Young Miss Assistant
Memories Part 2

......Mammy? A word I thought was just an illusion. Have I ever loved them? Until now I doubted it. Please explain, the meaning of a family you used to say to convince me. Turn around for a moment, so I can see your stupid smile, in your proud uniform......

The dea...

"Sorry, my little singer has a busy schedule..." Jony squinted his smile, pulling Dimas, behind his back. It was as if hiding his son from Dea.

Is Dea that scary? A mother who can make her child a stepping stone, at least that's what Jony had in mind. Dea let out a slight smile at her breath, "The payoff from her 500,000-perfoto mother..."

Dimas forcibly took his father's hand. Her tears began to flow, hugging her mother's body tightly. Sincere? Maybe because of the blood bond, the child knows how the contents of the mother's heart that contains it for 9 months.

"Mother.." she said, feeling a strange feeling. Like her mother would go far away, leave her.

"Dimas baby, sorry mom was never home. How's your grade at school?" he asked, loosening his arms, wiping his son's tears.

"Dimas is still too small, once in a while its value drops...!!" Jony was about to snap, but his words were between his sons.

"Rank three .." he said full of smiles, as if not afraid of the anger of Dea if not get first rank. Understand with her mother's loving face that is rarely seen.

"It's enough, Dimas has done enough" he said, re-hugging his son, for the first time Dea cried sincerely.

Her loneliness these few months made her realize why her late husband survived no matter what his behavior. 'The most important thing is the family, ' that is what the stupid police always reminded him of leaving him dead in the course of his duties.

Today Dea realized it, speechless in her son's arms.

"Mother don't cry, I won't ask for payment if you want to take a picture." said Dimas loosened his arms, feeling the sobbing of his mother.

However, Dea instead hugged him tighter, sobbing, not letting his embrace slip, "Let it be like this, just for a moment." she whispered to her son.

Jony sighed harshly, for the first time seeing the human side of Dea. A grudge? It was something he harbored, but it felt too tired after a dozen years of hurting each other.

Dea let go of her arms smilingly staring at Jony, "I can never be a good mother. Dimas custody will not be fought for anymore, please take good care of my son," he said wiping his tears.

"I'm sorry about Ana, I promise I'll kneel apologizing to her." she continued with a smile.

Jony was stunned silent, since when did Dea's ego fall this low? Maybe that was the question that was raging in his heart.

"You didn't like me for years, so did I. Therefore at least we should smile sincerely when taking pictures..." Dea tried to smile, grab Jony's camera. Stopping a teacher from taking a picture of the family in front of the school.

Digital photos that are directly printed...

***

His car drove away from the school area, his hand gently swiping the newly printed photo. Dimas' smile with a clear face, surrounded by parents who never noticed him.

"At least Jony will take good care of him." he smiled at a suitcase beside him.

Just a short distance away, a sanatorium was beginning to be sighted. Dea sighed, entering the sanatorium, tracing through the passageway after passage.

Until, arriving at the back area of the sanatorium is quite spacious. Seen the expanse of flowering plants, whether it was what plants, but the face of his daughter who sat facing the flower bed he saw. Sitting helplessly, holding a guiding stick, with a blank look. However, a smile remained on his lips.

Dea shed her tears, slowly wiped away by her fingers.

A fairly elite appearance, seen from the middle to upper class. It looked different to her daughter sitting in the patient's shirt. Dea began to sit next to him, "Jeny.." call him.

"Si... who?" he asked, his hand looking at the surrounding area.

Be happy? She should now be jeering her daughter for making the wrong choice to leave home. However, seeing his daughter helpless, his world seemed to collapse, "This mother." he said softly.

"I.mom, a.I don't regret it.." Jeny's words stopped.

"You know, my mother was wrong. By the way why would you prefer and love Ren over Daniel?" dea asked, smilingly sitting beside her daughter staring at the flower bed.

"He looks like dad. Just as good as mom. Mom know? When I found out, I couldn't see, I threw him out, cursed, even berate him. But he foolishly said I was his life, and don't throw it away. Similar to the father who was always waiting for mother to come home." she answered with a smile, her face facing forward.

"Truly a stupid man..." Dea laughed a little, shedding her tears a little.

"Mother has a secret, a few months before your wedding and Daniel, Ren came to propose to you. I don't want your marriage and Daniel to fail, so I'm saying you've been married a long time and live in Australia. That fool, just leave a necklace to you, and pray for you to be happy..." Dea smilingly sighed, releasing a fantastically precious sun-shaped necklace from her neck.

"Because of mother, I have to be a mistreated wife for 2 years..." Jeny sneered, along with the necklace that Dea began to attach to her daughter.

"Let the arrogant miss be the servant of the arrogant master Daniel for 2 years," Dea smiled tidying up her daughter's hair.

The moment his smile disappeared, hugging his daughter tightly."Don't forgive mom!! Seizing yours, keeping happiness away from you, even almost killing you. Your father will hate you so much." she cried sobbing.

Not a good mother? That's him, it's not too late to realize.

Jeny sheds her tears, returns Dea's embrace, "The fool (Doni) can never hate mom, neither can I, it's just my anger for a moment" he said.

Dea wiped away her tears, her voice still slightly quivering, "It was like the sun, with small diamonds carefully mounted on each branch of her rays..."

"Mother, Ren said that the potato flower behind the sanatorium is very beautiful. Can you explain to me how the flowers look?" tanyanya smiled sincerely. There was no burden in his heart anymore.

"Well mother will be your eyes..." Dea smiled sincerely, started to tell.

"The flower is white, it looks round.and.and..."Dea sounded like he was thinking for quite a while.

"And what? Round how?" Jeny knitted her forehead.

"That's it..." Dea guided her daughter's hand, touching the flowers of the nearby potato plant.

"Mother is a useless eye because the mother's mouth is difficult to explain. So, you better just touch it yourself." he said.

Jeny's fingers fumbled around her, holding one of the flowers, feeling the texture of the thing she was holding.

Without the woman realizing it, her mother approached herself, taking out her camera phone. His hands were raised, photographing his companionship with Jeny.

Thank you for not hating and forgiving my mother... I'll have a gift for this mother's daughter...

***

Three hours drive from the sanatorium, Dea brings a bouquet of white Lily flowers, putting them in Doni's grave. The woman smiled sincerely for him, "Sorry to admit it too late. With that uniform you're still my family, please don't turn your face away from me later..."

The afternoon sun sank further along with his journey that was out of nowhere. The car finally parked in his garage, Dea carrying a small paper bag and some documents, walked up the stairs to his room.

Some documents signed, some letters written. Being born brings nothing to this world, a lonely world...

His fingers were shaking sending a message to his subordinates, 'An hour and a half away, please come pick up the documents in my room.' that is how the message is.

Dea smiled, sat on the floor, leaning against the edge of her bed. A glass of liquor was drunk.

The suitcase that from the morning is always in the side seat, looks open. Doni's police uniform folded neatly in the suitcase, that's what it was.

The sharp little knife he held was full of smiles. The familiar hand-drawn mirage was like wanting to stop it. The man, shakes his head.

"Why? I heard that someone who commits suicide will live in hell. My mistake with you was too much, I just wanted to give our daughter a gift." the real mess was alone, just a suitcase.

Srashwas...

Blood flowed from his wrist, pain in his custody. It felt weak, "I just realized the world is crowded when you exist. I just realized this world is lonely, when you disappear. But at least don't blaspheme me for giving a gift to our daughter" he muttered with a limp body, staring at the police uniform on the open suitcase.

However, in his vision was not just a uniform. Doni this time did not smile, looking compassionately at him. Dea's gaze began to empty, her eyes closed letting out tears slowly. Welcoming his last dream...

A dream that might warm his heart...

Doni who dressed SMU in the law stood up, respecting the flag, with him...

"Why did you lie to the teacher, saying you didn't do the job!!" Dea knitted her forehead.

"You didn't carry out the task, did you? I want us to be punished together." he smiled.

The black clouds that had been covering the sky, slowly turned into a rain. The couple still saluted, waiting for their teacher, lifting the sentence.

"You know? I want to love you like the first rain that falls in the dry season" said Doni with a smile.

"First rain in the dry season?" tanyanya.

"The wet earth that rain longs for will smell, just as I would be happy to meet you,"

"I want to be something that patiently waits for you to miss me. Like a dry season land that will miss the rain. Until there comes a time when it will rain, erasing his longing..."

***

The screaming sounds of the Dea employees could be heard staring at his boss with sliced wrists. His blood was pouring down the floor.

Corneal transplant documents, along with several other documents near his body that began to cool...

...... Suicide, not the only way in life, never do it!! The message I want to show you in this novel, appreciate and love the people who love you. Because when they are gone, your life will feel lonelier than death......

The author...

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