Young Miss Assistant
Unable to Love (love for psycopath)

Tomy got up from where he was squatting, stuffing a small spray of luminol in his pocket. Then continued the play trying to smile, "I just want to remember him, uncle will not understand." he said shedding tears in front of Hans. Start walking away staggered full of grief a few steps.

He is not a fanatic fan. Die when you speak of Renata... Tomy walked full of anxiety in his heart.

And sure enough, "Wait.." the man said.

Cold sweat was pouring out on Tomy's temple, "There's something I want to ask" he continued, reinserting his penknife, without Tomy realizing it.

Hans's face seemed to be smiling kindly, pretending to be smiling, looking at Tomy who was looking at him."About what?"

"We talked somewhere else." Hans's eyes searched for a quiet, quiet place.

***

A cold night breeze hit the neatly bound hair of a man who drank a can of soda in his hand. Every now and then, he closed his eyes, never understanding one's emotions. Pretending to smile and grovel, doing a lot of lies. Living in a world he considered hypocritical.

"The uncle wants to ask what?" he asked, sweating coldly, drinking the soda he bought. One thing he feared, if he was asked about Renata by people who claimed this fan.

"You said the woman who died was your first love, right? What would it feel like if he didn't exist?" his tan showed a fake smile, on the top floor of the skyscraper.

"That's all?" Tomy clenched his forehead, took off his glasses, imagining that he was falling in love for the first time with someone.

"Yes, I don't understand how someone feels. He suddenly smiled, suddenly cried, and suddenly died." Hans said with a smile, but if he looked into his eyes. There were many hidden wounds. Numbness, maybe that's what happened to his heart.

"First love huh? Perhaps more like gratitude, being able to like someone for the first time. Happy and thumping with him. Maybe that's the impression left in the heart of first love," Tomy smiled at the different-aged man sitting next to her.

"If you are grateful why did you decide to die? If you are thankful why you should cry? Truly hypocritical.." he chuckled.

"It's not hypocritical, it's naive, sometimes people like that are the strongest. Can suppress the wound in his heart..." Tomy exhaled a rough breath.

"But he's dead..." Hans started to stop smiling, drinking his sodas gazing towards the row of skyscrapers."If God does exist, a person as naive as himself will live happily. The god? It was just a joke.." he laughed again.

"Sometimes I also think so, does the so-called God exist,? But every time I see the goodness of others, I see God in them. That's what I believe... How's it?" Tomy scrunched his forehead.

"How's what?" Hans looked at the young man sitting beside him.

"Did uncle see God in his pure smile?" tanyakanya.

Hans was speechless, slightly smiling, then nodding."No, the sweet and compassionate figure of God. But God blasphemed me..."

30 Years ago...

Hans smiled his smile, put on his mask again, at the age of 19 years. The body of a man larger than him was dragged in a state that had not really died, into the forest, towards the river, then drowned with ballast. Smiling at the agony of a drowning man out of breath near his death.

The young man came back out of the forest, about to drive his car. However, in the midst of the drizzling rain a slightly torn SMU-clothed girl stopped him, wearing her body as a shield stopping the car.

"Thank you." he said his head down while crying full of haru, approaching the driver's car window.

"I forgot there was a witness here..." Hans got out of his car, smiling. To get rid of the only single witness to the murder he committed at Lery's will. A witness who almost harassed his private tutor.

His face smiled, strangling Hyeri who did not fight back at all, just the smile that was on the girl's face.

"Why smile?" Hans clenched his forehead, staring dislikefully. Should have enjoyed the sensation of fear from his potential victims. But this is what? Smile?

"In.he deserves to die. My friend committed suicide because of being harassed by him, earlier if you did not come I was also forced to serve him." he said stammering.

Hans let go of his hand, "Then?" tanyakanya.

"You're a cool hero." said the SMU kid who didn't know anything, either sincere or too naive. Demon killer? Maybe that was his imagination staring at Hans.

Hans let out a laugh, "You're the first person to say I'm a hero after seeing me kill people..."

"Sister is really cool, I'm your first fan. Hyeri.." she introduced herself to extend her hand.

Han fell silent not understanding the girl before him, until Hyeri took the initiative to pull Hans' hand to shake with him.

"Non't your name?" he asked the young man who was now stunned silent.

"Hans.." she answered.

Hyeri took out her handkerchief, on her tiptoes, clearing away the slight bloodstains that littered the cheeks of the young man taller than her."It looks better." he said.

Hans exhaled a rough breath, "Never say anything that happened today. Otherwise, you will die." he threatened for the first time not to do his job perfectly. Leave a witness who smiles naively at him.

"Okay, Brother Hans!!" he said salute, like a military soldier.

The fans? A psychopath has fans? This is a joke in the middle of the world that looks more and more hypocritical to Hans...

"But can I see Hans again?" tanyakanya.

Hans clenched his forehead, saying in an annoyed tone, "No, because if you see me too often. Soon you will die!!" he said he was back in the car.

The car engine is back on, little hands are knocking on the glass of the car, "Can take me home.." he asked.

"No..." Hans smiled, stepping on his gas pedal deeply, deliberately making the girl fall.

"Sir Hans!! I won't give up, we'll meet again!!" he shouted, staring at the departure of the killer car that looked like a hero who saved his chastity in the eyes of the girl.

***

Meet again? Maybe that's what really happened. Hyeri stared at the reflection of her face in the mirror, slowly sticking an iron hairpiece on her hair. Conde skewers with floral carvings that adorn the ends.

That day was the celebration of the birth of the son of his distant brother. A beautiful kimono adorns her beautiful body.

But in the middle of the show the girl came out of the house, breathing fresh air. Walk near a small shop, buy some fruits there.

In a quiet alley there is a puff of smoke from the roof of a house. The girl immediately ran over. However, his eyes were perfectly rounded seeing Hans smilingly looking up from outside the window of the house. House dwellers who are already unconscious in it because of breathing carbon gas.

Hyeri ran over, breaking one of the windows with her wooden flip-flops.

"Wait on!! Don't help, let them die slowly." he said, stopping Hyeri.

"There's a little boy!! Despite making a mistake, he deserved to live!!" Hyeri snaps.

"Stop!!" Hans grabbed the girl by the arm, so as not to help.

Hyeri took off her hairpiece, stabbed Hans in the arm to release it, "I have to help her!!" he said he began to enter the broken window, not caring about the scratches from the glass on his arms and legs. Until finally bringing the child out, giving him artificial breath many times.

"I'm going to kill you guys." Hans said annoyed.

Hyeri can only smile, "Sister will kill me? That's your right, because from the moment you helped me. I'm your man..."

"Stupid!!" snapped it.

Not scared? Naive? How is that strange trait in Hyeri? How can you love a bloodthirsty monster? A mind that is hard to understand. Like a little kitten rescued by a wolf from anj*ng bark. Follows a wolf who can at any time think of him as a prey.

***

The child was abandoned, probably everyone in the house had died except for the child lying in his backyard.

Hyeri follows Hans in a not-so-big apartment. Only one person is enough. The girl did not ask what the reason Hans killed, only fell silent and followed. A mind that is really hard to understand.

Antiseptic applied Hyeri to Hans' wound. Not having empathy and compassion? That was her, and yet, somehow this little girl who was not afraid of him, caught her attention.

As entertainment? It might feel that way at first."Why not be afraid?" tanyakanya.

"People who wear lie masks look more awful, like my private tutor" he said, closing the bottle.

"I ate it, which means I'm more terrible than him!!" Hans said intimidatingly.

"I know, but unfortunately I'm now yours, ever since you got rid of that fat guru almost..." Hyeri breathed a rough breath.

"You seem to underestimate me!! I'm more terrible than him." he said kissing Hyeri's lips full of desire.

Without the feeling of love? Indeed Hans did not understand the emotions as others felt. However, this girl caught his attention, not even showing an angry, frightened expression, in the middle of her activities took away the sanctity of the girl he had just met twice.

There was no need to pretend to smile or be nice in front of him. Hans, forcibly opened the kimono the girl was wearing. Touching his body mercilessly, almost all parts of his body were given lip marks.

"Why? Wanna fight?" he asked with a breath of breath, looking into the eyes of Hyeri who was now biting her own lips, enduring the pain.

Hyeri was silent not fighting back at all. His eyes only looked at Hans's fixed eyes, looking for a gap, wanting to teach a wooden mannequin to have a heart.

***

Hans was lying next to Hyeri's limp-looking body, "Why not fight?" tanyanya.

"I'm your fan, can you stop killing for me?" Hyeri asked back.

"I've never been honest in this world, except for you. Be lucky because you are alive. Don't expect more..." Hans knitted his forehead.

"Understand, in my eyes is the hero's brother. One day, my brother will understand my words. Then live well with me." naive remark, out again from the mouth of the sincere-looking girl.

"If I were with someone else I would say, I would change. Especially with you I'll be honest, I'll never change." she said annoyedly, covering her innocent body with a blanket, turning her back to Hyeri wrapped in the same blanket as her.

A subtle snoring sound rang out, a sign Hyeri had fallen asleep.

Hans turned back around, staring at the strange woman's face. How do you torture him? Even by taking away her chastity, the woman was still clinging to him.

"Do you have to kill me?" he asked, but his intention changed considering Hyeri's eyes were often staring intently at him, like a blasphemy for the face of his fake smile.

Hyeri who when sleeping can not be silent, her position moved hugging Hans."Stupid!!" objurgation.

Relationship without status? That's what Hyeri is living. Almost all of Hans' neighbors, friendly to the young man who looked from the outside unpretentious, put on the face of his disgusting fake smile.

Being entangled with gratitude, and her naive love, which grows in vogue, makes her want Hans to feel emotions, even if, just a little. Wanting Hans to learn to love, is difficult, even nearly impossible for a psychopath.

The real figure of a psychopath is not like something in a romantic comedy novel where psychopaths can be slaves to love. Unlike that, even learning to have empathy is difficult.

Today Hyeri helps a little cat, takes her to Hans' apartment. However, the cat sharpens his nails on the legs of the table, leaving scratches. As a result, one of the little cat's legs was broken.

Not killed immediately? If killed, the cat will not be tormented, right? That's what Hans thought.

"I've taken the cat to the vet..." Hyeri breathed a rough breath.

"Emmm.." That's the only answer that came out of Hans' mouth that was concentrating on eating.

"Does brother love me? We've been doing this for months, and..." Hyeri stopped her words.

"And what?" Hans knitted his forehead.

"If I'm pregnant, will you marry me?" tanyanya doubt.

"Just drop it." she replied indifferently.

"No, I decided I'd take care of him myself..." Hyeri stroked her flat stomach.

"Sacrificing your school and your future for the sake of your child is ridiculous" he said.

"Don't care about me? Did you learn to love me?" she asked in a cheerful tone, hugging Hans' body.

"No," Hans replied with a slight smile.

What was that? Smile? Right, for the first time a miracle happened, he felt a strange feeling, like calmness when sitting on a flower bed.

***

Several times Hyeri caught Hans killing someone on Lery's orders. Will it never change? Hyeri began to despair, it had been a few days he did not come to see Hans in his apartment.

Hans was speechless observing his empty little apartment, "He didn't come anymore." he muttered, starting to wash his face, taking off his bloodied gloves.

"I have to see him" he said, feeling that something was empty, something that was difficult to fill.

Hyeri's stomach has been slightly bulged, warm sweater and scarf worn. Feeding some wild animals on the streets.

"Hyeri," Hans ran up to him."Why don't you ever come back?" tanyakanya.

"Sister is right, I give up, brother will never love me." he replied stroking his stomach slowly.

"Shut up!!" Hans hugged Hyeri tightly, "You know I never lied to you?" her question, answered with a nod of the head by Hyeri.

"I never felt a thump, nor a feeling of wanting to protect. It's just that, lately I sometimes feel sitting on a flower bed when I'm with you. Some are empty when you're not around..."

"What is that called liking?" tanyanya doubt.

"Yes..." Hyeri shed a few tears, then wiped them, releasing Hans' embrace. The hearts of mannequins made of wood, may have softened a little.

His eyes stared intently at the young man, as if blaspheming his actions, "Will you learn to stop killing?" tanyakanya.

"But Lery..." Hans breathed a rough breath, then smiled, whether it was a fake smile or from his heart, "Well, but don't avoid me" he said.

Hyeri smiled nodding, hugging Hans tightly. It is possible to get married, not yet, because only a small part of his heart is broken. Such was Hyeri's always naive mind.

A naive mind trying to turn a wooden mannequin into a whole person.

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