Kanaya who was like continuing to wait for the rain, like wanting to subside immediately, as if impatient to leave him.

You guys spend the night together, maybe you do. But, somehow just being in one room with me freaked you out. Did I have no hope anymore.he muttered continuously looking at the girl's back.

Kanaya's heart was pounding, glancing back was too frightening for her. The man she likes, with the various attributes of a honeymoon? Even he only wears a bathrobe that will come off with just one pull?

Die me, if I turn around, then he suddenly kisses me. Doing anything, maybe I'll get carried away. Basic Duda!! Don't practice your experience and your style on a plain girl like me...

"Kanaya?" Daniel tried to start the conversation.

The girl didn't say it was like just waiting for the rain to stop. The one who called me was a demon. His hands were trembling, still staring at the balcony.

Can't you open your heart to me again? Was that kiss just to cheer me up? But somehow, I wanted to wait for you, until this heart really gave up... Daniel stared silently at the rain.

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